sweetstuff

2007-07-11T19:16:00.000-07:00

blogger, you have served me well for the past three years.
i think its time for a change again.
faithful readers,
you'll still get to read my erm life ? or gossips. yeah.
www.xanga.com/bcheedisaster.
it has been created since may or was it june.
no longer private, it'll be public. (:
drop me a tag to let me know that you know i've moved (:

2007-07-10T05:22:00.000-07:00

Tonight

my individual events are finally over.OVer.OVER.
i'm super tired from today man. physically and mentally.
morning, 100 breast, i managed to do slightly better than heats.i repeat SLIGHTLY.
did reach my expected time.disappointed,definately.
but i manage to go up by one position.
so thats another point added. (:
went to the other pool to warm down.
acutally it was more of erm GIRL's talk. look at how wanda opened her eyes when she heard girls talk. she totally forgot she had to warm up or was it down ?haha.
and sean LOVES TING tong TING tong TING tong tong. HAHAHA. check it !
and the cheering for VAL KOH.
"GO VAL YOU SOOO HOTTT !" hahaha <33
shocker is when i asked her she said she DIDNT HEAR IT. ahmygawddd !
AC too loud alrdy. heh.
cheered me up alil. TGAC isnt that bad eh ? hehe.
slept at the gallery.
i had my pod almost blasting at my ear and yet i could still hear SJC girls talking and laughing, annoying.
cannot see that people are trying to rest?
sooon it was the dreaded 200 breast. my warm up was okay. glide okay everything good.
but the only thing was i was superrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr hungry. bananas and gel then my event started. soooo sooon. it was the 6th event wasnt even ready and i felt like crying when i reported, super nervous.
then DID WORST than HEATS. like the previous two yearss. URGHHHHHHH
ni na na ni na na !
but wasnt very off, maintain my position. sighh. disappointed ? VERY
warm down, talked again, we really have alot to talk man, we dont see each other very oftenly you see.
TWIN CAME. HEHE I LOVE LOVE YOU YOU !
tho you're from the "R' family you still cheered for me.
i saw the polo people today. FAYYYYY ! you came down. hehee thanks alot.
ED GOT THIRD FOR HER 100 FLY EVENT .
the whole team was effing happy pleasee. everyone literally jumped up la.
hehe.GOOD SWIM ED ! 5secs off ! whoo.

relay was albeit disappointing. but i think i did a 39 for breast. HAHAHAHAHA.YAY.
NJ got third, happy for wanda, sad for my team.
we cannot afford to lose to them man. if we lose to them tmrw i will NOT go for team dinner.
i'll stay at home and eat SHIT.
in any case, i'll still keeping my fingers crossed for tmrw's final team placing.
I HOPE WE WIN. yeah.

sooo overall.
pearlyne is disappointed. to a certain extend.
happy cos i saw NIC TAN HAHAH.nic tan.
tmrw we're gonna have fun cam whoring cos val's gonna bring her uhmmm "toy camera" HAHAH.
then ermmm relay tmrw. we will do our best.
i hope tmrw will be a beautiful day for me. school in the morning yo !so cool. heh.

UH YES. ABEL TEO.
its okay you didnt come down cos benny send your hugs to me. hahah (:
sam thio ,you and tambu. many thanks (:
and hello you, boy in that RJ shirt.
thanks for the big packet of chocolates. i'll eat them afetr season.
stupid boy, want me to grow fat onlyyyyy. neh neh.

GO WANDA ! break that 40 (:

2007-07-09T05:50:00.000-07:00

I HATE SCHOOL TODAY
because teachers were sooo annoyingly bitchy.
say chem practical ?
OMG. she was sooooo bitchy. " i wonder if all of you wants to pass your promos."
WITH YOUR KIND OF RESULTS. chao neh neh.
you think i want to get that kinda resutls isit. you think i like U grade ah?
#!^#%*%$&*^$&*
and then i didnt have my chem prac sheet with me i wasnt in school last thuraday!
and then jillian was absent so i couldnt collect my stuff from her.
SO ITS NOT MY FAULT I DIDNT HAVE MY THINGS WITH ME. RAHH.

TODAY I HATE SCHOOL
because gp class was cancelled and no one frigging told me.
i ran from blocks to blocks to search for my class.
and in the end i went to the caf saw darrell being hardworking. (RIGHT)
talked to A01 people. lil catching up chilled some anger off. YEAH A01 is the LOVEEE.

TODAY I HATE SCHOOL
because i felt very lost in school.
like it was the first day of school actualyl worst than first day of school.
dont know whats going on in school, dont know whats going on in class.
GRRR ANNOYING.

TODAY I HATE SCHOOL
because our chinese teacher screamed at us in class.
for something that was not our fault.
we were reading the passage out loud in class please.
it was sooo frigging obvious that the opthers WERE NOT reading.
adn then she just have to pin point on us. 4 GIRLS BEHIND.
wahlao eh we werent talking please. even if you put us in front WE WILL STILL TALK LA PLEASEEEEEEEEEE. URGHHHH.
so much for going to Co concert huh nikki.
OLD HAG I HATE YOUUUUUUU.

TODAY I HATE SCHOOL
because chinese A's orals kinda screwed.
shouldnt have requested to take the exam today.
SO NOT READYYYYYY. bahh.

okay enough of ranting.
today just sucked la. hate school.
i ranted to twin who specially came down trng for me I LOVE YOU TWIN ! ALOT!
and melissa's gonan stop trng after nats. i will miss her man.
and she made a pact with me i will see that she honours it.heh =)

tomorrow's D DAYYYYYYY !
omgggg. so many events in a day so deaddddd.
i cannot glide properly today and then my knee hurts.
sigh. i got a feeling i will screw tmrw like how i screwed it for the last two years.
miracle will happen tmrw.
God will see me through.

i have put in alot of hardwork,i think i deserve that lil success and happiness ,God.

GOOD LUCK ALL !

wandaaaa ! i wonder how life would be without you in TGAC after nats! loveee.bangkok tripp the LOVE <33

hello kid
do you remember what you said to me ?

2007-07-08T03:02:00.000-07:00

Thunder

Today in the blink of an eye
I'm holding on to something and I do not know why I tried
I tried to read between the lines
I tried to look in your eyes
I want a simple explanation; what I'm feeling inside
I gotta find a way out
Maybe there's a way out

i went training today and it wasnt tapering at all.
i'm superrrrr tired i tell you.
i felt like i was sinking like literally. couldnt glide.
knees no strength. effects of not training yesterday.
(according to jiaolian) so i saw the sunday squad.
so different, i hardly know anyone, what happened to sunday breakfast gang!
saw hot boy nicky in the morning, almost didnt realise it was him until he waved frantically at me. haha silly boy.
wanda, wilona. usual people.
i need to get focused again for tuesday.

before i go off.
i have chinese A level oral tmrwww.
pray hard i dont stammer whe i read, articulate words well and DO NOT USE ENGLISH.
i did that for o's and it was pretty bad.

i know God will help me.

i'm really tired.

2007-07-06T22:43:00.000-07:00

i hate it when i'm too free.
cos i think too much. ):

edit//
FINALS AGAIN :D

but we're losing to tj and nj again.
its quite hard to pull the differences we'll only have to depend on our medley alrdy. omgg this is soo scary and stressful.
yesterday was a relaxing day for me i suppose ?
because i had no events in the morning and seeing the lovely people just made my day.
i always love nationals because i get to see alot of people. meet new faces too. (:
all the lastest catchups and gossips, so soul refreshing. heehee.
and not to forget the reminiscience of the good ol' days.

lunch was with christel, khoonnie and wanda.
separated clubmates because khoonnie left for PA but now we're united again.
we're the GRASSROOT people. gross name but good thing is we're clubmates again! whooo.
they kinda filled us in completely with what happened during sea age. christel's description of things can really crack us up man.
we're hoping that we will have a year end trip this year and promised that we would go.
we all missed the bangkok days. it was just sooooo fun.
if only kenny and the arparche gang were still around. ):
okay, but for now i know there's something to look forward to in nov/dec. :D
was so full after subway, headed back to the pool for free trails. wahlao eh i was really damn full la. felt like i was sinking in the pool.
but at least i made the teammmmmm :D :D
i think i have very slow metabolism rate man or should i say slow digestion rate.
i ate at 12 plus whe it was 3plus four i was still superrr full.
this is bad man,i give fats more time to settle in my body. i need to do somehting about it. ( HAHA?)
training yesterday was slackish cos weile planned the programme.
relay all da wayyyyy ! i dont know why i laughed when i did fly.
and i choked on water. grrr i think i almost died la no oxygen and the choking.
shucks.
did some drills and called it a day. ohoh wanda trained with us too.
so i figured out that me and wanda should train together. cos we'll end up talking for 15minutes after every lap.
after that the guys started calling my stroke a chicken stroke.
they're soooo slappable yesterday. sean and junying imitated it.
it was hilarious, even i, myself laughed at my own stroke.
they took a video and said they will put it on youtube.
name it chicken swims breaststroke ?!
and even said i will get the highest rating for the video.
omg, boys are bitchy too okay. eediots.
i think i will hear no end to it. knowing them.
training is gonna be ermm entertained by my stroke. cheeerrrs ?
hahah
the day before the boys were like talking bout chest and all.
how marc joe can do chest dancee. wahseh sexyyyyyyyyyy !
and then they turned to me and said you can do anot ?
like i have no chest how.
the topic went over to sigh... jinhui.
thses boys are really meanies. i feel sorry for the girls and their future girlfriends.

so next tue i will be swimming three events ( if the prog odrer is the same as last year)
morning, 100 breast.
afternoon 200 breast and IM relay.
just like hhow ed's gonna so her 50 and 100 fly on the same day.
I RELAYY HOPE ED GETS DOUBLE BRONZEEE ! GO ED GO ED. GOGOGOGO
we're all depending on you to get our final points ! GOGOGOGOGGO
currently i think we're behind NJ cos of the relays. which is quite sad. yikes.
i'm hoping we get third for IM relay too.
its goona be stressful for both of us man. like how to plan the race.
how not to panic. haha.
and then i have to swim with wanda. (sucks actually) she's my good friend and yet i have to compete with her.
i dont like swimming against with my own friends. when i lose to them i feel sore.
but yea. on land we're good friends, in water we're enemies.
this is contradicting but yeah. reality.but all these would not affect our friendship. (:

this week is over, heats are over.
school nats are coming to an end too.
i think i will miss this year's nats alot. i got a feeling its gonna be my best year ever.
keeping my fingers crosssed for that.
the following year is never gonna be the same again i guess.
this week has been really tiring, worst than training.
i dont know why also.
i only know i'm always tired when i reach home. like i plop on the bed and can just sleep straightaway.
and the msot amazing thing is that i can even sleep when i'm replying msges halfway.
this is how tired i am.
like what ed told me in the morning.

"we're all tired, we need to go into a coma." haha =)

I MISSS MY CLASSMATEEEES AND DSA KIDSS ! ):
seee you all on monday. heheee. rememeber to give me a big big hugg. :D

reply to taggggs.

bean ! season's ending !you better get prepared to bake hokay. i want my smiley cookies.and thank youuuu !:D

chiawe'll uhmm. go and buy tgt la. haha and see you on monday.juciy gossips!

NIKKI i miss you woman! and i'm soo sad la yawl cannnot come down on the 10th and 11th. stupid orals. see you on monday! HEHEE.

xinyu&bennyi want bananas and GNC GEL. buy four packets okay! i need them for tuesday. the very tiring day. and get for ed too. hoho.

lastly, hahahahaha.
nikki told me i got U grade for my maths (expected(, and uhmm a B or a C for chinese ????!!!
HAHAHAHAH.
this must be a JOKEEE.
and bestie got two As and two Es for her common test. whoever said you're a nobody now ! wayy to goo ! =)

love all.

2007-07-05T05:13:00.000-07:00

DOUBLEEEE FINALSSSSS ! :D :D :D

i think today's like relatively a good day for me.

1) I SAW MY FAVVVV BOY ! :D
he did pretty well, second currently, we shall see how the finals go.
then then ! haha he asked me to go for lunch with him. joyjoy. ( but too bad i couldnt cos i'm not allowed to eat those stuff outside.) but the thought ! HEHEEE.

2) i talked to val for abit. been's so long since i talked to her. and grace too.
hahha. the convo was bout my cousin, qin. then FL*** wong from ac. bitchy. loller.
lastly bout upcoming polo season.both of them plus twin is playing man. that mans me wanna play polo more.quite a cool idea to play with my friends man. WHEEE :D
but grace said something bout SA's polo.which i thought was quite funny. haha.
GRACEVAL/pearlyne

are yawl playing polo this year ?
yesyes, we are, are you ?
eyyy so cool ! i think i will be playing also not confirmed tho but if there's a chance i will surely play.
SA polo players scratch people one,finish playing with yawl we will see alot of scratches on our body.we should start growing our nails and scratch them back.
HAHAHA.
they story carries on. for em to know for you to find out.

3) i saw my godmother !omggg. i walked into the pool and then she was like pearlyne !! i turned around, wheeee god mama ! hahaha.she asked me to go over to her place soon then i can see amanda and nic ho. then she said something that made me go high.in fact alot of adults said that to me alrdy HEHEEEE. pearlyne is happy yo !

4)I GOT INTO FINALSSSS FINALSS FINALSS for 200 breaststroke.tho its like expected but i thought it was a good swim considering that i wasnt really using my full strength, kinda like stroking plus slacking. and my timing was only one sec off PB so which means HAHAHA. i can break it alrdy. before that i was super nervous then i became super quiet like i daoed everyone, i didnt feel like talking to anybody except for jiaolian.then i rehearsed what garyy,jiaolian and fav boy told me.i think it really worked. =)
the sun was scorching hot la please i was sweating when i was reporting and then my face is burnt now. super red. heh. peishan was in my heat so you could imagine how she owned our asses la. she didnt do her best time, but aiyah. she slack also can win us please. haha. annabel was fast tho and then i am 3 secs behind LITING AGAIN.
100 like that , 200 also like that. i hope i beat her at finals tho.there this cute ac girl swimming beside me i forgot her name , but i thought she was tiny and pretty.so i kinda like felt sorry for her.her voice is like mouseeeeee la damn cute i enjoyed talking to her. so as i was saying i was swimming beside ac girl and cj girl.i couldnt see them anywhere but when i swam i saw peishan's leg at lane 4 wayyyy in front of me then i wanted to checkout for liting. but she was too far away cannot see. finals i wont be swimming beside her either. eeeyer.

5) WE GOT INTO FINALS FOR RELAY TOO ! :D
but NJ's third and TJ's fourth we're like fifth now. but i feel that we could do better so there's still a chance that we can get third, that is if everyone pulls down one sec, which i think its highly possible ! ALL THE WAY TEAM SA !!

6) some said i caught up alot for relay which i highly doubt so cos i thought i pulled them down cos i didnt plunge properly and that i plunged late.

7) this anon msged me and wished me good luck. i replied but i really dont know who that person is man. he/she didnt reply me back. ahwells. but anyway. still thanks.

8) THE BAD THING THAT HAPPENED TO ME TODAY.
HORROR OF THE HORRORRRR.
I FORGOT TO BRING MY COSTUMES TO THE POOOL !!
third time alrdy know and in the morning mummy was like "better put your costumes into your bag and dont forget them." and me being very groggy in the morning, " YA LAH put alrdy!" ( after effects of headache and vomitting from yesterday) it was horrible. i hate you sun.
so yea 1.30pm hit, time for me to change and warm up.
went into the club room where many were inside too, opened my bag.
i turned my bag upside down in and out.OMG WHERE'S MY COSTUMEE!
so everyone was like "HUH !you forgot your costumes again ?"
this is not like trng leh,you need your competition suit !
panic panic man. saw eva i turned to her pointed to her speedos."EH LEND ME CAN?"
but too bad her size was S and i'm a M. so cannot la borrowed her trng costume,warm up first then say.
luckily xinyu was around with her com suit. THANKS GOD. phew.
and thank you xinyu ! :D

9) DYAN AND PEILIAN GOT INTO FINALS FOR 200 free today !JOYJOYYYYY :D:D:D
well done girls ! benny and yuyu swam well too ! good swim !

10)XINYU CAME IN 8th for 400m free !
which means we got another point added ! all the way man.hoho.

11) tmrw i have to do trails for freestlye to see who makes the relay team for tmrw.
i will do my best. heh heh =)

12) SARAH PANSAI NEH NEH SHITHEAD. hurry go and buy jiaolian's present !its so overdued !

13) pearlyne needs a body massage,she's super soreeee now.

14) pearlyne wants to sleep

lastly, thank you to all who were there supporting and the nice messages.
and thank God. =)
His grace is really sufficient. :D

last day of heats before finals. way to go !

2007-07-04T05:13:00.000-07:00

200 breaststroke and IM relay tmrw.

G and twin have sort of like ended season alrdy cos their events are OVERRR.
both did super well man. cheers :D
lucas did superrrr well too.
i was like omg bing ming's leading him alrdy go lucas GOGOGO.
at the very last lap lucas caught up and came in first. HAHAH.
my uncle,aunt and i were like rejoicing after that, wahseh, my aunt wants to get me a new nike trng suit. joy !
then she complained to me how lucas slacked for his 1500m cos there was no pacer.
like 30 secs off personal best ???!!! lucas you damn pro.
tmrw, i will be watching eva swim her 100 fly she better do well man.
AND yes, I HOPE I DO WELL TOO.

stay tuned to see the results tmrw. (:

GOOD LUCK ALL.

2007-07-03T07:04:00.000-07:00

FINALS :D

with a bad timing.super bad.
but whats done cannot be undone.
i know my mistakes for today alrdy so i'm not gonna repeat them for finals.
could have done like 3secs faster, losing to someone i have always been winning.
the feeling SUCKSSSSS TO THE MAXIMUMXZX.
i felt like shit after the swim, in fact i felt like shit the whole dayy.
nothing seems to be going my way.
morning, OMG bad news. BAD DAY.
went to the pool, so much trouble changing, running from places to places.
and then there's no proper place to rest in school, i wonder where the teacher died to.
went to the pool, lunched with G.
warm up, good timings for 25sprints.
but 100, i totally died after my turn, went to deep, couldnt break water properly.
i lost my stroke.dieeee was leading liting for the whole thing until last 5m she caught up, poooof !3secs faster than me.
what a joke.
wanted to cry after i saw my timing, heng i could control.everyone was like.
"you got into finals what ! be happy !"
yea,how to be happy if you're not performing at ALL ?
jiaolian consoled me, did feel better, after the whole thing, i plopped into the pool again and train.
tried to find my pacework, its getting there alrdy.amost there.
tmrw i will do better.
oh yeah,
i will not be going school till next monday.any notes or test results, tell me after my season say like on 11thjuly.
tell me all at once so that i can cry all at once and not on alternate days.
it sucks.
i think for this week and next,i really need to focus, i have lost my focus two weeks ago i forgot bout alot of things.
yes its time to get back to shape for season.school has no proper place for me to rest and focus so school is a bad place.
i hate school for today it really sucks.

YES,
G CAME IN THIRD FOR 800M FREE FOR A GIRLS TODAY.
GILLIAN LEE I'M SO HAPPY FOR YOUUUU :D thats why i rushed down to the pool today.
my love as your motivation,cool eh ? <33
tmrw will be 400 free for you.
i will be there for you and BRING HOME THE MEDAL YES?
i will be rooting for you.

twintwin!
dont be sooo upset yes ? there's 400m tmrw just give it your best shot and thanks for hearing me whine today. i will be there for you too. loveyouu.

shucks, two of my good friends swimming, so hard to be biased. heh. =)

now, i have to be mentally prepared for thursday's events.
nothing must go wrong.
nothing must.

all in all, today is a superrr disappointing day.
nothing came in, i saw nothing.

quote from yj " heart pain, but i still have to move one"

2007-07-01T21:31:00.000-07:00

You Are Incredibly Generous

You are very giving when it comes to money. And it doesn't go unnoticed.
Sharing the wealth makes you feel good, and you never want anyone to feel slighted by you.
As long as you can afford it, being so generous is a very good thing!

Are You a Cheapskate?

hokay my youth day was spent doing my last two trainings before season which is like TMRW TMRW TMRW.omggg.
then i went over to my cousin's place to take my speedos, and erm shoe bag.
i need them for tmrw man.
i thought there were only two la it turned out that i have 4 speedos ! happyhappy :D
but i'm sure mummy and my aunt spent alot this season alrdy.
then my cousin she and i were comparing our team package this year la. so i told her we have a com suit and addidas tracktop BUT we have to pay almost 200 for them.
so she was like wahhh. then i asked that she has. she showeed me and i WAH-ED EVEN LOUDER.
like totally MGS has the best stuff man all soooo nice and i think its FOC?!!
wth la. P6s deciding where to go, MGS is the place yo!
if you think i'm kidding, then take a look man.

OMGGG LOOK LA ! LITTLE MISS SWIM!SO NICEEEEE!
ps// i'm gonna ask christel if she has extra man omg so nice.

the back of their swim tee.

THEIR TEAMMM CAP!

their swim towel.

see see !full packaged man. omggg. MGS FTWWWW P6s !

training was a total 4k today.
tiring, yes.
and my turn is still screwed, plunge is much much better, pacework superrrrr screwed.
i cannot glide properly,my stroke's like jerky.
i have been feeling nervous since today today today
and my favourite boy went to swimfast alrdy i'm soo frigging sad. i mean it. ):
i have to go for lessons till like 11 and then we're getting back results?
maybe i should consider ponning school so that my mood wont get affected.
its 100 breast tmrw.
800 free for G
100brst for cindy darylyn and me.
GOOOD LUCK DARLINGGGGS, swim our best leave everything to God.
when i'm typing this i know i will still be nervous.
i need something to calm myself down.
i really hope i get into finals.

God Bless.

i'm secretly praying for something else.
please let it be a good day.

2007-07-01T00:28:00.000-07:00

overslept today and found my eyes swollen.

Your Candy Heart Says "Hug Me"

A total sweetheart, you always have a lot of love to give out.
Your heart is open to where ever love takes you!

Your ideal Valentine's Day date: a surprise romantic evening that you've planned out

Your flirting style: lots of listening and talking

What turns you off: fighting and conflict

Why you're hot: you're fearless about falling in love

What Does Your Candy Heart Say?

true ? what say you ?=)

&&
thank you for yesterday night.

2007-06-30T00:13:00.000-07:00

hokay.
i'm back from movie and dinner with miss lim and co.
the movie was whoo nice, cute penguins.
and dinner was soooo filling, my stomach was damn bloated after dinner.
butbut. shiokshiok. haha.
so today, my day was spent sleeping for the first half till like 2plus. (i slept at 6plus in the morning la) tiringggg.
so yesterday night was spent with OG 87 and girlfriends.
rushed after training to town with G to meet the people.
we're were err one hour late but cant be helped, i've got training.
then abel and tambu were even later than us >.<
pepper lunched, chilled abit and then to tanjong pagar.
there was me, G,abel, tambu and aaron left when we left for tanjong pagar.
cos abel said his dad was opening bottles for his brother so, he go and join the fun.
me and G couldnt drink cos we have season coming up next week.
so while the three of them were happily indulging themselves in alcohol, me and G were happily drowning outselves with GREENTEA.
we have super good discipline okay !eben tho the drinks were like right in front of us and some tempting from people. we managed to abstain.whoo!
i promise after season after season hokay hokay ?
and i wont go around kissing if i ever get drunk la wahrao weh.
so the place was errr filled with people singing out of tune.
seriously out of tune, chinese somemore. super cannot stand it.
and all five of us laughed our way through when people were singing man.
disgusting actually. haha
but i'm gald to say i have friends who can sing really really well.
looks at abel and tambu. both of them duet for a song.
it was like omg,finally music and not noise la. hahah.
they're good, but i'm better :D :D :D
cabbed home with G-LIAN, grumbled alot.
cannot help it la so much shit happening and the coming season's so stressful.
quote form myself "who wants it the most" hehe. looks back at you G ! :D
to bestie's house for mini mini gathering.
she got uhm, hahaha high,i refuse to say drunk.
but it was horrible,hilarious and tiring to take care of her,.
only managed to sleep at 6 plus.jia and ly only manage to leave her house at 8 plus while i slept. haha.
there were instances i dont know whether to cry or laugh la.
i was quite gissed off actually, to see bestfriend getting high cos of something soo..whats the perfect word i dont know but whatever.
i know you might hate me for scolding you yesterday, but i thought you should really think for yourself. if you really think that what you're doing now is really good for your health. i'm telling you now its not.its SO NOT. you're harming yourself greatly. whatever we said, you will have something to defend for yourself. as a matter of fact, i think you still dont know whats right and wrong for yourself. you said you know how to take care of yourself but i reckon not.pleaseee, you're 18 this year, learn to think for yourself. really, we go all out to help you all the time, but what we always get is just disappointment and more disappointment.perhaps you think its alright, but its not. look what happened yesterday.i really hope you would change. i'm poking into your business because of bestfriend's appeal and that i'm your friend.we are really at a loss, we want to help but HOW ? tell us. sigh.

training in the morning tomorrow. the time now is 1145pm.
i doubt i can wake up but i will try.
its the last three trainings before season starts.
the thought of it just makes me panick la i'm still not ready.
and then G told me there's heats for relay also ! shocker la i thought its like straight finals kinda thing.
i think i will only have class on wed for the coming week, gonna miss out on alot of things. so classmates ! be nice and help me pay attention, teach me after my events. =)
TUES, hundred breaststroke where i iwll be fighting for a place in finals.
THURS, 200breast, where i will be fighting to get a good lane in finals and IM relay where i will be swimming hard to break PBPB. haha.
friday- free relay ? dont know yet. ( he hasnt formed the team yet. WTH SERIOUSLY.)
everything's so last minute, so much for efficiency man. ( i mean the teacher)

before i forget,
training was finally tapering alrdy and then the RI boys were in the same lane as me.
we were doing our starts la.
pearlyne/RIBOYS

pearlyne, do you have a PU XI LAP SHI ?
huh what ? what pu xi laoshi ?
whats your PU XI LAO SHI'S name ?
huh what ? i dont have a tuition teacher la.
do you have PU XI ?
NO ! i said i dont have alrdy right.
HAHAHAHAH HEEE HOOO HAHAHAHAHHAAH
all of them starting laughing like morons.
then i suddenly remembered reading on someone's blog its erm pussy/
" HAHAHAHAHAHA EH ! i know alrdy! wahlao yawl damn sick la."
everybody in lane five laughed at me.
HAHA pearlyne got no pussy
so -- la ! seriously.
i was on the plunge board still laughing that i forgot to plunge.
jioalian shouted " di 5 xian hai bu tiao!" (lane five ! why not plunging!)
i realised it was me, omg.JUMPED and still laughing.
what did raffles teach these boys man.

hokay, pictures will be up soon ! :D

-you didnt keep your promise.

2007-06-28T23:01:00.000-07:00

yesterday, i spent my day learning math and practicing questions.
with meoww and bestie plus alvin.
i really studied okay. no joke.
i bet they could see how stressed i was yesterday man.
when i got home, i practiced more induction, finally i could prove the equation.
so i thought, "okay at least i know i wont get zero for my paper again this time"
went on to functions and binomial theorem. i really could solve the questions.
whinned to people abit, sleeep.
woke up hurry whipped out the questions, go through them again.
when i stepped onto the track, omggg, how to do functions again ????!!!
Mr Randy was out teacher in charge today and he was so lame.
i didnt find his jokes funny la, making himself laugh only. haw haw haw.
i flipped open my paper, wahseh the questions looked superrr alien to me.
i could only do partial fractions, the rest. omggg. catch no balls.
i sat there looked at the clock, "hurrry 10am please, i cannot take it anymore"

after the paper, everybody was counting how many marks they've lost in the paper.
i was calculating how many marks i could get, easier what.
less than five fingers. haha =/
so at night , i'm meeting the people for dinner chilling out and movie after training.
last three trainings before season starts man, stressed.
so the weekends and monday are for me to de-stress before i start getting stressed up by season.
i must swim well, cos i've screwed common test and if i screw swimming, i dont know what else i can do right man.
Cts are so demoralilsing, study also fail.
dont study also fail.
what a killjoy.

&!OH.
i finally know the reason why my HAVIS went missing that night.
thanks to SOMEEEE PEOPLE. put my havis outside bestie's neighbour's gate la.
now its gone.
THANKS SO MUCH HUH. wah rao eh. annoying know.

i know i will enjoy tonight with og 87 :D
laterrr`

2007-06-27T19:48:00.000-07:00

yesterday night was superrr fun i swear.
all the nonsense and winnings. hehee. i'm sure miss kwa flipped yesterday.
entertainment fees so damn high right ! :D
but yeah earlier on in the day i was super down.
super stressed in the morning, fretting bout the stupid chem paper. i was so damn pissed with the paper okay, and oh myself.
i totally spaced when i saw the paper la.
i couldnt recall what i studied, nothing at all okay.
i always space during examinations, O's also like that. grrrr. i need to get rid of this spacing thing man. its getting me nowhere.
screw kinectics. screw energetics.
and i didnt know our papers were like "you have to do your mcqs in the first 30mins and hand in" i was sooo stunned. like WHY ? why cant we do it according to our own time.
so we had to rush rush rush and rush then at the end of 30minutes i had 7questions undone. OMG. panic panic. i anyhow shade la. i hear alot of people did that too, like chloe shaded alot of As, i shaded alot of Bs. sure gone case.
then i told myself, i cannot screw my section C, cannot cannot.
i flipped the paper, first question calculate the oxidation number for CL in somethingCLO3.
i hope i got that question correct tho. then qn 2 screw. 3 ) also screw (i totally spaced) so much for exams anxiety. sigh.
question 4 EH TIMES UP.
wahhhhshiok damn rocking la.
G, you still can call me a chem talent ?!
look at my paper. cry only.
i'll be happy if i even can get 10 marks la.
then my CT walked to my table and she asked " how's the paper?"
i loooked at her ." HUH.so random why ask me.I STUDIED JUST TO FAIL"
then she walked away. hahahah.
i love my CT man she's sooo funny and retarded.
ie on monday.
i quote form benny's blog.
we were sitting there waiting for the exam to start then she was reading the questions on the question paper ALOUD damn hilarious. then pearlyne was like, eh read louder, louder.. HOHOHO! also, we were playing with her la, we ask stupid questions like can use liquid paper, must hand in question paper, can use dunno what other stuff then she was like the instruction paper never say, means can. damn funny can she.
and one more we were taking lit paper la so the clovk was screwed, pris didnt have her watch with erh so she's like can tyou tell us the time at intervals so that we know our pace.
so our CT went cannot la you got no watch? how come,haiyoh !
pris went " i only have my handphone clock with me"
DrCHUA " OKAY !"
all of us started laughing in class okay. highly entertaining.
this is the first time i laughed in the exam hall okay, think she's helping us to destress before the papers by using her retardedness. haha
anyway she is dr chua for a reason.
i so agree to that sentence :D :D
after that, to training, even more pissing.
uncle andy's not around, the younger ones had to come train with us, waste our time, create chaos.
they're seriously devils without uncle andy, i cannot imagine the day he leaves for swimfast man.
our squad will be superrrr packed and disorganised.
i hope all the youngers leaveeee for swimfast. peacezxxz. VV
oh and then jiaolian placed me in the lane with my enemy. omgggg.
i almost died of anger swimming with her.
she asked so many questions in between and she didnt even realise i couldnt be bothered to answer her? kept asking and asking.
like non-stop hits okay. i was so annoyed.
and she thinks she so damn fast,seriously i handicap also can win you la.URGHH.
after every set she was panting like a dog seriously, her breathing was damn hard when the rest of us were like, okay laaa not very tiring.
there was this set she rest for a 100 cos she couldnt catch up , so it was our last set we had to sprint la.
she really sprinted man, as in she was touching my fins. so i got irritated.
i did one super hard fly kick into her face. OOPPSS sorry. (haha)
never poke our feet when we're swimming okay its higly annoying.
she got up then she asked "why did you kick my face?"
i didnt want to answer her at first but she being persistent, kept asking.
wahlaowehhhh ! "accidents happen in the pool all the time, just your luck to get kicked"
she's sooo. whatever.
even the guys didnt like her. ohwells.just her luck la.
and training was not tapering yet, why why why.
all sprint sets, not funny la. !@#()!$%&^

today when i got out of best's house, i found my HAVIS missing !
my favourite havis! grrr what luckkkk. now its gone.
seriously, some people got nothing better to do, steal slippers.
CHEAPO CHEAPSKATE THIEFFF. i hope you slip and fall for stealing my favourite havis.
NEH NEH !
math paper tmrw, i will screw it. confirm but i will still study so that i wont screw too much.
meeting bestie and meowww later for math tuition, hopefully this lil miracle healing session will help me tmrrrrrw
and according to bestie, she wants to bring a whip to the lib and whip me if i'm stupid.
thanks for not stripping me yesterday when i slept huh. so nice of you. HAHA.
what only balls.

2007-06-26T02:53:00.000-07:00

i said i wouldnt come online today but look what i'm doing now. hawhaw.
but i'm waiting for my hair to dry before i sleep so might as well.
today's listening was easy but the paper was uhmm. hard ? for me la.
didnt study chengyu and yanyu.
soo by the the traditonal way i guessed my way through my paper.
i stoned for half an hour and then slept for the last ten minutes (i finished my paper alrdy) 3 hours straight in the hall okay no joke.
so damnnn cold even though i had my trackies on.
i think my chinese CT's gonna flip when she sees aaron's paper and she will flip even more after she sees my paper.
i totally forgot my words la as in i cant remember how to write them.
so i errrm used hanyupinyin and english to convey what i want to say.
something like " yin wei ta men yong tai duo technology rang hou ta men bian de hen lazy" haha i really didnt mean it la okay i forgot how to write those words.
i wasnt the only one hitomi did the same thing too. omggg. DIE.
i studied in the lib with nikki for a good 2.5hours before we went for tauhuay with aaron.
finally the twisters went for tauhuay together. hehe.
and aaron being himself, super lame.
NAH-BU, NAH-BEI, TAUPOK. FRESH TAU GEYY.
damn funny.
so its chem tmrw.
imaa go study nowww and meet shu at night. (:

laterr`

2007-06-25T05:35:00.000-07:00

yesterday noon, when i was napping, benny msged me.
and asked if i knew thaddeus passed away.
actually i was like HUH WHO WHAT.
i called lucas but he didnt even knew his presence. RJ somemore wahlao eh lucas. seriously please know your schoolmates.
so we thought it was some no life asshole who wanted to prank us.
but at night it was confirmed that he passed away.

its very sad and admirable to see someone died of his sport.
i think the very basic for us is to bow down in one minute of silence for this hero who died honourably.
its a pity for a talent like him to leave us.
May you rest in peace.
Amen.

so yeah today was relatively a so-so day.
paper sucked so much that i want to cry.
i have the question paper and i feel like burning them when i took them out.
i'm halfway to retaining yo, so cool. heh.
then training, i forgot to bring my costume !
i thought i went home in the morning and put my costume in ?
then i went home i found my costume in my other bag. omg how blur can i get on the first day of school.
good things that happened today are that
1) i saw all my friends/classmates. heavenly okay (:
2) sarah brought starburst and cookies form subway for me to eat :D LOVEYOUUUUU.
3) OH there are hot USA guys training at our pool from today onwards. so there's something to look forward to for training. so damn hot la.hehezx

bad things.
1) CTs sucked.
2) msged bestfriend to tell her bout my papers. she went "i'm shopping now la your turn to suffer this week. hahah. so shiok la"
this is not the way to treat me know friend. i encouraged you when you're having your terms okay. eediot.
3) i forgot to bring my costumes, towel. shampoo and many things. sigh first day of school.

&! OH.
before training today, we were in the club room junking and enjoying the repaired air-con.
omg finally repaired. FINALLYYYY.
so the Ri boys came in and told us that this sec three boy jumped off the school building and landed on the grass patch.
first reaction again wa. DONT PLAY LA. NOT FUNNY OKAY.dont joke bout this things.
then it was trueeee but guess that boy is alright now.
sigh. what did raffles do to this boy man.
junying made it sound so hilarious somemore
" my friend was looking out the window then suddenly something plopped down, he told me he saw a leg drop down" hahahha.
junying.. >.<

imma go study chem nowwwww. and i have eh chinese tmrwww.
PASS PASS PASSSSSSS.

i'm left with a HUH in my mind.
i think its time you reach your expiry date.

2007-06-23T19:33:00.000-07:00

i just wasted my day off yesterday and i feel guilty.
retail therapy with mel, sufi, and bestie.
i think we bought alot of stuff cos my bag was quite packed when i got home.
ohboyy. it did help with my mood abit.
acutally it was more of me and mel shopping and bestie and sufi tagging.
then we're like "actually we shouldnt walk into i-forgot-where to look at their clothes, try alrdy, like, but cannot buy also not happy" haha kinda makes sense tho.
bus and train rides were embarassing yet entertaining. - looks at bestfriend. heh (:
yeah then night with the mightysss.
awkward cos of some stuff, we didnt mean it.SORRY !

hokay because i wasted my day yesterday, i have to make up for it.
school's starting tomorrow and we have commontests.
what a way to start schoool man seriously.
the only thing to look forward to is friends.

so tomorrow, i'll would be down with two papers, GP and LIT.
all writing papers, i think i need a massage for my hands after that THEN after the papers i have to go training. heh, home, and i WONT study chinese, i'll do chem instead.

tuesday would be CHINESE PAPER. then to training then study chem. ):
wednesday would be chem and training then math.
thursday NO PAPER. HORRAY ? no, training and maths. bah.
friday MATH, (i think i'm gonna fail anyway), three hour paper is not funny la.then training again. shiok ah. NOT.
and then the gang is going out for post exams activities. YAY. the only good thing happening this coming week. heh hah =)
then the following coming weeek, i have season.

aiyah majorly packed and stressed laaa.
i hope i have eough faith to pull myself through.

lastly, din's back from newzealand, welocme back to humid singapore and i know i'll see you very soon. very very soon. and for now, i cant wait for kenny to get his ass back from brisbane.hurry hurry be backkkk.
I NEED HELP. seriously. heh.

2007-06-21T20:22:00.000-07:00

at bestie's place now, watching how three of them become alliance and going against
ly.
super entertaining, and my job now is to give signals. hehezx
so today was clearing up day.
so much have been cleared. and i feel much better.
the root of the problem wasnt anybody but me.
i have learnt that we shouldnt rush into things.

so after all been said and done, i'm glad we're still bestfriends. (:
and i'm left with one last clearing to do , soon.

did i mention, i did sprint at sss before the events started.
i did 40.26sec.
#$@^&(*&(&(
i almost broke my 40 mark. wahlao eh.
so with this timing, i feel more confident that i might be able to break my PBs again,
i'm going to prove jiaolian wrong.
i'm gonna do a 39 for relay. yesyes i will.

GO.

i snooozed my phone 9 times today, which is like 45minutes later than when i should wake up.
pro anot, but then agian, i wasnt late cos sports school is just near my house.
was supposed to siwm but i didnt.
morning blues and jiaolain didnt demand me to swim today.
so just sat and stoned.
well it was acutally more like sightseeing.
bryan tay, nic tan, nic ho, need i say more ?
i bet wanda wants to keeeel me now ,BRYAN BRYANNN :D
i get to see bryan. HAHAH.
and then, talked to jiaolian bout my pace work.
its neither here nor there,i'm sooo effing screwed.
and then he said i really cannot break my PBs. wahloaweh.
demoralised alrdyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.
i have decided not to wear my speedos in order not to embarass myself on that day.

so i ripped this from shar's blog, it semi-applies to me.

1) What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin' to do

2) Come up to meet you, tell you Im sorry
You dont know how lovely you are
I had to find you, tell you I need you
Tell you I set you apart
Tell me your secrets, and ask me your questions
Oh lets go back to the start
Running in circles, coming up tails
Heads on a silence apart

3) I remember the times we spent together
All those drives, we had a million questions
All about our lives
And when we got to New York everything felt right
I wish you were here with me,
Tonight

I remember the days we spent together,
were not enough, it used to feel like dreaming
Except we always woke up,
Never thought not having you here now
Would hurt so much

4) There's no love - like your love
And no other - could give more love
There's nowhere - unless you're there
All the time - all the way

Oh - you can't tell me it's not worth tryin' for
I can't help it - there's nothin' I want more
I would fight for you - I'd lie for you
Walk the wire for you - ya I'd die for you

5) I wake up in tear drops
They fall down like rain
I put on that old song we danced to and then
I head off to my job
Guess not much has changed

Punch the clock
Head for home
Check the phone, just incase
Go to bed
Dream of you
That's what I'm doing these days

and to finish it off with a quote:

"What do you do when the only person who can make you stop crying is the person who made you cry?"

true true ?

imma go bath and head to shcool for some seriousss mugging.
and abel jsut messaged me.
"i forgot to bring your redox notes"
right abel, if i fail my common test because of this chapter, its gonna be your fault. haha.
sss at night again, moarrr sightseeing. haha:D

2007-06-21T06:27:00.000-07:00

today's kinda like a productive day.
i saw the long time no see schoolmates like aaron, abel,nikki,gh,kl,arthur and yongxiang.
actually not that long a time just around urm 2 weeks.
and then we studied in the caf cos we lazy people,dont wanna wear uniform.
some even came in slippers, i salute you.
before everything else, nikki aaron and i went to macs to have lunch.
so as we were talking,talking and talking.
the sky outside darkened, but aaron made this sarcastic remark.
really HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA i tell you.

aaron nikkipearlyne.
"aye, why the place suddenly become so dark ah?"
"the sky's dark what"
"actually no, i turned behind and i realised why"
nikkipearlyne looks behind aaron.
" HHAHAHAHAH OMGGGGGGG HAHAHAHHAH"

so guess who were behind ?
-chocolates. HAHAHAHAHAH.
old habits die hard eh aaron. =)

school, finally after sooo soo longgg,i finally crossed the SA bridge.
wenta collect my marked tests and assignments.
gladly,happily, i passed all my assignments and test ! not and A or B or C.
but Ds and Es, i think i should be contented cos getting an S is already damn difficult.
hokay then we studied for a good 6 hours in the caf.
eating sweets, see how aaron and abel get pissed when doing maths.
while me and nikki did our notes.
bonding, abel at his best, i think he's ready for common test alrdy.
he could remember all the angles, tetrahedral, planar, non planar and the whatnots.
you pro =)
then i learnt something, our school's students have different ways of killing stress.
1) they borrow bball from bballers and they shoot.
like how arthur spend his time shooting and non of the balls went in for a good ten minutes. and how the three of us laughed at his balls. hahahah.
2) in the midist of studying, you go and run. after you run you read your notes for better absorption because of better blood circulation. HAHA.
3)play your hp games. ie tom and jerry or mario.
(NIKKI IN PARTICULAR)haha
just when we were into our notes and practices, the security guard just had to chase us out of school.how annoying is that.
we took the long route out tho, cos side gate was closed, the bridge was locked.
!$@%$^%&^* okay.
but we were entertained by guanghao's jokes.
nikki and i were just listening and laughing the whole time.
the "HOI" joke was really ROFL.
its some video by cheers beer or isit cheers peer ?
i'll go watch youtube later, its recommended for people who are in bad mood.

sometimes its friends like them who can really make your day.
hahah.
sss tomorrow again in the damn morning.
oh, the chilly icy pool.
i do not like.

my music so loud, i'm swinging.

2007-06-20T04:21:00.000-07:00

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I Pung Junyi Isaac, cheerfully promise that i will attend Pearlyne Chee's swimming meet on either if not both of the days she's swimming. i.e 3rd and 5th of july 2007

thank you so soooo muccccccch sweet boy (: /:D / =) /:DD / <3

Event No : 02-09 100 Metres Breast Stroke (A-Girls) Heats
Record : Sandy Mo RJC 01:16.84 2005

Heat : 1 of 3

Ln Name Sch Seed Time
1 Ning Long Deon CJC 01:46.00
2 Cheryl Sim Ning VJC 01:46.00
3 Charisse Lau ACJC 01:32.00
4 Chen Yanni ACJC 01:20.00
5 Lim Jan Ooi ACJC 01:21.00
6 Pamela Koh Wan Xiang ACJC 01:35.00
7 Hong Avril CJC 01:46.00
8 Jazryl Francesca Sim Hui Chin CJC 01:46.00

Heat : 2 of 3
Ln Name Sch Seed Time
1 Lim Shuyu YJC 01:46.00
2 Pamela Goh Dong Hong YJC 01:46.00
3 Lee Yang Zhen Wanda NJC 01:30.00
4 Issada Trakarnwijitr TJC 01:19.00
5 Ng Yi Wen RJC 01:26.08
6 Yolanda Chua Kit Cheng SRJC 01:40.00
7 Darylyn De Silva SAJC 01:46.00
8 Kho Wei Ping Elaine CJC 01:46.00

Heat : 3 of 3
Ln Name Sch Seed Time
1 Michelle Yip Kah Yan VJC 01:46.00
2 Cindy Ong Shi Hui SAJC 01:46.00
3 Jerene Goh TJC 01:30.00
4 Grace Choy RJC 01:18.88
5 Wu Liting RJC 01:27.00
6 Chee Pei Lin Pearlyne SAJC 01:46.00
7 Candance Ong Xue En YJC 01:46.00

3rd JULY 2007. commencing at 2.30pm.
from the looks of it, i think getting into finals would be almost impossible for 100 breast? what crap is this man.
and my seed time is soooo very the fast siaaaa.
and i'm highly surprised with TJC's swimmers, i dont rememeber swimming with such fast people from TJC last year. heh.

Event No : 06-10 200 Metres Breast Stroke (A-Girls) Heats
Record : Sandy Mo RJC 02:42.63 2005

Heat : 1 of 2
Ln Name Sch Seed Time
1 Lim Jie Ying YJC 04:05.00
2 Lynn Khoo Yi Lin CJC 04:05.00
3 Jerene Goh TJC 03:20.00
4 Lim Jan Ooi ACJC 02:56.00
5 Annabel Teo ACJC 02:56.00
6 Yolanda Chua Kit Cheng SRJC 04:00.00
7 Darylyn De Silva SAJC 04:05.00
8 Wong Yu Ling Abigail YJC 04:05.00

Heat : 2 of 2
Ln Name Sch Seed Time
1 Kho Wei Ping Elaine CJC 04:05.00
2 Chee Pei Lin Pearlyne SAJC 04:05.00
3 Pamela Koh Wan Xiang ACJC 03:20.00
4 Tan Pei Shan RJC 02:45.28
5 Wu Li Ting 02:58.00
6 Ning Long Deon CJC 04:05.00
7 Leong Wei Xuan CJC 04:05.00

5th july 2007.commencing at 2.30pm.

and looking at the second event, i think all of us are sooo gonna get owned my tan pei shan. like literally OWNAGE. plus my seed time is still sooo veryyyy the fast hor ? =) getting owned is so fun. NOT.

so today morning, i woke and and hurry hopped on to the car at 715am to go sss.
and at 715 we were still in hougang. heh.
and eva was still in her dreamland, she thought we were still damn early like say 645 am? what a joke.
we were alrdy damnnn late.
so we ate our breasfast bars in the car and the morning was soooooo bloody cold.
reached and we chnaged, i forgot to get myself mentally adjusted to the sss pool.
i just jumped in, and i jumped UP. it was freezing cold to the extend that i was numbed. i had to swim like 700m to get myself warm. how tiring in the early morning already.
after that i had to do like 1500m breaststroke. jiaolian demanded so. -_-!
when everybody had finish doing plunges and warmups.
all got out of the pool then jiaolian asked me to stay at lane 8.
guess what i have to do two extra 50m sprints before i can go and rest.
i woke up from my daze, feeling stunned.
wahlao eh why only me !
i did like 41secs for both, tired, no strength, not mentally prepared to sprint.
luckily they wanted us to clear the pool, otherwise i would have to do like two more.
God Bless. heh=)

i sat down and then stoned. actually i didnt know what was going on around me after i sat down until sarah called me, or when i heard their laughter which was soooo damn louuuuuuuuuud.
and sorry i was not in the mood to joke also.
went back to WGS to see mrs chan, we talked for like 5 hours.
saw ms jac chan, miss lim bin and some other teachers.
first thing they saw me they went, "WAH. pearlyne you're very dark/tanned"
so i think i'm really damn tanned now la.
and then they said i changed alot, some cant recongnise me.
like EH HUH ? (:
went into the staff loungue plus office, became the printing lady.
and then disturbed jac.
feels good going back to schoool man.
i wished i can go back to secondary school days where there was lesser stress and lesser commitments.
but i know, i can never do it again.
heh

i dont know what to do.

2007-06-18T19:52:00.000-07:00

so yesterday night was spent with the people.
the long conference call and the sudden overnight study session with G.
crazy i know, i just had to do something.
guess what, i got my chemical energetics all studied.
another redox chapter and gaseous state, i would be very much prepared for CTs ?
maybe not, how bout lone pair, induced dipole- and permanent dipole ?
plus another differentiation, functions, apgp, MI to upsize?

horrible night.
discussions with the four people which led to conclusions/solutions.
abel's toilet bowl theory and sinseh theory which made good sense and a good laughter for 10mintues or so. it really made me feel better for that moment.
the solutions with the only PRO and the many cons.
scenarios one, two and three.
the best out of the worst- three (the sinseh theory).
the night walk to the ulu ulu busstop with bangalas staring plus the gross stuff that happened on the bus.
oh-so-great.
benny's " you want me to call my friends at hougang to acc you not ?"
thanks for that thought benny. i love you (:
abel's " if you suddenly put down the phone,i will run all the way to hougang know. which part are you at? tell me."
brother, you da best <33
tambu's " pearlyne you owe me one put my heart in the closet for you"
yesyes, i owe you one, and love you for that.
G sacrificing her sleep and accompanying me at macs for the whole night, and plaits.
love you much G <33
lastly, retail therapy with sharon and catching up session.
see you on friday sharon.love.

seriously, the night would have been worst without all of you.
thanks for everything.

and also i have come to realization of some things.
1) ignorance is a bliss.
2) always think of consequences before doing anything on impluse.
3) five brains is always better than one.

if prevention is better than cure, then i think i have not prevented enough and i need the cure.
the worst thing one can do is to build your happiness on others' misery.

then i want to ask.
is this how you love me ?

2007-06-17T23:34:00.000-07:00

i'm currently feeling damn shitty.
very shitty, shitty shitty shitty.
mixed emotions.
emo bug sits in.
this aint very nice. i dont like it one bit.
am feeling morbid and i can kill anytime.
or perhaps, you,mr readers, can pass me the rusty penknife from my pencilcase.
let me slith myself and die.

perhaps the most beautiful stories werent meant to be.
perhaps i should just sleep and let my dreams set me free.

2007-06-16T21:38:00.000-07:00

EDIT//

SINGAPORE OPEN STARTING FROM TOMORROW.
SO TRAINING WILL BE AT SPORTS SCHOOL AND EVERYTHING AT SPORTS SCHOOL.
UNLESS YOU WANNA TRAIN WITH UNCLE ANDY AND DIE.HAHA.
PLEASE REACH AT 730 SHARP COS EVENTS WILL START AT 9!
BRING YOUR CAMERAS TAKE PICS WITH YOUR LONG LOST FRIENDS AND EYECANDIES. :D
LAST BUT NOT THE LEAST, SLEEP EARLY/PROPERLY. EAT ENERGY BARS/JELLIES.
MAKE FRIENDS WITH GNC'S GEL !
TIME TO KICK SOME ASSES IN THE CHIILY CHILLY SSS POOL ! (:

GOOD LUCK EVERYBODYYYYY ! :DD
haha. so EGGciting, i will be seeing nic tan ,nic ho, haili !the many many hot HOTS!
anticipation man hohoho.
sarah you should come too, see your scottt lai :D

&! OH.
welcome back to sunny island you ! ENJOY :D

early sunday morning.
beautiful one cos its not humid, cool weather and cool friends.

ie: abel teo.

bitchee! not very excited. says:
haha i'm going out laterrrrr !
don't look back in anger. says:
haha u're overly...
don't look back in anger. says:
eh. i also
don't look back in anger. says:
got game.
bitchee! not very excited. says:
eh got infection still play game! later get worst how !
don't look back in anger. says:
last game already
don't look back in anger. says:
how to tape mouth ag?
don't look back in anger. says:
ah.
bitchee! not very excited. says:
how come the last ?
don't look back in anger. says:
haha
bitchee! not very excited. says:
hahaha
don't look back in anger. says:
cos i alzy to play already
don't look back in anger. says:
+ common test.
bitchee! not very excited. says:
nehneh la mouth can tape one mehh
bitchee! not very excited. says:
hahah
don't look back in anger. says:
hahA!
don't look back in anger. says:
i dont know ma
don't look back in anger. says:
damn ugly lah.
bitchee! not very excited. says:
might as well put the mouth cover
bitchee! not very excited. says:
hahaha
don't look back in anger. says:
lol gd idea
bitchee! not very excited. says:
eediott. hah where's your game
bitchee! not very excited. says:
haha*
don't look back in anger. says:
farrer park =D
don't look back in anger. says:
tambu's playing too.
bitchee! not very excited. says:
hahah wahhh abit not far for me leh
bitchee! not very excited. says:
hahah
don't look back in anger. says:
haha!
don't look back in anger. says:
nvm lah.
don't look back in anger. says:
this game anyhow 1
bitchee! not very excited. says:
but combined schools should be all pro players la.
bitchee! not very excited. says:
eh that RJ NO 14 playing right !
bitchee! not very excited. says:
hahaah
bitchee! not very excited. says:
that hot boy
bitchee! not very excited. says:
hahah
don't look back in anger. says:
yeah.
don't look back in anger. says:
my tammate.
don't look back in anger. says:
teammate*
bitchee! not very excited. says:
hahaha he's sizzling hot. lol.
don't look back in anger. says:
lol. really meh.
bitchee! not very excited. says:
yeah that time your game vs rj wahlao all girls look at him after the game everybody went who's no 14 damn hot leh!
don't look back in anger. says:
-.-"
don't look back in anger. says:
WTH
don't look back in anger. says:
i tackle him till my shoulder going to pop out ! u all go, " who's no.14 damn hot leh" ?!don't look back in anger. says:
wth man!

haha. this is abel for you. =)
ps// you're hotter than RJ NO 14 ! :D

2007-06-15T21:56:00.000-07:00

EDIT//
since i was the first person you called upon your return yesterday.
this is for you chia baybehhh !
its friday alrdy sooo TGIF ! :D
man, time really fly by super fast,i'm now into second week of holidays.
with math still untouched. actually i attempted to but still catch no balls.
chem,i'm almost done or halfway alrdy i just need to read through again and fill in the missing spaces. and yeah learn how to draw practice my moles.
problem is still MATH !omgggahh i wanted to kill the person who came up with it man.
lit i should be okay. heh.
soo today was some kinda farewell picnic for uncle andy at eastcoast.
it was really really fun with the kids and the annoying grown ups.
there was no morning training today so YAY, but afternoon's gonna be tough.
10times400 on 5.30 round ithink, then 10times50kick, 30times50 M1-M2(sprints!)
sure die on the spot.
then right now the kids are like downstairs swimming / or in the suana room / badminton/tennis/ snacking in the clubhouse.
for those who are swimming now, they are crazy.
those in the suana room, crazy weather so hot. you think will lose weight isit !
those playing tennis badminton, morons. waste energy only.
those who are snacking, you will grow fat EAT SO MUCH. its going to your thighs!
haha.
so today we were discussing what to do.blade or ride.
in the end we chose to rent this couple bike you know those kind where two people ride together, because sarah hasnt rode on that thing before.
piang eh bimbo, you still living in your rickshaw days isit !
we got this red one which looked short but was super high.
i couldnt even ride properly ! my legs were a lil short for the paddles.
sarah is taller than me by like 4cm couldnt reach also.
it was an frightening experience riding with her okay i have to worry about falling.
respond to her sudden screams and pleas.
if i was taller, i would take the front seat and control where we're going.
in the end we changed to the blue one which was shorter so i let her take the front seat.
trusting that she can control this blue one, but i was super wrong.
my life was still in danger.
she doesnt know how to make a U-turn okay !pangsai shit la pleaseee !
she shouldnt drive a car in the future man, cant even turn at a good angle.
WHAT A BIMBO YO. super cannot stand her. haha.
oh she even took care of the lil twins.
like some aunty haiyoh here haiyoh there. and scream somemore.
BIMBO NANNY. bing po nai ma !
i have a super jiaolian la he cycled from braddell to like eastcoast?!!
to and fro.
salute him everyone!
and i just realised that he has a handphone today.
hahaha.
i cant really remember what we ate cos there was alot.
but i can remember there was korean food! yummylicious.
sushi and arog arog la.
i will post peektures up on a later date.
my family's leaving today midnight and i'll be alone in sg for like a week or so.
this is saddening man,oh wait my dad will be in sg too but its not like i see him everyday so i'll still be alone alone.
but i know my friends will keep me company right ? or maybe the books. @_@

talked to greg yesterday! he's as entertaining as darrell.
and his younger twin sisters are gorgeous. seriously.
somone please organise some A01 outing again preaseee.
its 3.40pm now, i have to change and go traning alrdy.

later !

ps// i will never cycle with bimbo nanny ever again! haha! :D

i'm burnt, feverish and having sore throat.
effects of sentosa and training yesterday.
morning, i dragged myself outta bed to go for trng, liek at 6.45am and previous night, i slept at one plus 2 ? teeveee teevee (:
training ended at 9.30 cos it rained, actually supposed to end for the others cept for me and twin.
cos we were not going for afternoon training so jiaolian was like.
swim 10times50 sprints for me and twin. we were damn tired alrdy laa.
before that we did 20times100 IM on 1.30
then 30times50 on 35secs.
it was literally touch and go sprint and die. heh =)
and oh we did it in the polo pool but it was still damn tiring.
but the lightning and thunder saved the both of us from 10times50 sprints.
so YAY training ended for us also.

then we were discussing how to train during common test period.
its almost impossible to train, but guess what.
i'm gonna like heck common test abit and still go trng. maybe for one hour.
to get the feel of the water and stroke abit,get prepared for nats.
and jiaolian demands so, its like you've been training for one pathetic whole month everyday and suddenly you just stop for a week, its not gonna do you good for nats.
then he starting asking for my exam timetable.
he started planning my time for me, like erpsssss. HAHAAH.
i will follow. heh.
conclusion is COMMON TEST AND SCHOOL NATS DONT GO TOGETHER. bahh.
guess it'll be ultimate stress for me for the following three weeks?
i might fall into depression and have my sudden fits.
ohno that sounds bad, i'll pray and have the faith that God will see me through.

hokay! now for the highlights yesterday !
i finally met up with my lovely lovely girls !
i think they spent like 25 minutes waiting for me but it was raining also.
nonetheless, thanks alot for waiting for me yeah otherwise i have to go palawan by myself.
finger game was funny all of us kept denying that we lost hoho.
mr sun was super cooperative yesterday so scorching HOTTT !
i'm super burnt, in fact all of us were cept for joce haha.
and bestfriend was kinda like a sinner yesteryday, kicked the ball right into mich's head,made her cry, then smacked scandal's back so hard that it swelled and she couldnt walk properly since then.
HORHORRRRR, plus she didnt study for half a day yesterday, exams in two days time for you yo !
and thank you for your lovely "surprise" which wasnt really that surprising,
but still thanks! appreciate that thought alot. =)
cam whored, tanned, chilled, caught up with the lastest news on everyone.
too bad some others were not present tho.

now, my job is to...
1)upload the pics and send it to everyone.
2)see the doctor, getmyself cured.
3)message edmund and aylmer bout tomorrow.
4)install what is not installed. (i got my com back! YAY)
5) do stretch cords.
6) MUG MUG CUP CUP PLATE PLATE. MUG =(
7) clear my room, its messy and help my brothers clear their room too. (it looks like a pig sty i cannot stand it. heh)
8) do BS myself.

i think my guesses are correct.

anticipation (:

2007-06-13T20:59:00.000-07:00

EDITT//
i'm currently in a very very very annoyed state.
and its VERY.
please find someone your own age and stop prying on young girls like my cousin.
you're frigging 17 and she's only 13 this year.
and both your intellects dont even match, you're on SP and she's in MGS.
seriously get a life go get your ah lian in SP and stop fliritng with my cousin.
and i hope you stop coming training.
stop thinking that you're frigging fast cos you're already in the past.
stop cutting our swim chain, if you want to slack, please shove off and get to another lane. if you're not a breaststroker,all the more dont step into my lane.
lastly, STOP SPEAKING TO ME IN CHINESE. URGHHHHH.EEEDIOTIC FAGGOT.
IHATEYOUUUUU.

oh YAY i finally went for morning training. finally finally.
and then morning's fishball noodles, spicy to the max i cannot take it.
wasnt relatively a good swim today i was dying in their waves.
i swam with the flyers and freestylists. no joke.
waves damn big, wah cannot move.
by the time i wanted to do an extra set alone, i was left with 1percent of strength.
stupid timing. i dont care.
mummy touched down at i dont know what time yesterday but i knew they reached home at around 11plus ?
before they came home i received a message from my younger brother.

"we're coming home today, should reach home by 10plus 11 ,OH we didnt buy anything for you so dont need to be excited hahaha."

i took his message for real okay, i was intending to go and fetch them but when i saw that i was like forget it, they shop and forget bout me.
i went for training and then headed to the cousins' place.
so when mummy reached home, she called me i think, cos i was alrdy sleeping and phone was off but receives a caller message.
HEHEEE MUMMY MISS ME ALRDY :D
called her at nine plus, and then she asked where i was, like duh TRAINING !
then she asked why i didnt go pick them up why i wasnt at home. hahaha.
never buy anything for me, what for ?!
she listed the things she bought for me. hehe she got me my black skinnys, belts caps.
almost all on my shopping list.
so i was like "okay my bad blame it on your son for lying."
tonight, i'll be home and i will screw my younger brother first before i open my stuff. anticipating.
yesterday's night sleep with emms and eva was damn funny.
shant elaborate more cos we're gonna bake now.
we were rushing for trng today and in our midst of preparing our glucose drink.
i accidently closed the fridge door right into her head.
i'm sooooo sorrry. i didnt mean to hit your head ):
now she's still harping on it.
serioously, get over it. i said i was sorry and i didnt know you were going to stand up.

tmrw, i'll be seeing the girls on sunny sentosa.
i know all of you cant wait, cos i'm excited too (:

2007-06-12T22:02:00.000-07:00

i slept at 1 today and woke up at 6.45am.
hahah therefore, i'm cranky and highly annoyable.
oh then i looked at my phone saw a message,then i kinda like did not go training again.
cos today morning is PLAY NOT SWIM. PLAY.
so not point going right and this is a reason not an excuse :D
online shopping with nikki yesterday. seriously nikki spends alot alot.
ALOT ALOT OKAY. now our mircosoftword is like full of links and as i was looking back at our chatlogs, both of us sounded like we're on shopping marathon, see who buys more.
and she wants to be sexy cos she's buying PAUL FRANK'S UNDERWEAR. hehee.
G and I wanna act cute cos we're buying LITTLE MISS SUNSHINE TEE. wheelaaa!

and talking to greg is soooo entertaining.

(10:10 PM) bitchee!: LOL all the "J'(s)
(10:10 PM) bitchee!: ahhahhaa
(10:10 PM) greg - drunk chi: hahahah
(10:10 PM) greg - drunk chi: no P's ah
(10:10 PM) greg - drunk chi: so sad
(10:10 PM) bitchee!: wah you damn chicken know. haha i'
(10:10 PM) greg - drunk chi: hahaha
(10:10 PM) bitchee!: i'm like lining up
(10:10 PM) bitchee!: hahahha
(10:10 PM) greg - drunk chi: what chicken?
(10:11 PM) bitchee!: like how singaporeans queue for doughnuts
(10:11 PM) bitchee!: hahaha
(10:11 PM) bitchee!: chicken backside la you lol.
(10:11 PM) greg - drunk chi: hahahah
(10:11 PM) bitchee!: hopefully there's be a place for P soon
(10:11 PM) greg - drunk chi: lets see..
(10:11 PM) bitchee!: HAHAH
(10:11 PM) greg - drunk chi: still got K L M N and O
(10:11 PM) greg - drunk chi: 5 more girls till your turn
(10:11 PM) greg - drunk chi: hahaha
(10:13 PM) bitchee!: WAHAHAHAH. damn funny la you.
(10:13 PM) bitchee!: i'm gonna lift tackle all of them man
(10:13 PM) bitchee!: LOL
(10:13 PM) bitchee!: buttslam them
(10:13 PM) bitchee!: lol !
(10:16 PM) greg - drunk chi: hahaha
(10:16 PM) greg - drunk chi: ok ok
(10:16 PM) greg - drunk chi: you go practise your tackling
(10:16 PM) greg - drunk chi: i'm dotaing!
(10:16 PM) greg - drunk chi: ahaha
(10:16 PM) greg - drunk chi: ttyl ;D
(10:17 PM) bitchee!: hahah EEDIOTIC loser .lol
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10:59 PM) greg - drunk chi: hello hello!
(10:59 PM) greg - drunk chi: the CENSORED girl send me a smile on friendster sia
(10:59 PM) greg - drunk chi: hahaha
(11:00 PM) bitchee!: WTHHHHHHHH ! wah attractive sia greg
(11:00 PM) bitchee!: hahaha
(11:00 PM) bitchee!: go make friends with her laa.
(11:00 PM) bitchee!: save me
(11:00 PM) bitchee!: hahaha
(11:00 PM) greg - drunk chi: hahhaha
(11:00 PM) greg - drunk chi: sorry la huh
(11:00 PM) greg - drunk chi: abit lazy to make friends =D
(11:01 PM) bitchee!: hahaha cos she not pretty right. if she's pretty you would be like YES. HOT GIRL WANTS TO KNOW ME hahaha
(11:01 PM) greg - drunk chi: hahahahah
(11:01 PM) greg - drunk chi: WHO WOULDN'T
(11:01 PM) greg - drunk chi: damn CENSORED didn't msg me
(11:01 PM) greg - drunk chi: shitz
(11:02 PM) bitchee!: wthh hahah did she like view your profile?
(11:02 PM) greg - drunk chi: haha yeah she did
(11:02 PM) greg - drunk chi: like long long ago
(11:02 PM) bitchee!: OH HAHAH TOO BAD GREG PREETY DOESNT WANT YOU HOHOHO
(11:02 PM) greg - drunk chi: HEARTBROKEN
11:03 PM) greg - drunk chi: haha no la maybe she shy
(11:03 PM) bitchee!: hahaha in a nice way she's shy.
(11:03 PM) bitchee!: in a bad way.
(11:03 PM) bitchee!: she cant be bothered with you LOL !
(11:03 PM) bitchee!: hahaha
11:04 PM) greg - drunk chi: hahahah
(11:04 PM) greg - drunk chi: ouch ouch ouch
11:07 PM) greg - drunk chi: go bali find hot girls to cure my broken heart
(11:08 PM) bitchee!: hahahah. BALI ALL NOT LOCALS. haha we must go for locals okay.
(11:08 PM) greg - drunk chi: got locals go bali to holiday one what
(11:10 PM) bitchee!: hahaha, bet locals who go there they will be older than you. then you no hope also. or like 2-3 years old 9-10 kind.
(11:10 PM) bitchee!: you also NO HOPE.
(11:10 PM) bitchee!: neyheh ! hahaha
(11:13 PM) bitchee!: EH why i view her and she view me never send wink.
(11:13 PM) bitchee!: sooooo unfriendly
(11:13 PM) bitchee!: ahaha
(11:14 PM) bitchee!: EH NO KANASAI LA she didnt bother to view me back HAHAHAH

(11:16 PM) bitchee!: hahah HELLO i think yo're hot can i be friends with you ?
(11:16 PM) bitchee!: hahaha
(11:16 PM) bitchee!: why ! she dont even know me can
(11:16 PM) bitchee!: haha
(11:16 PM) greg - drunk chi: hahaah
(11:17 PM) greg - drunk chi: cannot la
(11:17 PM) greg - drunk chi: wait next time i use that on really hot girls it won't work anymore
(11:18 PM) bitchee!: hahaha eediot, help your friend also cannot ah
(11:18 PM) bitchee!: you good you good
(11:18 PM) bitchee!: hahaha
(11:18 PM) bitchee!: go seduce herrr. LOL
(11:18 PM) greg - drunk chi: hahaha
(11:18 PM) greg - drunk chi: I REFUUUSE
(11:18 PM) greg - drunk chi: (polo tee polo tee)
(11:18 PM) greg - drunk chi: ahaha
(11:19 PM) bitchee!: hahhahaha. wahhh out to "KOCK" me right. pasar malam polo tee. want anot ?
(11:19 PM) bitchee!: hahaha
(11:20 PM) greg - drunk chi: haha waht KOCK??
(11:20 PM) greg - drunk chi: eh eh
(11:20 PM) greg - drunk chi: seducin not easy ok
(11:21 PM) greg - drunk chi: standard abit lar
(11:21 PM) bitchee!: hahha out to dry my bank hahah.
(11:21 PM) bitchee!: lol
(11:21 PM) greg - drunk chi: hahaha
(11:22 PM) greg - drunk chi: hard work, no inccentive abit..
(11:22 PM) greg - drunk chi: ahaha
(11:22 PM) bitchee!: haha IF you successfully seduce hahah LOL.
11:22 PM) greg - drunk chi: just think! with J gone, next'll be K
(11:23 PM) greg - drunk chi: you're so much closer to the prize
(11:23 PM) greg - drunk chi: hahahaha
(11:23 PM) bitchee!: HHAHAHHHA creative. hahaha. still got 5 more before me leh
(11:23 PM) bitchee!: hahah
(11:24 PM) bitchee!: HAHAH no people with letter J la. now supposed to be K alrdy what !
(11:24 PM) bitchee!: hahaha
(11:25 PM) greg - drunk chi: hahaha
(11:25 PM) greg - drunk chi: but then..
(11:25 PM) greg - drunk chi: the 2nd J probably smiled at him mah
(11:25 PM) greg - drunk chi: so interrupt the process
(11:25 PM) greg - drunk chi: queue cutter
(11:25 PM) greg - drunk chi: hahaha
(11:25 PM) bitchee!: WTH GREG. YOU'RE DAMN FUNNY> hahaha.
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(11:31 PM) greg - drunk chi: i got better things to do
(11:32 PM) greg - drunk chi: and she's a clubber
(11:32 PM) greg - drunk chi: haha
(11:32 PM) bitchee!: how you know she's a clubber!?
(11:32 PM) bitchee!: haha
(11:33 PM) bitchee!: your better things to do is like DOTA. loser you hahaha
(11:33 PM) greg - drunk chi: haha see the testis lor
(11:33 PM) greg - drunk chi: hahaha
(11:33 PM) greg - drunk chi: oi oi
(11:33 PM) greg - drunk chi: dota for cool people ok
(11:34 PM) bitchee!: ahhaha really ah ? later i go view her again. then hopefully h views me back LOL. send me a wink i lesbian her LOL.
(11:35 PM) bitchee!: dota for losers. period lol.
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11:46 PM) greg - drunk chi: we both can go jump
(11:46 PM) greg - drunk chi: aiya!
(11:46 PM) greg - drunk chi: but qin'll like me better
(11:46 PM) greg - drunk chi: confidence confidence
(11:46 PM) greg - drunk chi: hahahaha
(11:47 PM) bitchee!: hahah aisehh. censored will crush your confidence HAHHAHAH
(11:47 PM) greg - drunk chi: hahaha qin'll demolish yours!
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(12:14 AM) bitchee!: hahahhaa. EH !tty tomorrow or smthng hahaha gotta read book and sleep tmrw got morning training ! haha
(12:14 AM) bitchee!: TC YOU ! lol
(12:14 AM) greg - drunk chi: sure anot
(12:15 AM) greg - drunk chi: haha ok anyways cya!
(12:15 AM) greg - drunk chi: in 5 days
(12:15 AM) bitchee!: hHHAA sure la hahah. i holy okay. think what not like you read dota manual how to kill losers online
(12:15 AM) greg - drunk chi: when i'm tan and sexy

thats greg for you. have fun in bali yo ! (:

&! mummy's coming back tonight ! YAY and my brothers.
sigh. lesser availability of to lappy. =(

2007-06-12T06:33:00.000-07:00

i'm like in a crisis now.
i'm losing my discipline, seriously losing it.
i have skipped like two morning trainings in a row.
not that i didnt put on my alarm, i did but when it rang i didnt snooze it.
and i did it on purpose.
right now, i'm feeling super guilty and worried.
guilty cos i didnt go trng and when jiaolian asked why i didnt go i did not know how to answer man. ):
and worried cos what if i dont do well for school nats because i pon-ed training ?
maybe because of the fact that i saw the hell week programme and they really scare me off.
damn scaryyyyyy. seriously scary scary.
BUT TOMORROW I WILL NOT TURN OFF MY SNOOZE I WILL GO AND TRAIN TMRW.
TMRW TMRW TMRW I WILL BE BACK TO MY TWO TIMES A DAY ROUTINE.
I WILL :D
and wah i have been like surviving on one meal for two days.
cos i sleep till afternoon and when i wake up its time to leave house and go for afternoon training.heh.
surprisingly i can sleep in for the past two days.
satisfied man.
so i only have dinner with daddy, its been quite long since i sat down and ate with him alone.
he asked alot and i did alot of answering, some are seriously damn rhetorical.
didnt annoy me tho, i felt loved then we talked bout my life in jc.
he asked if it was tiring and all. so i was like.
ITS SUPER TIRING. esp when i have so much commitments.
then he asked HAVE YOU BEEN PASSING YOUR TESTS.
shit zomg. i didnt know how to answer man.
i just told him i got two eggs for math alrdy then he went, expected la your math.
and then he asked why i took it.
i seriously dont know why i took it, seriously now its making me miserable.
so its quite planned that my brother and his GF will leave to i-cannot-confrim-where to study together after my brother's NS.
so sweet right ! couple studying together overseas.
i made this sentence "later go there two people coming back three" you can be grandpa alrdy daddy." HAHAHAH.
dad: hits my head "NONSENSE"
and if i retain this year its HELLO to trinity and byebye sg. should be that case unless i can find something that i wanna study in poly.
i can join my brother and his gf ( be a lightbulb.) heheee.
BUT DONT RETAIN IS DA BEST OKAY.
i hope i wont retain, so i better stop ponning school and do my tutorials.
now that wong bitch is retiring, i hope i get a teacher who's fierce for math so that i will do my tutorials. =)
then he asked bout my back, wah i thought he forgot that i was injured man.
but he did. i'm so touched. :D
he's always busy and i' always busy so we dont see each other much
so many this lil episode of my mummy and brothers going overseas is a good bonding time for me and daddy. haha.

OH.
today's like an eyecandy day for me
i saw my eyecandy leisher. then saw andy ou.
and ISAAC pung. i was talking to him before i left home today and asked him to come for finals then tadahh today i saw him at the pool cos he had a polo match.
so nice of him to come down especially for me to see me train. RIGHT LA.
got polo match. cheh !
THEN THEN my national emo hair hot boy !
but he was with his GF.
wahlao. I IS SO SAD MANZXZ. heartbroken liaozx le lah. lmao.
talking bout ah lian speeches, it reminded me of jody asking me this question the other day.

" WAH SO SA IS TEACHING YOU HOW TO USE AH LAIN TALK AH?"
me : "HAHA eh not really, we like to tease them cos we're so cool." (:

talking bout english. hahah i better do well for my common test man.
BETTER DO WELL AND GET MY BACKSIDE OUT OF CHEENA CLASS.
i'm so dying there man, i should have said yes when she wanted to shift me up to main stream. sheeshh.
i'll whip out my magazines and essay,read them, then erm do some compre practices.
AND MEMORISE THE DICTIONARY. hahahah.
bullshit.
have been online shopping-ing for the past two hours.
and our list have grown alot alot. hahaha.
arog ah ! :D
i know nikki cant wait already heheee.

and friday! its the GIRLS DAYYYYYY !:D
i cannot wait wait wait !

i better sleep now before i cant wake up again tmrw.

If you're lost without me
Wondering where I might be
I'll be waiting just around the corner of your eye

2007-06-10T23:18:00.000-07:00

EDIT//
back from training.
i only had one pathetic meal today dinner. woke up at like 2plus the it was like time for club training.
rushed abit and training training here i come.
i plunged in and the water felt weird, reaally damn weird.
and this week is like HELL week. i saw the programmes and i was like OMGGG.
damn scared of training la. if you think those previous trainings i had in my previous posts were tough, this week's even worst.ZOMGGGG.
killer killer ! no joke.
and i thought we're supposed to be into tapering because of singapore open next week.
but ehhh. KILL ME PLEASE. damn scared la.
was talking to best and abel just now. abel was so entertaining and random at times.

(11:04 PM) don't look back: lol. i wana go be monk leh
(11:05 PM) don't look back: but i dun want to shave and i want to eat meat and i wana worship jesus
(11:05 PM) don't look back: lol!
(11:05 PM) bitchee!: CRAZY . hahaha. why monk ?!
(11:05 PM) bitchee!: HAHAHAA
(11:05 PM) bitchee!: damn funny la you.

typical words of a blackhole. eat meat. haha =)

it was one hell of a night man.
i'm tired and i'm dying from soreness in the throat.
three bottles of VODKA down along with jack daniel's.
i did not drink of course, reason being season and i dont want to.
dont really like the taste of alcohol. heh.
benny and ed. HORHOR DRINK. die die die.
the guys were super crazy, namely arthur, tambu,abel,TAUbitch,mingqi and i cant really remember who.
i watched them drink and watched them become red.
abel and aaron were super red, i have the photos tho.
upload at a later date.
i think only guanghao and kuoloon got alil drunk, all of us were high.
indian poker was crazy, from liqour we moved to the leftover food.
and we actually finished the food okay, no joke no joke.
bowls of beehoons, finish in one mintue. crazyyyy.
otahs,prawns and whatnots.
cake smashing, i'm sure its a smashing 17th year for you TN LAI ! AND JORAINN ! :D
and teasing kuoloon's , NO PROBLEM AND I AM KUOLOON. damn funny.

before that was math tuition.
like i said i'm goona learn something from tuition and i did.
inequalities almost killed nikki and i.
ruhan's wayyyy to smart, he's into MI ? somewhere there.
MI = mathematical induction. JUST in case.
met up with the long time no see ruth and jasmine.
seriously, with them around there'll be jokes and laughters.
plus yesterday we (nikki and me) paid for the cab fare because we wanted to know their bitch gossips.
surprised we were, nikki lost her appetite.
and her ANYMORE. HAHAHA NIKKI. anymore anymore anymore.
tsktsk.
wanted to pool, but we being smart people didnt bring our passes or ics to the place.
so it was a long wasted walk to the place.

so to sum it all, good food plus great company is the sex (:

you, you, good luck for your tests!
its only a few more days (:
once again good luck and God will see you through this.
TC YOU JAMES YONG.

nerdy is the new sexy.

2007-06-09T21:08:00.000-07:00

back from G's house, it was a wonderful wonderful night.
G LIAN should know why. hehee (:
so as promised i told her i would do some survey thing i saw on friendster the other time.
if i can remember correctly,the first question was..

what's the first thing you saw this morning?

ANS : i turned around and i saw G half naked. HAHAHAH ! jokesjokes! :D
politically correct answer should be " i turned around and saw the prettiest thing in my whole entire life (: " FOR YOU G ! :D :D :D

so we were literally looking at the com screen yesterday.
online shopping. G can really shop alot, her wardrobe's gonna craash man.
maybe it broke but she superglued it. haha.
and then we did our own chatting, took unglam shots.
G you're so dead, i have your unglam shots. an eye for an eye. heheee.
then she prince of tennis while i did my own chatting online.
i love late night chats (:
G and casey can prince of tennis together alrdy haha.
then we went for supper with weiqiang at macs.
wanted prata actually, but macs sound more yummy. and nearer of course.
weiqiang was damn funny, butbut i think he should like really choose a religion settle on one and be holy.lol.
talked bout dsa stuff, which leads me to something.
correction to everything. I DID NOT HAVE TO GO THROUGH ANY FRIGGING INTERVIEW FOR DSA OKAY.
I DID NOT HAVE TO.
some teacher trying to tarnish my reputation in secondary school. THAT TEACHER.
THAT TEACHER.
i'll prolly see her at the pool during school nats i think.
'm gonna go straight to her face. and say i dont like you. IN HER FACE.
i know its wrong to be vengeful and rude , but not after what she has done to me last year.
omgggg so painful for me know. but i survived her tortures loller.
we left and i think we slept around 4plus5 ?something like that.
cos we were still talking on the bed til we cant tahan.
i know we closed our eyes and slept straightaway.
it has really been long since i had late nights like really damn long.
i have been sleeping at like 10plus for like two weeks.
cos uncle demand so, morning trainings. !#$$!$%$^
maybe i can treat it as adjusting my body alarm to sleep at 10 or latest 11 for school days.
i got home at around 10plus and my dad was not at home. SHITZX ZOMGGG HOW HOW.
i needed to take money from him to pay for my competition suit.
and mummy and brothers overseas.
so i called and called and called.
HE HANGED AND HANGED AND HANGED UP MY CALL.
i was sooooooo frigging pissed, like what is he doing man.
why hang my call.
so i messaged him "daddy can you please pick up your phone !"
waited and waited for like half an hour.
he called and he was at this noisy noisy place so i was literally screaming into the phone.
" daddy, i need money to pay for the costume where are you i go and look for you"
then he was at this uncle alan's place, i dont know where also.
he " how much you need"
"100 ?"
"go to my files, take out money from there"
so i searched and searched his STACK of files. finally i found 60 bucks.
which was still not enough.
called him again.
"not enough la dad."
"how much did you take? "
"err there's only 60 there ?"
" huh i thought you only wanted 20 ?"
i was ------------- YOU THINK 20 BUCKS CAN GET YOU A COMPETITION SUIT AH
piangxzx. my daddy's seriously trying to be funny man.
leave home without telling me where he's going, and dont know how to leave money at home.
nevermind, hokay meeting ruhan and nikki for math tuition.
i'm DETERMINED TO LEARN SOMETHING OFF TUITION TODAY.
my IQ's gonna shoot over 200 today. haha.
then to TN LAI's bdae chalet.
another sleepless night today i suppose and tmrw there's school trng fomr 9-530.
G,Benny and I are so gonna sink in the pool tmrw and crawl on the track.
so many things to bring today. and 'm feeling lazy alrdy ):

OGAYYY. looking at the time now, i'm so gonna be late for tuition.
so i better be off. (:

PS// i love staring at your ceilings cos there's clouds! :D
LOVE YOU AROG G ! <3333

i cant wait for the following weeks to come (:

2007-06-07T23:58:00.000-07:00

its friday alrdy sooo TGIF ! :D
man, time really fly by super fast,i'm now into second week of holidays.
with math still untouched. actually i attempted to but still catch no balls.
chem,i'm almost done or halfway alrdy i just need to read through again and fill in the missing spaces. and yeah learn how to draw practice my moles.
problem is still MATH !omgggahh i wanted to kill the person who came up with it man.
lit i should be okay. heh.
soo today was some kinda farewell picnic for uncle andy at eastcoast.
it was really really fun with the kids and the annoying grown ups.
there was no morning training today so YAY, but afternoon's gonna be tough.
10times400 on 5.30 round ithink, then 10times50kick, 30times50 M1-M2(sprints!)
sure die on the spot.
then right now the kids are like downstairs swimming / or in the suana room / badminton/tennis/ snacking in the clubhouse.
for those who are swimming now, they are crazy.
those in the suana room, crazy weather so hot. you think will lose weight isit !
those playing tennis badminton, morons. waste energy only.
those who are snacking, you will grow fat EAT SO MUCH. its going to your thighs!
haha.
so today we were discussing what to do.blade or ride.
in the end we chose to rent this couple bike you know those kind where two people ride together, because sarah hasnt rode on that thing before.
piang eh bimbo, you still living in your rickshaw days isit !
we got this red one which looked short but was super high.
i couldnt even ride properly ! my legs were a lil short for the paddles.
sarah is taller than me by like 4cm couldnt reach also.
it was an frightening experience riding with her okay i have to worry about falling.
respond to her sudden screams and pleas.
if i was taller, i would take the front seat and control where we're going.
in the end we changed to the blue one which was shorter so i let her take the front seat.
trusting that she can control this blue one, but i was super wrong.
my life was still in danger.
she doesnt know how to make a U-turn okay !pangsai shit la pleaseee !
she shouldnt drive a car in the future man, cant even turn at a good angle.
WHAT A BIMBO YO. super cannot stand her. haha.
oh she even took care of the lil twins.
like some aunty haiyoh here haiyoh there. and scream somemore.
BIMBO NANNY. bing po nai ma !
i have a super jiaolian la he cycled from braddell to like eastcoast?!!
to and fro.
salute him everyone!
and i just realised that he has a handphone today.
hahaha.
i cant really remember what we ate cos there was alot.
but i can remember there was korean food! yummylicious.
sushi and arog arog la.
i will post peektures up on a later date.
my family's leaving today midnight and i'll be alone in sg for like a week or so.
this is saddening man,oh wait my dad will be in sg too but its not like i see him everyday so i'll still be alone alone.
but i know my friends will keep me company right ? or maybe the books. @_@

talked to greg yesterday! he's as entertaining as darrell.
and his younger twin sisters are gorgeous. seriously.
somone please organise some A01 outing again preaseee.
its 3.40pm now, i have to change and go traning alrdy.

later !

ps// i will never cycle with bimbo nanny ever again! haha! :D

2007-06-05T20:32:00.000-07:00

slack wednesday morning.
foot work and then its bonding time with jiaolian.
his jokes made us ROFL. and YA LA.joke bout the abrasions on my neck.
all shen jing bin (s). urghhhh.

i want to sleep.
laters !

EDIT ://
i'm back from training and feeling super good man.
i think i did miracles today man.
before training even started , everyone went like "pearlyne's in red costume"
acutally that's eva's but i needed a second piece outside la.
so i kinda like made a passing remark " yeah. i'm wearing red today, i'm gonna be super fast today.haha"
wahseh. my passing remarks not kidding on okay. i did like 40.67 for 50breast today for two frigging sets!
and then jiaolian said i did well and i can stop heheezx.
bet you all are jealous, i only need to do two sets of sprints.
i havent heard that timing for training for a super uber majorly long long time !
sarah, you should have gone training man see how happy i was. haha.
and before we even sprinted there was 30times50pulling on 45secs.
it was touch and go sprint and die for me la.but i survived it in the end. whoo.'
AND AND AND.
i did 16times50 FLY FLY FLY KICK on one minute and survived.
i mean its fly kick, never in my whole entire swim career had i done FLY KICK on one minute. and its 16 times.
i'm highly surprised with myself today. seriously. (:
ruhan msged me today and suddenly told me lit assignment for anthony and cleopatra is dued this week !THIS WEEK.
i think i'm gonna die man, how come there's assignment and i dont even know about it ?
its gonna be a busy weekend this week, with G LIAN and sunday math tuition group plus TN lai's bdae chalet. be sure i will be there TN! :D

for now, i needa do my assignment.
get mentally prepared for tmrw's killer training.
and sleep.

feels weird not talking to casey tan for two days.
hurry come baccccck !
I MISS YOU ! HAHA.

2007-06-04T20:35:00.000-07:00

EDITTT ://
i've go cuts and abrasions all over my neck shoulders and wrists.
my paddles cut my wrist, looks like i contemplated suicide.
the cuts on my shoulders got worst, the plaster added on to the abrasions.
wahlao ehhhhh,i wonder whats a plaster for.
so in short i'm in pain la.
i'm tired and i need to mug.
goodbye.

just finished talking to my G LIAN. haha.
and i can see that she's very EGGcited bout june. heheexzx.
cos we'll tgt for the whole day and we'll do arog arog of things.
didnt blog ytd night, was super duper uber tired.
15times200 (3.30 round) 10times50 kick (1.00 round), 40times 50 im(1.00 round)
how not to die you tell me. and then one sad thing is that jiaolian says i might not be able to hit my personal best by school nats.
how wonderful is that huh. i'm super sad man heh. );
and i watched the fina world c'ships video and was very impressed by their breaststroke man. and plunge of course.
watched it over and over again finally i saw some light out there.
today's morning swim was also madness.
2sets of 20times100 (pull 1.10 round) (IM 1.30 round)
IN THE POLO POOL. hahaha. =)
10times50 kick the8times 50 main second main.
and you know what, i broke my personal best today la at the polo pool.
best of the best hokay!i pulled down 3 seconds ! surprising ?
its only 50m la cant judge anything yet. heh
nevertheless today's good la i still have alot of strength to swim later.
friday's gonna be fun club day out to eastcoast for some farewell.
the young kids all like me, haha like literally yes.
when i said i was going they all went like YES YAY! hops around.

and now, i want to watch more of breaststroke hopefully i see more light and drop more seconds.

later.

&! I LOVE YOU AH LIAN G LIAN ! <33

2007-06-03T20:49:00.000-07:00

ogayy. just finished talking to the twins !
i'm seriously happy that they are back man.
no more staring at the screen and seeing them offline. hehezxz.
then i have learnt something today or should i say yesterday we learn new things everyday la.
confused ? yes/no ?
so the thing is that, we students shouldnt give your personal number to your teachers.
ESP CHINESE TEACHERS. because they will call you up randomly, ask why you're not at lessons, why you're not in school, when you homwork is dued.
how retarted.
for example in nikki's case, xu laoshi called her at night say like 8 plus 9 or 9plus 10.
TO FORCE HER TO GO CO CONCERT TODAY. cos sa's co cmi no one wants to go so she has to force her chinese students to go. omgahh la.
and then nikki called up ruth and me. asking us whether we wanted to go.
i dont want to and i refuse to. plus i cant la.
because i have to hide myself from miss porridge. dont tell you why ! :D
the two of them are going ! date again. see. how sweet hor! lol.
and their reasons for going are soooo. ahem ahem !
they wanna suck up to laoshi preaseeee ! so that she wont pick on us in term 3.
okay not bad, the two of them sacrifice themselves for me and benny.
hopefully she wont pick on us okay !
plus ruth needs to hand in her over dued essay, like a month ago.
and i think i didnt hand in too. i dont give a hoot either.
its for some competition, not like mine's gonna get selected anyway.
and besides, even if we hand in now, she might just minus 10 marks off our grades and then we FAIL. so not point, no point !
she might not even accept late work. so ruth you can prepare to FLIP alrdy !=)
you two have fun sucking up to laoshi hokay !save the universe :D

i'll update later at night after one whole day of training.
15times200 ! turned off. heh.

Thank God for friends !

2007-06-03T02:01:00.000-07:00

i'm feeling much much better today alrdy.
no more angsty post today it shall be a happy one :D
before i being anything,i went to the doctor today because of flu and slight fever.
nothing major but i think i need to see a doc,season's coming soon yo! cant afford to be sick. (:
so yesterday afternoon i was entertained by dar,nic and some other random people la.
not to forget the tv, i just left is on there and then suddenly i heard something damn funny.
some science experiment show then this guy called kym ng "bing po"
i looked away from the screen then she asked whats that.
so he went "BIMBO LA" .
ROFL I TELL YOU. hahhahah, super retardedly hilarious.
then i went to continue with what i was doing.
eyecandies ! :D darrell and i came up with a conclusion that we realy should look abroad sajc. all cmi or no character one. hahah.
talked bout MR saints (forgot what year) and he was one of the contestants.
HAHAHAHAHHA. i can imagine that, its not malu-ing thing la darrell.
be proud of yourself. haha.
then was nicholas and second runner up for mr anderson.
i seriously cant believe shuan actually won.
the girls in anderson all blind la. GO NIC GO NIC !
talk about hot people. all not as hot as JAMES FRANCOOOO <33
wentworth miller fits the bill too but!! franco franco hehee.
and MONKEE aka the hottest girl in sa if you know who she is.
hahahahah. funny shit.
A01 outing is once postphoned again cos many cannot make it.
so much for their physcoing me to pon trng and go for the outing yestertday.
when i have decided to choose outing over training, outing's cancelled ! ):
"i'm going for the outing because i want to see hot boy nicholas" tsktsk.
feel honoured ! :D
for everyone who was in A01 la.greg, sam !,neil, nic nic, jiahui and many many.
it would be my first ever outing apart from the class chalet la.

got offline at around 630 bathe and rushed my backside to the airport.
i was so glad i made in time okay. really ON TIME at like 807.
then i dont know what belt la stupid.
but eventually i saw the people but no G. ):
the first thing ruth came out was to ask me " eh pearlyne you miss me more right."
"tell nikki you miss me more" haha.
miss yawl equally la but ruth didnt get me anything according to nikki.
so if you see this ruth, I AM ANGRY. =)
cant wait for you guys to unpack quickly and pass me my presents !!
mao zedong cap/watch or whatever !
so i was filled in with what happened during the trip.
they sure missed mellie and me alot man.
like when they saw the fatty pork served during the meals. they thought of me.
EG : how i will vomit at the sight of the fats. super true.
i saw the fats,wahlao super grossed out preasee.
and how mellie would go shouting SHUT UP LA at the cheena street people.
hahah.
nik's father was kind enough, he droved me back to woodlands.
i was in time, or in fact early for POC.
and the first thing i saw was bestie acting retarded at KFC in fornt of the cashier.
then headed upstairs for my dinner, i was starving badly by then man.
i only ate cereal for the whole day so i cannot tahan alrdy must eat must eat.
POC is like 3 hours long and its a really really worth-the-money show.hoho :D
johnny depp is awesommmmme !
kiera is superrrrrrrrrr hot !
orlando bloom, acoording to mel , is cute. haha =)
and then one of the pirate kings, the female one is uberly gross.
4stars for the movie la. hehezx

few more hours and it'll be monday.
it calls for more trainings and study time.
sucks abit but this is life aint it.

SEXY BOY HANG IN THERE !
its just a few days more! (:

JAMES FRANCOOOOO is the ♥

2007-06-01T21:48:00.000-07:00

woke up in the morning and i felt sian.
dont know why i just dont feel good sooo.
first thing i did when i woke up today was to message bestie that tanning session is cancelled.
i'm not in the mood to and i have flu.
i dont feel like doing anything today i just want to bump around i dont even want to think.
i saw my saviour online. sharon tan. gosh la i was so glad she was online.
so i started ranting to her blah blah blah.
finished and then darling mel came along.
online retail therapy (:
we'll meet tonight and i'll tell you everything. i so cant wait.
pirates,mel, bestie. what more can i ask for.
aiport tonight to surprise the people and hopefully i can make it back in time for the movie.

right now, i'm blasting music in my ears and feeling angsty.

so long and goodbye.
NOT a goodday.

2007-06-01T09:04:00.000-07:00

pissy friday really damn pissy.
in the morning, the stupid bus to school, DRIP WATER.
my shirt was partially wet, actually quite wet.
4times200m with timing, no joke. i got turned off when i heard that.
so i decided to just stroke, last set i actually sprinted.
tired alrdy, worked on plunge (i cant never jump far enough dont know why also)
got quite gissed off with myself . appreciate all the help the seniors have given.
like standing in below me risking their heads being kicked by me.
loveee you all <33
brunch-ed and to the trophy room to study but failed. eyes were damn damn tired and funcitons didnt help the situation it made me even more tired.
so i went to run at like 2 and i got even more tired.
splitting headache and then to the pool to train again.

2sets of im for warm up, seriously i hate IM. esp the back part and fly.
then was short sprints 10times25 explode then warm down. still can take it.
following up, 3times200 again, 4times100,6times50.
died at 2nd 200 cos my feet gave way veins hurt so much that i couldnt kick.
so ended up doing all breaststroke pull WITH DRAGS.
tell me how cool is that man. DRAGS.
was literally trying to like move up and forward but the drags kept pulling me backkk.
i was so out of breathe la okayyy headache got even worst buti completed the sets.
plunged again improvement but stil not perfect.
RUSHED HOME LIKE A MAD DOG FOR SOME STUPID DINNER.
in the end was blamed for being late like wtfish. you didnt wanna pick me up okay.
talk to much, go and preach to the wall la. wahlao eh.
then pissy dinner. shant talk more about it.
make me more pissed only.
silly issues which haiyah i dont know what to say.
why is it even an issue in the first placeeeee.

the fire is still burning laa.
i need the whole of antartica to cool or else ill really burst.
it doesnt help with the headache i'm angry angry angry.
annoyed annoyed.
something to look forward to tmrw the people are coming back i so cant wait.
cos i have so much to tell benny, nikki, ruth,TN lai and G seriously a whole lot.
your friend here is dying,i need to seek solace in yawl.sighh.
sharon sharon, if you see this, you better know what to do alright.

perhaps for now, tambu and quiet time will do the trick.
Amen.

&!
YOU'RE NOT THE ONLY ONE WITH ISSUES.roarrr.

2007-05-30T19:12:00.000-07:00

beautiful thursday morning.
one word.
study.

goodbye and kiss my pain away.

2007-05-30T06:54:00.000-07:00

i dont know since when and how and why.
people start crowning me the HICKEY PRINCESS.
seriously and sincerely, its not a hickey its a costume cut cut cut cut !
even the adults at the pool are joining the questionings and teasing.
wahhh, damn fun right ! NOT.
its a public holiday tmrw so there's no training and also a time for me to get a resttt.
andn i bet no one will turn up for club training on fri and sunday!
uncle andy's taking over yoooo !all go school training !

sarah chia you bird
you bird with no hair, and braces.
you better strip me off that title or else no breakie for you for the next two weeks.
and i'll pluck off all your feathers.
biteyou !

2007-05-29T20:38:00.000-07:00

third day and i think i'm dying.
dying from pain and fatigue.
not forgetting that i had fun during trainings.
lame jokes, teasings, seeing people bleed and scream for help.
everybody's gearing for singapore open and school nats.
so i'm not the only one who's tired.
take care everyone it'll all be over sooooooooooon.

i cant wait for the people to be back.
come home soon pleaseeeee. ):
miss.

2007-05-28T20:26:00.000-07:00

my calfs are cramping up,i have blisters on my feet.
so much for nike shoes huh. run with still get blisters.
amazingly amazing.
i cant walk with ease now.
sooo, i ran with lazy jinhui in the morning and the sun was sooooo hot.
45mins under the hot sun. fit alrdy la. hahaha.
alot of people came up to me and asked what happened to my neck.
there's a smiley plaster on my neck and i forgot about it.
" EH PEARLYNE WHATS ON YOUR NECK HUH " give me the cheeky smile.
"what?" feel my neck. "OHHHHH ! costume cut laaaa!"
" YOU SURE ANOT ? NOT HICKEY AHHHHH"

wahlaoxzxz.
i think i need to redeem myself here man.
THAT THING on my neck is not a hickey ! so so not preaseeee.
it is a costume cut i got from training yesterday.
and if you ask how it can cut my neck instead of my shoulders.
I DONT KNOW OKAY. it just cut there.
and benjamin ong. you dont know how costume can cut us because you've never worn on before okay !
ITS NOT A HICKEY. OMGOSHHH.
you chickens stop teasing me understand ! rwarrr.

as we were resting for our next set augustine came up to me and asked.
"eh you know how to make yourself think that jiaolian is handsome ?"
how ?
" look at benjamin and then look at jiaolian"
HAHAHAHAHAHAHHA. funny like anything shit. straight bang into benjamin's face.
for you brother ! :DD
its 12pm noww i think i needa nap a while study then go training again.
this is holidays for me.
how bout yours ? (:

dinie @ 10 says:
CAN I BE (:
bitchee! will you be my best damn thing? ㋡ says:
HAHAHAH you sooooo cannot. LOL
dinie @ 10 says:
AWWW
dinie @ 10 says:
pearlyne's biased as hell
bitchee! will you be my best damn thing? ㋡ says:
hahaha sorry la. not for you. heheee

below parts are censored due to unforseen circumstances. hahah.
love you still pig ! :D

2007-05-28T07:36:00.000-07:00

i learnt soemthing from training today.
"TORTISE CANNOT SWIM FLY "
hahahah

&!costume cuts are annoying.

2007-05-26T17:52:00.000-07:00

its sunday alreadyyyyyy ! omgoossshh laa.
its signifies something.
my holidays are coming to an end sooon soon soon in like 14hours time.
and today, i'm gonna study as in real studying okay.
bestfriend you see this. I AM GOING TO STUDY. not make empty sentences like you.
hahaha. i kinda realised i'm quite screwed cos i missed quite alot of lectures becuase i pon school and now my notes are like half past 6, blanks everywhere.
but i'm glad i understood kinetics for chem cos it consist of numbers and i dont have any afinity with them. for people who know me yawl should know la huh.
i really dont know what to do for my H2 math man.
its like i really dont understand a frigging thing.
if you ask me how to operate a GC, i will tell you i dont know.
if you ask me how to do functions, dont know.
if you ask me hoo to do binomial theorem, dont know
if you ask me how to do apgp, dont know
if you ask me how to do partial fractions, dont know.
if you ask me whether i will pass common test, I KNOW FAIL LOR.
man, sometimes i think i shouldnt have gone over to science stream.
its like silently killing me step by step as each day passes.
so this holidays, i'm gonna attempt to understand every frig part of it
and try to get at least a D for math.
i wont look at an C or B man cos i know its mission unachieveable.
so counting down the days i have 29 days to work on everything.
swim and studies. so rounding it off a month.
ITS NOT ENOUGH ):
quoting my previous post, i said i was swimming with those unexpected people.
it turns out to be true, yeah demoralised. but i wont stop training.
its all about breaking my personal best, whether i get into finals anot its another thing, as long as i know i've put in everything and i've tried my best.
in any case, it all goes down to WHO WANTS IT THE MOST YO.
and i hope that my teammates turn up for the two weeks intensive training in school.
PLEASE DO TURN UP.PLEASE.
we want the trophy damn badly, please make this year your best and the best. chances dont slip by so easily.
if we all say we want it i dont see why some of you refuse to train.
is that called, I WANT IT BADLY?
this is not out of anger its just some message i want to bring across to yawl.
we're putting in our efforts i just hope you guys would do the same.

this is gonna be a tough and tiring month.
with all commitments.
no sweat no sweat.
because i'm living in God's grace and His grace is sufficient.

25more days
6 more days.
and A MONTH.

&! i might be switching over to xanga soon.

later.

2007-05-26T00:16:00.000-07:00

tanning session was good for a good one hour until mr sun has decided to knock off.
lazyyy like anything shit. =)
bestfriend cant swim for peanuts i think she almost drown when doing free style cos she doesnt know how to breathe ! HAHA.
my sleep was again disturbed today.
6am; crtjh called and woke me up hahha.
715am; nikki and ruth called.
pumps and bimbo talk. ruth, you'll never get it laaa haha=)
and please do not kill nikki there !
man, i bet at this time they're enjoying each other's company with good movies on the plane.
while i'm here in sg missing them.
you pretty people better get me nice stuff from there.
7more days till i see yawl again.
much misses :DD

2007-05-24T20:51:00.000-07:00

it was a total VJ day yesterday.
hope people have gotten over it.
YOU GUYS DID REALLY WELL ALRIGHT :D
and today i didnt go to school. no point going either.
hahahaha. and i slept at 2 plus yesterday. lazy bones.
what to do ?
so holidays for all students starts tmrw and mine ends officially on sunday. YAY. so happy siaaaa. NOT.

training later and twin's coming !
little india with nikki ( singlet and sarong men here i come )
smelly smelly =(

EDIT//

so i went to little india with darling nikki and i was quite surprised with the ship that we went to.
it was soooo, classy.
like no one would have thought that lil india has sucha nice and gorgeous place.
so we looked at all the hair products. volumizer. I SERIOUSLY NEED THAT.
anyone wants to buy for me ? =)
nikki cut her hair. slant bangs i suppose. hahah.
i like her hair man so thick so silky. wewoweee.
then training was slack, we barely did 1.5k.
cos all we had to do was 10times100 (1.45 round) then because we bargained.
we only had to do one superrrr fast set and if we hit then is PLAY !
i hit my timing but he didnt keep to his promise.
twin and i had to do four more sprints then we're off from training.
cheat our feelings laaaa. but luckily we were consistent for the four sets almost died. heh.
then heard some bad news. SCHOOL NATS IS NOT GONNA BE AN EASY ONE.
NOT EASY NOT EASY.
i'm swimming against tan pei shan, wu li ting,sab chong, yi wen, annabel. NO SHIT PLACE FOR ME IN FINALS ALRDY LAA. WHAT THE PONG.
i feel so damn demoralised now VERYYYY. everything seems ruined.
oh you all know that SSA is no longer SSA ?
cos from tonight onwards PA and SSA are officially merged and the new name is
"THE GRASSROOTS AQUATIC CLUB"
twin and i think that this is the worst club name ever with the worst club members on earth now with the merger everything's gonna change again. TMD.

and today before i forget i need to announce the joke of the century.
some random guy in town walked up to me and asked whether i want to model for some tv commercial.
HAHAHA LIKE WHAT A JOKE.
three senarios.
1) he is totally blind
2) his eyes seriously, sincerely got stamo.
3) he's desperate.

what say you ?
i say 3 heh.

and today is not a very nice day.
club name = disgusting.
swim news = demoralising

2007-05-23T05:39:00.000-07:00

my holidays have already started. dont ask me why it just started.
i self declare. cos next week my school reopens again.
hahah, see the irony here ?
today morning was kinda bad and good somehow.
BAD (cause of some stupid reasons) good cos bestfriend made it enjoyable.
:D
her lies were so convincing that i almost embarassed myself in front of her friends at macs.
to think i actually believed her stupid lie. RAHH fel so stupid.
note to self : NEVER TO BELIEVE HER SO EASILY AGAIN.
oh the lie was that her two friends were not straight and are attached.
she told me not to give them that kinda glares (which i didnt)
but started making jokes once we saw them, damn hilarious but not when she told me she lied. WAHLAO EH, very nice to fool is it ! ):
headed back to secondary school and MRjunius asked if we were surviving well in JC.
hahah too bad we're not. we're gasping for air man.
heh !
caught up abit and we decided to head back to her house where i started plucking my hair cos of lit.
i couldnt find analysis on it and then i slowly, patiently went through all pages.
still couldnt find it. angryyyyyy man.
OHHH.
yeah cos of someone, i have to treat bestfriend to swensens. what a sacrifice man !
better love me for that yo ! hohoho.

SA VS VJ TMRW
up and on saints ! GOGOGO.

and RJ won rugby finals.
no comments.

2007-05-22T06:14:00.000-07:00

its a beautiful tuesday today.
like literally it is. hahah.
one, school's out. ( i self declare along with mellie)
ruth and nikki were supposed to be in okay but knowing the two of them, they need some private time in school together in school. hehezxz
i went training timings were not pleasing to the ears hahaha.
nvm i'll work harder for it during june and conversation with jiaolian was super funny.
and he didnt believe i can run 2.4 in like below 12 minutes.
SOMEBODY TELL HIM I CAN.
wahlao eh and we ran 4k within like 20mins right nikki and hockey girls.
somebody come with me and prove my jiaolian. hahah.
HE THINKS ITS IMPOSSIBLE FOR ME TO DO IT. WHY ! someone tell me why!
weight losing and he said eva lost weight ? like what a joke !
she was junking right before training okayyy !
its quite tormemnting for me to see them eat junk and fries.
so i decided that sleeping is the best way to keep me away from those sinful stuff!
TN LAI ! imma goat like you now and i'm still sticking it till like today,
an improvement for me aight ! haha.
and idiot la you come training at such a late time and still had the nerve to come talk to me and gill for like 15minutes ! you COOL. haha.
and my brother left his lappy a home so 'm free to use it.
thats why today is a good good day man heheh.
soooo nikki went shopping today and she spent arog arog.
i'm sooooo jealous !you better get something for me from cheena. i dont care what thing even a mao zhe dong cap i will also be happy. hahahha.
and i failed chem test but not the lowest in class ! lowest was 1 but i got 6 !
there was only one who passed i dont know who and i dont really care.
tutor got so pissed that she has decided to conduct extra lessons for us during the holidayyyyys ?
ohmytian ):
i just read bestie's blog. heyy so sorry to hear that you lost your wallet.
i was laughing when i read your post not cos you lost your wallet but cos you made it sound like a comedy. HAHAHAH.
okay la next time i see you i will be nice to you. maybe treat you to lollipop or smthng kay! LOLLER.

hokay some shoutouts and replies to tags before i go !

BENNY omgosh benny i'm missing you like crap now okay !how are you doing at NTU? surviving with the GEEKS ? hehee.scrap teh peng off la you helped me for math also (BUT ! i didnt take the test also answers were up at the photocopy beofre i could retake. too bad) hahah.

CHIA chia baybehh ! hahah i refuse to believe you this time round cos i didnt even see your soul floating at the pool still say THIS WEEK THIS WEEK, your this wek never comes. dont like you. humpftt !

PEIYIN hey 7th year friend ! haha you're welcome and longlive the mightys ! HEHEE

DYAN TN LAI ! check out my entry yesyes? love.

MEL smelly melly ! hahahah. yes. soonsoon and i read your entry. cheer up alright. you still have MAP+ yingting. lurbezxz

AMELIA haha okay !sit with you and the pretty seniors ! thursday we will win. ahahah.

JAMESYONG. pump it up. add oil ! see you soon ! and all the best for the test you hot genius :D

CASEY TAN i've heard how you attempted to trick tanya. you cunning shit! hahaha. and your photoshoot. i'm laughing. haha!

GIRLIES ! this is a very loud shoutout for you all. WHEN CAN WE MEET UPPPPP ! miss you all !

and i love this song alot.

FOR ALL TIME BY SOLUNA.

You've been the first in my life
Who has ever made me feel this way
And I will not deny
I'm gonna need you right here
By my side

Baby, I can wait
(come and hold my hand and let me lead the way)
Let me take your breathe away
(by holdin' and kissin' and lovin' and touchin' you)
Never will be too late
(see myself through your eyes)
Baby, I can wait
(until the day I hear you say)

[CHORUS]
You are mine
There's no other one for me
Keep in mind
You make my life complete
And tonight
We'll make love endlessly
Cuz you're mine
You're the one that I'll keep
For all time

Now that you're here, boy
I'm never gonna let you go
Can I touch you there, oh
Do you mind if we kiss real slow
You're my everything
You're my hopes and dreams
Baby, you know it ain't no lie
I'm gonna be with you till the day I die

Baby, I can wait
(come and hold my hand and let me lead the way)
Let me take your breathe away
(holdin' and kissin' and lovin' and touchin' you)
Never will be too late
(see myself through your eyes)
Baby, I can wait
(no no, til the day I hear you say)

[CHORUS]

You're the one that lights my fire
You're the one that keeps me strong
You're the one that I depend on
When my world is goin' wrong
You're the one that I hold closer
You're the man I'm dreaming of
And I really really love you
I just want you to know that

[CHORUS 2X]

I can't wait till the day
I hear you say
You're the one that I need
You're the one that I'll keep
For all time

till then !

2007-05-19T17:44:00.000-07:00

i cant sleep in any longer man. its a sunday.
i should be sleeping at this time.
sooo i opemed my mail box and saw BBF's email to the class.
" LIT UNSEEN TUTORIAL TEST ON MONDAY!"
ping pong piang ! WHY TESSSST AGAIN.
very funn isit ! not like she's gonna return us in time before we leave for holidays.
and i wanna watch the rugby game ! now the plans are all screwed.

insecurity, i dont like you.

2007-05-19T06:59:00.000-07:00

its a saturdayyyyyyy today.
pearlyne is happy yes ! hahaha.
&&&&
HAPPY HAPPY 18TH POLYN KWAA !
finally you're 18 girl,time for us to own the roads. (:
today, we had our MAP +bestfriend outing for meow's birthday celebration.
its kinda early but we,being busy people have no choice but to meet today.
its been longgg since we have done that the last time was around jan ?
so its 4 long months !
1)hongkong cafe was a waste of money.
the service sucked soooo much, the waitress cannot understand simple english.
but we took arog arog of prettttyyyyy peektures.
2) shopping was fun and we played around with clothes. (bestfriend got bored)
3) bestfriend decided to dao me and used agnes as a messenger.
4)walking up and down town is tiring and the weather is OMGOSH.
5) starbucks and again fooled around.
6) train ride was FUNNN we made people stare at us.
tongue clicking and SOMEONE FLICKED MY EAR. !%@$&$#&%& pain you know.
sooooo annoyed ! roarrr.
mel's turning to the door and say "MUAHH I LOVE YOU" hahaha !
and the indian's straight eyebrows. literally one straight line. HAHA !
7) i'm tired yesterday night was long man.

yesterday was a cool day too.
i spent my morning with aaron for some reasons. haha.
'i dont mind helping you but this is not the way to ahem you know!"
school trails and discussion for swim camp !
quite satisfied with my timings yesterday at least i have a guage how much more i can pull down. GOGOGO.
the party was greatttt ! :DD
primary school friends, secondary school friend and my "BOYFRIEND" ben! <33 !
and bestfriend's crapping wahlao eh. can you stop making up stories and dishonouring me. this is not the way to treat me okay. eeeeeediot !
i SO did NOT propose to your brother and i hate him man. act dao.eeyer!
seeing all the long time no see people makes all the unhappiness go off.
relieved relieved relieved.
sometimes its distance that makes the heart grow fonder.
iloveyouallfriends ! ALOT ALOT.
cabbed home. but like what bestfriend says.
i'm not going to thank liyan for the ride home cos i paid for it !
hahahaa.

yeah.
i have GP essay and readings plus LIT essay staring at me.
and my brain refuses to do it for now.
why do work keep coming in.
weekends are not weekends anymore.
yucks.

2007-05-17T05:54:00.000-07:00

firstly, i have to thank bestfriend for allowing me to use her lap.
thank you very much.
secondly, i finally dont have to do 4am in the morning for at least erm TODAY.
thirdly, i have to redo PI again. sickening.
fourthly, i'm talking to my favvvvv now !

lastly, i hope you guys cheer up yeah.
it was a painful lost but you guys really really did your best.
monday you all bring the game agian to AC.
CHEER UP BROTHERRRR !

features.
sajc vs vjc
thursday FINALS.
break their hearts baybehhh
and my countdown starts today.
one month and a week to common test and school nats.

GO.

2007-05-15T13:32:00.000-07:00

4.32 am man.
its really desperate measures in desperate times.
its a beautiful wednesday morning.
the air is cool, i'm awake and i'm talking to my fav boy in sec school now.
hahahha.
he really cracks me up how i wish i'm not studying now, just slack around.
HMMM.the guys match didnt go too well yesterday.
and today is another GREEEN match.
i know the ruggers will take D GAME to them.
i will be down to support, too important game for all my good friends in rugby.
i'll be in pom poms and short skirt LOL. abel you seee this!
and besides, i am aching terribly.
" i cant move a muscle, i cant pick the phone" haha =)
yesterday's chem test was "IF I PASS I BRING YOU TO AUST FOR FREE"
i see no point studying, not hard enough but at least i studied.
i realised there's answers for chem in the book, its after every exercise.heh
how stupid can i get.
training was tiring and MELISSA is coming to SA !
YAYYYYY ! :D
TJC SHOOOOOOOO.

i'm sorry for being so insensitive.
or maybe i'm tooo sensitive.
heh.

2007-05-14T12:37:00.000-07:00

its 3.38am in the fricken morning.
and i'm uhmm awake for the only purpose.
STUDYYY CHEMMMMMM !
yeah, like what carin says, i study at wonky hours. hahah!
plus i'm using my brother's lappy to update and everything and i cant talk to anyone as oftenly as before.
life sucks without msn la seriously.
&! SA HOCKEY GIRLS WELL DONEEEEE ! seriously it was my first time watching you girls play and you all were awesome baybehhhhh! :D
finally ONE GREEN is down alrdy and its the guys hockey VS another GREEN today at delta and rugby VS yet another GREEN on wed at old police academy.
plus soccer girls VS ANOTHER GREEN AGAIN on SAT !
so we've declared a NO GREEN WEEK THIS WEEK !
green =RJC. hahahaha =)
hose house got released early today because we had to go support the hockey girls.
and i thought wah die la today end at 630. the good news really brighten up my day yo!
but after that i realised mrs tan and dr chua were not in school so we still end at the same time, still a early dismssal. wasted ):
so back to the hockey match.
it was damn damn hot and then i saw the J3 seniors. (i dont know them actually)
but we became friends after the cheering.
one even said i must join house council.
council needs people like ME :D hahaha!
but toooo bad. DSA CANNOT.
amelia was there to cheer for yunjia.
i think Rj as quite gissed off with us yesterday cos whatever cheer they used we just shoot back but NOT OUR FAULT. hahaha we have to defend our school.
one thing we cannot deny is that RJ really has damn hell lots of awesome cheers.
so i had three posters on my hand namely the !mark, FIGHT , SA !
i had to juggle with them but it was damn fun cheering with the J3 and ames la.
"GO SA GO SA GO ! BRING THEM DOWN BRING THEM DOWN !"
after a long long long long time waiting. NIKKI finally went onto the pit !
actualy i didnt see who replaced nut but it was ruth who told me.
she even knew nikki's number.
say, their illicit relationship is strong ! hahah.
then my cheers became "GO SA GO NIKKI !"
was soooo happy to see her on pit.
mellie played damn well, polly, nad,mad were woah !
the last few minutes of the game was damn intensive and very very nerve recking.
cos the ball was near our post but in the end, we WON WON WON ! :D
we stayed for awhile just to let ruth talk to nikki. HAHA.
well, i also wanted to talk to her because ! her chinese got 67(can you believe it?!), ruth 85 (WTH!), me 58 (wahlao eh), benny 58 also (we should flock tgt!haha)
and the funny thing was nikki copied mine and i score lower then her. good job well done la. please repay my kindness on friday kay ! loveeeee <33
so all of them were taking off their shoes around us. i didnt make any coments.
but ruth said she couldnt take it anymore. imagine her in the whiney voice of hers.
damn funnny.
we all rushed home because we had to study for chem. but i went home ate at sleep.
but i set my alarm okay and i woke up. heh.
but my sleep fomr 9pm to 230 was not a peaceful one.
msges keep coming in( i didnt reply). and then calls.
seriously, next time i will just off my phone i WANT TO SLEEP!
and actually i could have just slept but i must be way ahead of ruth! hehezxzx
and i dont want to fail.
and today , tuesday, wil be a good day cos its short ! i end at 2 then its th school gym to do some running and bench stuff then to JL's trng.
and oh. just whn i thought i have finished all my assignments for gp , i'm like finally free and our GPP is done and finalised plus my pi is done.
my load is gone.
now i have time to revise or smthng but we're loaded with lit essays and assignments.
when will all these stop coming man. (and i actually thought life got better. cheh !)

and as i'm typing, i'm talking to sharon (her body alarm is upside down) pls reading notes and attempting TYS questions.
i flipped to back and realised there's no answer sheet to it.
wahlao eh.

2007-05-13T04:14:00.000-07:00

my computer really died on me.
DIED ALRDY. cannot on or anything.
so i'm on my brother's lappy after he had his dosage of DOTA.
he played for like 7 hours la !
and then my slides are stll like half done i need to finish by today.
good thing is i'm done with gp essay, PI and i'm online .
i almost died of agony today hahahaha.
so because my computer died, i may not blog so frequently and come online.
ahh crapppppp.
school ends at 630 on mondays now because there's exxtra lecture slot for H2 lit.
wahlaoooo ehhhhhhhhh.
AND OH ! PE IS CHANGED TO MONDAYS 430to530! CLASSMATES TAKE NOTE KAYYYY !

hokayy.
i still have work staring at me.
so i better get going.
I CANT WAIT FOR FRI AND SAT TO COME.
its gathering with the girls ! YAY ! :D

and i believe the coming week will be a good one (:
PS:// iLOVEyouall!

2007-05-11T06:20:00.000-07:00

i'm in a good mood today. hahah.
i dont feel pissy, i feel light hearted,i feel cool today.
the rain just rocked. so cooling and chapel was goood.
prayed, gave thanks.
and then there was serena around, we were talking about our conversation yesterday.
hilarious, and izzat made it even more uhmmm FUNNY! :D
sooooooo after chapel the class decided to sit in the cc to chill abit.
ruth , izzat, serena, me. we were talking to tengwei.
actually it was more of ruth trying to use her whiney voice to irritate tingwei.
izzat came into the picture,i cant remember what he said but i heard babe.
so tingwei said : " stop disturbing me okay! i'm HOTBABE"
WAHAHHAHAHAHAHH ! the next moment i saw ruth laughing. all of us were'
me : TENNGG-BAPE! not teng-BABE
heheee.
i <33 classmates arog arogggggg !
&! the terror comes again, i have to REDO MY PI AGAIN.
cool anot ? but today i didnt feel pissed.
weird as it seems, but i'm really not i just wahlao eh
and then i sat down and dr chua analysed everything to me.
SO PI. i'm giving it a one last perfect shot. :D
she's lucky that i'm in a good mood today, or else its either a choke slam or pen knife whip out. hahaha.
oh !my penknife is rusty, be careful.
hehee.
i went trng and was very very surprised with my timings.
twin and i did 100 im (1.45 round) we actually completed all ten sets today.
without resting or anything. we followed up okay!
i could do fly sprints below 40 secs. in fact it was eerrr 37 for all sets ?
then back ( dont bother, i cheated :D )
breast, ehhh. the timings were atrocious. (45secs)then ascend haha. damn slow.
free : AHHH. i kicked hard and my legs were not tired. so weird.
i sprinted hard okayyy !
free pull, i kinda slacked cos sarah came and distracted me.
but i'm satisfied with today's trng.

twin is LOVE
good pacer and motivates me alot alot.
xoxo

&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&
bestfriend's place later ! we're gonna study and do work.
so exciting right ! its with her !
what to do ? (:
and she says she wanna run. ARE YOU GIRLS ALL SURPRISED ?

reply to tags !

SHARON : you're seeing me tmrw ! mother's day dinner at gramps place! so mucccch to fill you in please. xoxo.

ATHENA AND FAYYY ! : i'm seeing yawl on sunday. so exciting ! A01 rock the townnnn :D

NIKKI : hahah so do you think you were nice to me today ? we'll go to the zoo soon kay ? follow my plann. yes?

AMELIA! : so how ? miss me anot ? didnt see me for two days. and i searched the net on how to enhance it. you believe ? HAHAH

CHIA BABY! : didnt do it on purpose laaa i had super bad headache plus you cant swim also what right ! heh =)

G : you sure you're a phone call away not ? haha =)

i'm happy today.
LOVVVVVVEEEEEE.

2007-05-10T06:13:00.000-07:00

i feeel so much better today. (:
1) there's no school, i self-decalre.
2) confession yesterday.
3) teacher never call to check on me.
4) i slept alot, at least more than the past three days
5) people are nice to me.
6) i kinda figured out what i should do to improve.
7) i read up all my notes
8) the new bed came
9) i talked on the phone with <33
10)the burning thing subsided.
11) i see nice msges.
12) gary gave pointers for my presentation slides so no more brain dead.

haha thats basically what made things better.
i have very interesting classmates.
we've set up a forum, dont know for what also.
we're cool. YEAH !
OH. there's pw tomorrow, i hope she doesnt throw anything back at us.
because i have a penknife in my pencil case.
i can kill anytime. heh =)

2007-05-09T07:11:00.000-07:00

today was slightly better than the above two days.
i had general knowledge test and chinese test today.
and i thought chinese test was thursday so i didnt read up.
we sorta cheated in the test (nikki and benny) haha you two owe me tehhhhh-penggg !
BUT i need to empahsize that my answers may not be correct and yeah my chinese is not powderful. hahaha.
it was a pissy morning and i want to just say something la.
" MOVE AWAY BITCH. YOU'RE IN THE WAY" like seriously.
GET A LIFE MAKE MORE FRIENDS.
mental skills and parachuted in the pool.
fun fun ?
ben was annoying tho, he knew i was in pissy mood but he just had to rub it in.
but the thing is, its hard to be angry with him.
maybe cos he's a walking joke. HAHA sarah agree ?

&! msn is finally working,so i guess things are starting to pick up ?
and THAT THING IS STILL BURNING.
maybe i just need to scream at someone and whack something, the next person who steps is gonna suffer from my fits. SO REFRAIN OKAY ?

hokay for now, globalisation.
wish me luck for tmrw's presentaion. (:

2007-05-08T07:37:00.000-07:00

SOOOOOOOOOO.
past two days are majorly pissy days. i dont know why but maybe the weather.
and the people. and when i say people its doesnt mean my friends.
it meant THE IDIOTS. yeah, i would like to call them that.
or maybe its just me i just have to find issues with something.
but today was slightly better (SLIGHTLY) cos i met up with bestfriend for dinner.
got to understand some of her stuff and HEYY best.
dont ever give up yeah !its just the starting,everyone's adapting.so take time and dont stress yourself up ! :D and whats more, i'm here to die with you la hehee.
talk in the caf was also quite gross (accroding to nikki la) she thinks amelia and me are gross.
we're not, we're just being opened to the topic.
AND AMELIA. yours also not very big okay. shut up. lol :DD
the weather was still hot hot hot today as hot as someone. haha.
but i had uhmm fun during pe, on the phone, and with the mysterious 7023 !
these are the things that made my day slightly better its not that you guys are not good, its just the burning fire in me i dont know what but its there somewhere.
you guys are awesome la really.
and because i wasnt in school for most of the days last week, i missed out alot on gp and chinese.
GP :ESSAY AND PRESNTATION ON GLOBALISATION. (due on thursday)
CHINESE: ESSAY. (due tomorrow)
and the other notes that i still havent copied la.
i think i'm screwed and all the work plus pi contributed to my outburst yesterday.
I CANNOT TAKE IT ANYMOREEEEE.
like for gp, we're into a new module and i missed out most of the information.
so i was kinda like lost during lesson, i felt stupid that day. i caught nothing and yeah la. TRIGGER POINT 1.
and then my teacher reminded me that i have a presentation due on thursday. TRIGGER POINT 2.
so the day went on, i was quite stressed la with stuff that i heard on sunday. its unpleasant and then so much work to do and catch up on.
PW made it worst.
i submitted my PI again to her and that was my 7th draft. SEVENTH DRAFT.
and then she went " this is not in PI format !redo!"
WAHLAOOOOO EHHHHH. i thought enough is enough la so my anger level flew to the highest level. classmates can testify to that.
i felt like slappng her man she gave me back my previous PIs so i thought it was redundant to keep them so i said you can throw them away.
or quote from bestfriend : " turn into a kingkong and chop slam her"
she didnt want to so she gave it back to me.
okay the next thing i did was bad but haiyah ! angry alrdy !
i tore the PIs. yeah. imagine that.
and actually i was at the verge of tears i'm really damn sick and tired of doing things over and over again when that person is never satisfied.
and i dont understand why SHE can do on mother teresa while i CANNOT.
and she have to bring in class initiated CIP whenn it was DR CHUA initiated CIP.
worst thing is she chose to do it on a CCA day.
whe we didnt want to do it she went like "its so hard to get your class to do anything"
HELLO. your class is like a DSA class and we have CCAs on wednesday.
and she promise things without us knowing LIKE WHEN DID WE AGREE TO IT HUH.
i mean there are like better CIPs that we can plan ourselves when we have time.
at least better than giving out stupid flyers. FREE LABOUR ISIT !
and that was TIRGGER POINT 4.
so i got home determined to get my PI right for the last time.
then my com has to find trouble with me, like i cant sign in MSN because of the firewall thing.
i off-ed the firewall thing, cannot sign in.
so i installed the new MSN and still cannot sign in. (trigger point5)
i resorted to ebuddy and btw, i'm still using it now at this moment.
ebuddy is like my best pal now. NOT.
and the worst of the worst thing happened to me.
that was the end of everything man EVERYTHING.
i couldnt find my latest PI draft in the com, i used all ways to search for it.
it was just not there.
i think i really turned into a kingkong man, !@#$%^&*()
i retyped everything reluctantly.and only finished at like 11plus at night.
and i forgot bout my GP template that was dued today but luckily she let me off because i had valid reason. PI. yeah.
and i finally submitted my PI today i bet she hasnt seen it yet but my mailbox is like flooded with DRCHUA's email. and i tell you I'M NOT READING IT.
i'll prolly get shit again and i refuse to see it lest i get more destroyed.
DELETE DELETE DELETE. roarrrr.
i dont know why, that burning fire is still somewhere in my body and i just cannot find ways to get rid of it.
perhaps one week MC is not enough, maybe i should like fall again heh.
perhaps i should just slit my wrist and die.
soooo sunday meeting was atrocious.
seriously what are the parents thinking man. MERGE WITH PA ?
WHYYYYYY and why does jiaolian have to leave us why why why.
i cant believe YOU actually said something so untrue about jiaolian when what YOUR daughter has today is all like HIS efforts. if you really think that jiaolian is lazy and cant be bothered, YOU can always bring your daughter back to COE. no point coming back to the squad okay. wahlao eh what a dog.
maybe its this issue that has caused all the anger and displeasure.
crap.
i need to shout out loud but i dont know where.ranting here is just not enough laa.
nobody gives me constructive comments.
i have to think and rethink my options and i'm quite sick of it already.
its only tuesday and i'm already in this state. watch me at the end of the week.
i think i will turn red like the devil in the hell hole.

and when i'm in highly irritable mood, please do not come and insult me any further.
you wont like it when i shoot at you.
ohyes, when i show concern,can you be nicer and not insult. #$!$%#^#&^

QUOTE FROM MELLIE AND RUTH : " i'm okay, it just hurts when i breathe"

2007-05-05T17:58:00.000-07:00

since young, i have been telling people that i want a sister at home.
i ask my mummy, why do i not have a sister? can you go make one for me ?(that was when i was young)
i want a sister !
there are many reasons to that okay like for one example.
brothers are IRRITATING. they irritate the shit out of you.
like for my case, they gang up tgt on me everytime.
esp the big one, he thinks he's older than me, he can scold me when my father dont even do that.
he thinks he owns the house and everything cos he's the oldest grandson and son.
he gets everything (no denial to that) so he thinks he's that great.
seriously, if my gramps arent traditional people, i tell you, my brother will be nothing.
AND AND AND
he pokes his frigging nose into my stuff,like yo, you're not my father okay.
what is wrong with you. and the best thing is, whenever he quarrels with his girlfriend, we get all his shit.
whenever i ask for something from my parents, they will agree like yesterday the lappy.
i cannot get over it la we're like OKAY we will get it for you. and the both of them just have to. "DONT BUY IT FOR HER"
BUY FOR WHAT.
wahlao eh ! am i using their money ?
they just cant stand the fact that i'm also getting one and its not like they do not have one.
so i flare up, but i lost cos its two against one. i always lose and i dont nkow why.
thats why i said i need a sister then she will stand up for me.
so form what i know my brothers share their problems with each other.
i'm jealous okay cos i only have my friends to share with or only sharon.
she's my cousin and she's awesome okay !<33
and my mummy, but i cant tell her everything right?
then i need someone to talk to at home also, you cant expect me to keep typing on the screen.
i need someone to be there for when i cry in the night, the scene is just great okay.
and then we can talk bout the lastes fashion in town, share the wardrobe and everything. like the olsen twins. SWEET.
and ohya. i left out one point, brothers are super nice to you when they need your help, they'll be the sweetest things on earth. then after you have helped them,
they become terrors again.
so i have learnt my lesson, i'm never helping them again. PERIOD.

its 6th may today.
i should be happy ((:

SPA tmrw. omgoshhh, the calculations.
heh.

2007-05-04T06:36:00.000-07:00

there's something seriously wrong with my CT.
i handed in my PI today in the fricken morning (james and casey can testify to that)
and then i went to school she wasnt in school and i was told to print and have it endorsed.my com crashed yesterday so i cant frigging print anything out.
so i went to school, ran from third to second,second to third floor just to get a com lab and get my stuff printed.
then third to the first storey then to the bus for bbal game.
i think my back just got worst after the running.
and IREGRETTED RUNNING. cos i did not gain anything.
i got SHITTTTT.
then was physio with amelia it was quite cool talking to her and funny cos daniel was there. and some other sas an sajc people.
karen's rubbings are KILLER and i did some other stuff. now my back hurts even more.
i'm still going training next week no matter what.
at the very most i dont do fly and i go more for physio.
and benny was screaming when she got the rub. damn funny.
i think she almost cried.
and i got the shock of my life when i walked into the physio room
GROSSED OUT MAN. bet you all know what (:
did abit of polo. learned from ivan. hahahha.

i'm annoyed cos i have to redo my PI again.
i hate PW.
and when i said something, i actually mean it.
so dont take it as i'm joking.
later`

2007-05-03T12:54:00.000-07:00

its 3.54 in the fricken friday morning and guess what I'M AWAKE.
& doing my PI.
tell me this is cool and i'm doing a cool thing. heh =)
not like i didnt do it yesterday in the morning but the computer died on me at night
AT NIGHT ! seriously, the computer was trying to be funny.
so i played the switching on and off games, i think i turn it on and off like 10 times.
stil, it refuses to show anything.
hen my brothers were busy on their lappies not with work but DOTA.
what is wrong with guys huh its DOTA that nice ?
guys who game too much are somewhat idiots.
so now i finally got my hands on one of their lappies. oh yes.
PI time.
spiderman 3 with bestfriend yesterday was awesome. and i think most of the slots are like packed. so we ended up sitting in the front 4rows.
it was damn cold inside and smart me,i had a track top with me so i wore it.
& she gave me the "i'm very cold too"look. hahah
i took it off and offered to share with her and she, being ungrateful snatched the whole thing from me and used it for herself.
so we spent like five minutes snatching the tracktop.
and there was this couple beside us staring at us as if we were lesbians.
we are so not okay.
and oh! dinner was also on bestfriend HEHEHE.
my turn to say " wah this meal is damn damn cheap la 1 dollar only"
HAHAHAHAHA.
yesterday was just awesome la spent it with my favorite people. happy.
its 4.13 am now i think i better get going before it hits 5.30am which means,
I HAVE TO GO TO SCHOOL.
and i'm going because there's Math lecture and tutorial plus PW.

later`

2007-05-02T20:39:00.000-07:00

i decided to fully utilise my mc. heh
i went to school yesterday and i only had like one lesson which was math tutorial.
so basically yesterday was a waste of my effort to even go to school;
but seeing the people made me happy, i havent seen them for like a week ! (5days)
and then i got back my PI as weak PI again.
second time alrdy okay i spent so much effort doing it the she wrote and threw it back to me.
now i'm doing it again. TELL ME WHAT IS WRONG.
benny, i totally feel you man.
why is there even PW
roarrrr.

later.

2007-05-02T07:15:00.000-07:00

i saw something damn disgusting in school today
and well, i have never seen a guy like that before.
he redefines GAY i suppose.
IN SAJC GIRLS FBTs how majorly gross is that !
he thinks he fits into school well but actually he's just a misfit
like seriously. since you've nicely features the four of us.
i shall do the same !
like YO, HELLO WHOLE OF SAJC KNOWS WHO YOU ARE TOO !

so you think you're very PRETTY LAAA.
a guy with stupid bangs, and rebonded fringe.
you know how to feature us on your blog i dont know isit ?
act like a frigging bimbo with SAJC GIRLS SHORT.
think you very cool isit ?
and oh please who's shameless and itchy? YOU !
who wants to be jealous of you when we are girls ourselves ?
you wanna be one of us ? yes/no ?
idont mind paying for you to go thailand for sex change. maybe then you'll seek less attention from US. and the rest of the school.
act like you're some bigshot when everyone thinks you're GROSSS.
HATE US FOR ALL YOU WANT. WE DONT LIKE YOU EITHER. PERIOD.

alright. i'm done with bitching check him out.
he's really GROSSSSSSSS.

2007-05-01T04:17:00.000-07:00

I'M UTTERLY DISGUSTED TODAY.

& I HATE DIRTY OLD MAN.

ALL PEOPLE LIKE YOU SHOULD JUST DIE.

PERIOD.

2007-04-29T20:38:00.000-07:00

its a baby's birthday today...
HAPPY 15th SEHHH-RAHH CHIAAAA!
hehehee.ILOVEYOU AROG AROG AH !
its a monday morning and i had a terrible night yesterday.
cooling pad on my head doesnt help at all man.
i'm still down with fever and sorethroat.
i went to the docs again, i think the doctor likes me alot cos i keep going to him.
hehee. so all in all.
4litres of water plus medicine =awesome.
i keep telling myself be glad its not near schoool nats.
BE GLAD.
ya right, leave me feeling so useless at this point of time ELMO WITHOUT THE L.
annoying.
so the song holiday is perpetually stucked in my head
so here goes.
HOLIDAY

When I was younger I used to be wild
As wild as an elephant's child
No one could hold me down
No one could keep me around
Now it's your turn, take a shot
Baby show me everything that you got
Maybe you can keep me alive
Maybe you can get in my mind
But it's only a matter of time
Before I run far away
I need to take a holiday
Maybe it's a fall from grace
I gotta find a new place
A holiday
I'll set off on a new chase
I gotta see a new face
I need to take a holiday

My father, he was always wise
As wise as an elephant's eyes
He couldn't hold me down
He couldn't keep me around
So are you gonna take your shot?
It's the only one that you got
Maybe I'll go out on a limb
Maybe I'll jump in for a swim
When the lights go dim

You know I'll run far away
I need to take a holiday
Maybe it's a fall from grace
I gotta find a new place
A holiday
I'll set off on a new chase
I gotta see a new face
I need to take a holiday
(Need to take a holiday)

Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa

A new start
I've broken too many hearts
And I don't have any clue where to go
I don't know
But maybe I'll be back someday after my holiday

When I was younger I used to be wild
As wild as an elephant's child
And I don't think I'll ever change
I think I'm gonna stay the same

I'll run far away
I need to take a holiday (need to take a holiday)
Maybe it's a fall from grace
I gotta find a new place
A holiday
I'll set off on a new chase (set off on a new chase)
I gotta see a new face
I need to take a holiday

A new start
I've broken too many hearts
And I don't have any clue where to go
I don't know
But maybe I'll be back someday after my holiday

All of the wasted time
The hours that were left behind
The answers that we'll never find
They don't mean a thing tonight

this song is the love <33

and i'm taking my short holiday now.
heh.

2007-04-29T02:50:00.000-07:00

its the weekends and uhmmm it has been catching up with sleep for me ?
yesterday was college play and it was rather boring i would have rather gone for the concert band instead.
it was dinner at newyork newyork with the people and we had a good laughing session.
esp when ruth was damn high and her taekwondo card. LAUGHS i tell you.
i had quite a difficulty walking and they had to slow down just for me.
i'm sorry hokay hokay ?
OHHHH.
i had my virgin experience with the wheelchair.
COOOL ANOT ? yes/no?
then the doc was like bend forward, lift up your legs.
tell me where is painful.
good thing was i still can bend to a certain extend, but bad thing is,
i have to do an XRAY.
double coolness. heh.
then he told me to be back on tues and ermm ice my back every now and then.
and i'm awarded with one week MC form schoooooool. even cooler.
the holiday song can in hand man, i have a holiday now but i think i will still go to school on certain days cos i will be missing out on alot alot.
and i'm down with flu cough fever,38.6,sore throat. and its the time of the month also.
maybe that explains why i have no appetite yesterday
and i'm in long sleeved,pullover, long pants and i'm still freaking cold.
no air con no fan, and sunny weather outside.
i'm colddddddd and its queer.
there's spa prac tmrw its the last one before exams.
should i go to school ?
cos tmrw i have to do alot of climbing. like chem prac 4th floor, GP first floor, pw fourth floor.lit first floor.
wahh too muchhh. but then again i hate to miss lessons. heh.

before i decide again.

IMISSYOUUUUU.

2007-04-27T05:25:00.000-07:00

my day has been a pissy one.
maybe its just because of the pain that made me who i am today.
but i really wanna thank everybody for their TLC today.
esp the CLIQUE.
benny for the salonpas and offering to carry my bag when you're also injured. <33
ruth for carrying my big and heavy bag and buying food for me <33
nikki for carrying my bag also and leaving seats for me.<33
mellie for saving seats for me <33
and people who gave up their seats for me and sending well wishes to me.
plus all the messages. THANK YOU ALL.
you all make me feel so LOVED. really.
school would have been difficult without all of you.
and seriously i think sa should spend money on building a life in the school compound for injured people.
i think 10% of the people are injured, broken legs,knee injury,back injury and what not.
i green slipped today cos i couldnt take the pain anymore.
afternoon was all nice
and this year is a bad year for SA.
hofefully the swim team will achieve results this year.
for those who feel disappointed, cheer up okay ?
there's always next year to show what we're made of.
we'll always be UP AND ON and not down and off alright ?

i hope i recover soon.
God Bless.

ps// ILOVEYOU ALL ! [[:

2007-04-26T05:56:00.000-07:00

i finally declare myself disabled.
my day was okay until like just now after training at the Toa Payoh Pool at round 6.35pm.
i went into the SSA room, jiaolian wanted to talk to me bout my stroke.
so after talking, i was walking out of the room, feeling satisfied with his comments.
then, I SLIPPED AND FELL ON THE BLOODY FALL, ON MY BLOODY BACK AND MY TWO BLOODY WRISTS.
the next thing i knew was i was lying on the floor with 3mins of silence, in great pain. i think almost fainted cos of the pain, i was numbed.
then jiaolian went "WOI WAH." he laughed.wahlao eh.
he thought i was faking it. dorkkkk.
so later on he helped me up and i tell you. as i'm typing this post now,my fingers are moving and my wrists hurts. one of my bones are popping out. POPPING OUT.
POPPING OUT POPPING OUT. WTP.
and as i'm leaning my back against the chair, my back hurts. like crap.
so i went out of the room walking to the pool side to chia and jinhui.
both of them went OMGGG and laughed. you see this kinda friends heh.
their laughter were so contagious that i couldnt help but laugh.
its confirmed that i fell on my pelvis bone AGAIN.
i injured that place last time and now.
we went back to the room, i lied on the message bed asked them to massage for me.
and chia had to play and massage my thighs. -.-
pain you knowwwwww.heh.
love youuu still (:
AND.
i'm feeling very pissy now and i want to swear !
F.U.C.K
this kinda thing just suck la. i'm like reaching and peaking to my form and this kinda things just have to happen to me.
what the balls what the pong !
*&^$*&^*(%^!(@%&)& !
and abel says physio will be out for the game so i guess i'm screwed.
mummy just rubbed for me. and she's like AGAIN.
heh.
PI is ruining my brain cells to the max and the pain is annoying.
i might just pon school tmrwww.

PAIN.
and i feel like crying.

2007-04-24T06:10:00.000-07:00

its tuesday and bestfriend went back to wgs with mel without calling meeee.
how crushing is that ! ):
so anywayy these two days have beeen okayy so far considering that i had more than 4 hours of sleep for two days ?
better than last week. hahahaha.
SOOOoooo, monday was good with the clique !
ruth was having a major BF from morning till like class was over for the day.
all because the LRT broke down in the morning and she had to rush to school blah blah blahh.
it was scary seeing her having BF cos it was more of hilarious than scaryyy.
and NIKKI brought doughnuts from doughnut factory for us !
so sweeet right, but then again, she's mean she keep threatening us with her doughnuts.
but all's goos cos we dug out the DARKEST SECRETS OF RUTHHHHH.
6months 6months. :DD
i cant remember what happened next but all i knew was i poured out my emotions to benny and i didnt go for trng. tauhuay was cool cool.
thank you benny !
then today !
the highlights when we were slacking in the sc bithcing bout the FCCB. hahaha.
and then trying to put nikkki and ruth tgt and ruth got hit in the nose and she teared.
hahaha mee pok and i didnt go to the gym today cos it was not available.
to training and i slept on the massage bed cool 1.5 hours of sleep in the room with eva. hehee.
training was okayyy and tmrw there's trails.
hopefully my knee will be nice to me and lemme do a good timing.
peaceeeeee.

HEY YOUUU ! GET WELL SOON ! <33
pspsps // sarah !i think eva is in love with brendan.HAHAHAH

!!!

2007-04-22T02:29:00.000-07:00

there's a few more hours till its monday.
monday spells no sleep and training plus tutorials.
woah life will get so so so so interesting man. like WHAT A JOKEE.
so today was basically spent in the lib with joanne,shirley and meimei!
its been long long since i last saw them and we caught up with alot if stuff.
all three became prettier man. esp meimei! :D
i hope chem didnt kill joanne and she better do the homework i've set for her.
JOANNE YOU SEE THIS. DO YOU WORK PLEASEEEE.
i'll sms and bug you (:
okay because i slept early yesterday at like 10plus 11.its considered early for me way early foe me.
so i received alot of msges from people. sorry i only read it this morning !
and i didnt know shirley booked the library room already till this morning so i had to forgo the tanning session with bestfriend and jia.
i felt bad okay cos i already promised them that i will go but i backed out half way.
so i err offered to treat them lunch as compansation!
SO they had kfc and they couldnt stop whinning about the fact that i actually backout halfway.
these two idiots are out to take advantage of me man. really.
we went to look for lappy after their FREE MEAL or meal that only cost like 1 dollar.
wahlao eh. next sat i got tann/ CONFRIM GO. no more FREE LUNCH for you two anoying people.
then best was like "if i were you i wouldnt even mention about compansating with lunch"
i sat down and think then i was like "YA.why am i so stupid"
GO AHEAD AND LAUGGHHHHHH.
and then we rode home with me riding best, she's very cheeky and annoying.
we rode jia's piyo piyo bike and i dont know how to reall control it so it was quite unstable and bestfriend had to hold on to my waist.
'm sensitive i swayed around and she had to constantly tease me.
i bet she wants to fall down badly man. RIGHT!

i had two phones in my hand today and msges cant stop running in i'm tired of msgin man! my fingers are frigging tired and my bill is so gonna rock.mummy isint gonna be pleased. hahahahah.
my batt(s) are running low.
my energy is also running low.
so that means i must go and nap now. heheee.

fatty.
iheart (:

SHOULD I CUT BANGS OR SLANT ?
COMMENTS PLEASEEEEE (:

2007-04-21T04:55:00.000-07:00

SUP !(:
firstly.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO LEISHER,YEOYEO,SERENE AND DEBORAH!
LOVE YOU ALL SO MUCCCHHHH!
my days have been going UPanddown. i dont know why i keep getting mood swings and its getting worst than before.
maybe its due to insufficient sleep, pain in the knee (sucks totally i tell you) the cracking and the feeling of joint shifting is HORRIBLEE., STRESSSS.
sometimes really, i really just wanna sit down and stone and do nothing the entire day.
but i dont have the chance to,i have to take off time for everything except myself.
its like i'm living for everything else other than myself. heh
so today, we had our CIP at east coast, saw alot of familiar faces and even saw TWINTWIN! she swam well man so cheers to that! :D
and i want to comment that i hate working under people who are younger than me esp when they're like 2 frigging years younger than you. EG : my IC for today.
he was being an total irresponsible IC la like in the morning we were supossed to repot and get our breakfast.
he was already signed in but nowhere to be found at the reporting area
we had to call and ask around where he was. so, at that point of time i was feeling frigging hungry.by the way it was 11plus in the morning alrdy and before that i was complaning to G how tired and hungry i was and i was going to have a BF i swear.
NOT ENOUGH SLEEP AGAIN.
so, ben was nice la he offered his box of beehoon to me. and the beehoon they ordered for us were like RUBBER. so hard to chew and tasteless. it only taste nicer when eaten with chilli. but overal it still sucked.
BUT,i finished the whole thing cos i was damn damn hungry but i wasnt happy.
so i sulked the whole day la.
so we reported back to the swim end he called me and asked where i was.
i told him we were at the swim end and he was like WHERE IS THE SWIM END.
wahlao eh, you tell me la sriously,what kinda ic is that.
first he's late, second he dont know where the stations are, third when he came and he didnt even apologise. what a dog la.
by that time i was alrdy pissed with the mossies there and the hot weather.
i was sweating sweating and sweating. sweating non stop.
thats why the anger. PLUs NOT ENOUGH sleep.
i have to emphasize on the NOT ENOUGH SLEEP because really, i only have an average of 4 hours of sleep this week. i hate the alarm clock,i always wake up in the morning cursing it,cos it ranged and that means i have to go to school and cannot sleep longer. heh.
long hours under the sun left me with burns and a tanner face plus tann lines the the landyard.
tmrw there's tanning again with bestfriend and jia.
i bet they're gonna like gang up on me and call me FLAT again.
like i said, "SMALL IS BEAUTIFUL" haha dont laugh!
and bestfriend, this is not the way to treat me okay ! you BUGTOOTH OOPSS.=X
tuition with joanne then its selfrevision for me. hahahaha.
i'm studious arent i ?
yesterday was good because i spent time with all my beloved people.
NEWYORK NEWYORK with them was damn hilarious.
we behaved like we've never talked in our whole life and they had fun making fun of the waiter there.
one word. we were uhmmm basically acting like moroons.
so we were fooling around as usual, bestfriend and jia ganged up on me.stupid arses.haha
we got fooled by py and xh okay ! tricked us into going to the highest level when the shop was closed.
we tried to fool them back but failed cos the man being a kaypo told them we actually went up. WTH.
we decided to silent attack them, by smacking their _ _ _ _ _. insert word there.haha
then i managed to la but i failed to run away cos i banged into this indian woman holding hands with her child
i knocked my head on her forehead not her child.
but she was like "AIYOH PLAY PLAYPLAY children here okay pain you know"
my first reaction was of course say sorry la.
then he kept rambling so i ran away to reduced the embarasement.
xh was telling me that the woman was pissed.
and then i told her "wah i think my forhead is damn dirty now la.bang into her head so smelly oily and got dandruff."
xh: racist !
hahahahahaa. sorry la but i am i think she is too right ! :D
POOL and aiyah i always lose and i was having headache i only remembered i reached home around 1 plus and slept roun two plus woke up at7plus today.
by alarm and G's call.
samw thing again.
WHY WAKE ME UP. ANNOYING.
did i mention?
liyan's name appeared on NEWYORK NEWYORK'S menu.
name JIGGY PIGGY ! HAHHAHHAHAH.
i gave her that and everyone started calling her that.
i'm in for deep shit man, she's gonna pour her bowl of noodles at me ! (inside joke) HAHAHAHAH.
i have been swaring alot these days all thanks to sharon tan.
8out of 10 sentences she has a swear word .
i needa to more quiet time in the morning to keep myself holy.
and emily was showing off to me that she made it to the under 14 team.
so congrats ! i'm happy for you although i' jealous HEHEE
so now i'm done with this post, i'm gonna sleep.

ilovemy girlfriends, bestfriend,swimteam,sarah,the clique,07A01,07S16 and youuuuu.

and i dont want monday to come.

2007-04-19T05:37:00.000-07:00

its a mother's birthday today,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY ! <333
i can see that she is very pleased with the surprise HEHEE.
and cake from awefully chocolate was awesome.

iheart. <33

2007-04-18T04:38:00.000-07:00

i'm so tired today ! and its VERY tired.
imagine this, i only have a total of 6 hours sleep for the past two days.
sleep is so so so so so so not enough ! i just feel like whinning!
people like mellie,xinyu,gillian and weikang. sleep as early as like 930 at night !
what is this man and then they will rub in in the morning.
"i slept at 930 yesterday but i'm still tired"
wahlao eh SHUT UP LA. i only have 3 hours of sleeep! show me TLC not show off how much sleep you have !
however so, the people around me really made my day.
like the clique ! although our breaks are spent in the library, we still have lots of fun !
like today, we (the clique plus ruhan) we were attempting to do lit but somehow we ended up laughing hard because SOMEONE FARTED LOUDLY IN THE LIB !
and that girl was ASLEEP! seriously it was damn hilarious because i thought it was mellie who farted and then she showed me the innocent look all of us turn and the girl who was sleeping actually farted. how retarded! it was non stop laughter for like 6minutes! no bull !=)
and was lit we had to act out the scene and it was damn entertaining.
benny will load the vid of ruth later on.watch laugh and die hokay! hahah.
i think lit is the only lesson that all of us really enjoy. heh (:
then it was meeting the bestfriend time ! seriously ah. she is as lame as gillian.
i think both of you should just hold hands and make friends.
so we went back to school but the teachers are either busy, sick or went home alrdy
so it was kinda like a wasted trip back then we decided that we should sakae! hahah
we decided to have a competition, WHO CAN STUFF THE MOST FOOD.
loser : SALMON WITH AROG AROG OF WASIBI!
but in the end the bet was called off cos she couldnt beat me and i couldnt stuff anymore food.
she tkae three more plates, i also take three more and i was already leading like three plates alrdy
BESTFIREND AH. BEAT THAT! HEHEE
and after the whole thing both of us wanted to shit and vomit.
too full alrdy and we wasted food but this time we were smart we hid the sushi into the bowl under the udon. hahah smart smart ! :D
then i attempted to put the untouched sushi back to the conveyor belt and suddenly i saw the staff opposite i got a shock and i slipped it back in front.
its really damn hilarious. hahaha
then was UHM CREATE A SONG TO SELL 3 PACKETS OF TISSUES FOR ONE DOLLAR!
listen to her version man. SURE LAUGH AND DIE !hahaha
you rock la friend!
oh did i mention, her skirt is shorter than mine
wahlao eh wanna act sexy only la you. hahaha. above five fingers okay!
NO WONDER YOUR PRINCIPAL SAYS YOU'RE TOO MUCH. HAHAHA.
and she carry her bag damn girly okay its not the normal her! haha.
settled home and did friend test i created one also so go
http://www.truefriendtest.com/friendtest/256002

DO THE TEST! HEHEEE.
i scored full marks for weikang's test
90opercent for FAYFAYFAY!
and UHMMM. 20percent for bestfriend? SHIT.
she scored lowly for mine also
and her comment was "friend lar friend, you're not any better"
wahlao eh.
hahahahaha

ilovebestfriend! =)

STOP LAMING LA CASEYYYY. CHEAT. :D

2007-04-17T06:20:00.000-07:00

havent been online properly for days.
alot of things happened,good and the bad.
so whats been happening baybeh ! =)
yesterday was super slack i did something wrong again so i guess i owe darrell another cup of tehpeng !
training was tiring but on a brighter note, my aerobics are back !
plus jiaolian said my strokes are better than last year. wah damn happy.
but sprint sets make me pissed, the timings are like 42,43,44,45.
its supossed to be descending but i'm ascending.
i needa work on my last 10m of my swim man. heh.
and then chia baby came ! YAY. that chopsticks, alot to share and i caught up with the lastest happenings in the pool.
like why and how jiahao punched a hole in the hotel room door and he paid 4000pesos for that. how retarded. HAHAHAHA.
and who's on their 'B'list !woah the most unexpected person that chia has really surprised me.
CHIA ! relax kay ! you still have me me me to loveee youuu.
people who flirt too much will just die and rot off.
not worth getting upset over it kay !you're better than that you sexy girl!
<333 !
then today's tha happening season day in sa.
hockey, tennis.
all did well and i hope nicole is feeling better now.heh.
CASEY TAN I THINK AC STILL SUCK TO THE MAX.
ESP BIMBOS WHO CANT PLAY BALL. HAHA.
you're an SAINT you know. how can you support AC.
AC SUCKS.
PERIOD! =)
BENNY AH ! please take care of your back also.
and i'm so sorry i keep walking fast fast and fast i keep forgetting that you're injured!
classes were damn boring today because the clique had to go for their games.
then me and benny different combis so i had to go CSE and CHEM lec myself all by myself okay!then goh fang fang pon school.
i come she dont come , she go i dont go. what is this man.
bet she's avoiding me. HEHEEE. fret not i'll PDA with her in lec again tmrw :D
physio was damn entertaining with jorain and andrew nicole and guanghao. plus jasmine and me.
i did another 5k RUN TODDAY! AND ERM THE SWIM BENCH.
its something like stretchcords but better than that.
i did so much till i feel that my shoulders are expanding now, ohboy this is bad bad and bad. but for strength,what to do ?
YES I FEEL FIT TODAY AND ITS DAMN FIT.
mrs chan called and told me chior got bronze. quite disappointing but other schools who have always been getting gold got bronze also think there's something with the judge. i promised to bring her and judith chocs hopefully endorphin will make them happy !=)
cant wait to get back to wgs tmrw,kinda miss the teachers there. not MISS THIA of course. if i see her i'll prolly just shun her or maybe better stare.oopss.
so when i got home,first thing on the com, print stuff and do PI.
and i think i'm damn smart cos i didnt save my last PI draft now i have to redo. WTHHH and i actually thought i saved it what is happening man !
and i have two lit essays to do. one was due last thur but i was absent.
and cse, all thanks to my friend,procrastination.
procrastination is my bestfriend !hahaha.
then james suddenly popped out and erm said. "you look like you can help me with my homework"
so being nice i helped, guess thats the wonder of msn huh you can still ask your friends to help you do your homework even when you're like worlds apart,like in aust.
LOL.
i'm nice what to do ? (:
for all who are wondering what song is relaxing,
try QUANDO,QUANDO,QUANDO by nellyfurtado and micheal bubble!
its really soothing and damn good when you're stressed and piled with heaps and heaps of work.
and also uhmm. cleansing for the soul ?
whatever you want to rate it. i give it a 8out of 10 la. haha.

and i just realised how screwed i am now.
LIT essay due tmrw, still undone.
PI- REDO cos i didnt save my previous one.
i swear its annoying and retarded.
its 10.46pm in sg and close to 1 am in aust ?
hahah GOOD JOB WELL DONE.
we'll all have late night today. hahaha.

and i hope bestfriend will be able to zhao from her sports day.
guards guards, please do not lock the gates !

2007-04-14T19:43:00.000-07:00

15th april spells something.
HAPPY BIRTHDAYYYYYY CASEY RAFAEL TAN JIN HAN. :DD
big boy already, please learnt how to behave yourself.
be more daring !
SAY HELLO TO INSECTS/FLIES?CRAWLIES AND HORROR MOVIEES !
hahahah (:

yesterday was a productive day i guess?
it was spent with the darlings !
we went to queensway to get our FBTs and wahlao eh the sizes are all so disorientated.
had a hard hard time looking for the desired sizes.
then was vivo to get my tops.
i didnt manage to get the one that both me and gill thought was nice bestfriend was like "EEEEYER LOOK AUNTY LA"
crushed is the word man, so in the end i settled with another one.
next time i should bring her to shopping cos whatever i think is nice, she'll go against me.hahaha.
i cant wait for next sat ! :D and also fri !:D
bet xinyu and gillian are looking forward to friday also. they like the part my money flying away from me.heh.
basketball was also good, some guy's nose bled so much la.
the white towel eventually became red towel that was how bad it was.
we settled down, and it was talk time with bestfriend.
got to understand so many stuff.
left me to think think and think. emo beeemoooo.
sometimes i really wish that there's 48 hours a day,so that i have time for everyone
so no one feel left out/neglected/abandoned.
sometimes i wish i dont have so many commitments so that i dont have to commit into anything. then i'll have time for many other things.
sometimes i think i shouldnt have gone to SAJC i should have gone to IJC or YJC.
sometimes i think i should just stop making friends,i want to forget the world and be selfish.
sometimes i wish all can stand in my postition and try to understand the situation i'm in. i have been leading this kinda no life-life for like the past two years.
school,training,school training. it has always been like that I HAVE NO LIFE geddit?
sometimes maybe,i shouldnt have ever joined swimming and stay in choir and sing my whole life away, maybe i'll be happier.
sometimes i wished that my cousins are not in topschools so that the pressure in the family wont be so intensed,or should i say CAN YAWL DROP OUT OF YOUR SCHOOL or dont study so that there's no competition on who's smarter and who's not. who's in top school and who's NOT.stop being so clever !
sometimes, i want to explain and talk things out.
I'M NOT LIKE HER.i really am not.I AM NOT AND I'M SO NOT.
i try my best to be at everything that has been organised.
sometimes i wished i am an irreponsible person,i do things as and when i feel like it i dont want any aims in life,forget studies forget everything sit down rot and waste my life away.
we're all in different institutions, there ought to be differences at one point or the other. you say the bond is strong, truth is, it was never strong. we hide our misery and thoughts, face each other with a facade.
i feel left out at times too, cos we're not in the same genre in the first place,i tried to fit in and i succeeded,now that we're in different places and the drift is up again.i dont understand your things and you dont understand mine.
we're trying to make each other happy,thats all.
try try try and try, we will all die trying. and when the effort is made, sometimes, we just cant have both of the worlds.something/someone has to sacrifice.
THE WORLD IS NEVER FAIR
we cant manupilate it, we have to live with it.
sometimes,i wish we wounldnt have to separate at all.
and i dont wanna get separated,i really do not want to.
i want time for myself, for all of you, for you,for everything.
do i have to blame jc ?
do i have to blame my family/cousins ?
do i have to blame the world for being so unfair ?
do i have to blame God for giving us so much things and so little time?
OR
do i only have myself to blame ?

will anyone lie with me and forget the world ?
quit your perceptions of me being the way you all thought i would be.
cos i'll never be like her,i never will.
i treasure you guys too much,so much so that i know i will never ever do that.
PERIOD.
<333

GILLIAN LEE, muthusamy tongtong (:

2007-04-13T20:21:00.000-07:00

its saturday !it spells shopping shopping ! (:
okay yesterday was friday the 13th. it wasnt that bad except some minor stuff happened to me.
hahaha. and i swear they are damn silly.
school as usual, gillian lee was late la.
waited for her like 20minutes before she came -_-!
i went to school and my very lovely clique said they missed me alot when i wasnt in school.
hehee i feel so loved ! (:
chapel was really fun with the skit but i cant stand that girl.she was totally acting bimbo and her voice was damn ear piercing.
hokay then we went to eat and the first tragedy strucked.
i was eating horfun and it slipped from the chopsticks landed on the plate and the gravy landed on my blouse.
i had dotties on my blouse la, feels good to be retro for the day man. HAHA.
math lecture was fun because ruth and i were scandalizing and PDA-ing in the lec hall.
nikki was jealous i think haha WERE YOU NIKKI !?!
RUTH IS SUCH A FLIRT LAAA. (:
we went for the everyday-cant-be-missed tauhuay indulge it was pouring so badly that we cant go back to school for ME.
HOKAYYY ! training here i come.
seriously i was so on for training because sarah told me she was going but eventually she did not cos she was sleeping and did not pick up my call.
wahlao eh ! SARAH CHIA ! how many donkey times have you cheated me ?
add your fingers and toes and your body cells also not enough okay. haha.
took the keys and took my gears
i took out my shoe bag and to my amusement, i only saw B_ _ and PANT_ _ _
(fill in the blanks using your creativity HEHE)
i got a shock and i went around looking for costumes but i couldnt find any.
really a waste of time going yesterday . friday the 13th. what to do.
but the good thing about yesterday was that i didnt see any cats !Amen !
and i met up with bestfriend and girls for badminton.
i stripped bestfriend off her queen title and i was the champion yesterday.
call me PRO YO !
they mahjong-ed i watched and i dozed off in the midst now i'm online before i go out again.i told benny i will do my PI and hand in on monday!
MOTHER TERESA I'M GONNA FEATURE YOU !LOVELOVE. lol.

RUTH GAVE ME A RING.

and she loves me <333

people are falling sick after asean.
all PHILIPPINES' fault.
hehee

2007-04-11T21:14:00.000-07:00

yesterday night was the worst ever after the last one in feb.
but everything's okay now, i mean i'm okay now.
its 12.16 in the noon and guess what
I SELF DECALRE HOLIDAY TODAY ALONG WITH CHLOE AND FAY.
cool cool.
i attempted to study just now okay.
did a bit of stuff then when i flipped through math and tried to do it.
my first question took me like 20minutes to solve it.
and in the end i got it wrong.
i felt so demoralised tehn i went on to mol for chem.
i took another 20minutes to complete one whole question.
in then end still wrong
what the pong la. shut the books and i'm on the com now.
sometimes i really feel that i'm god damn stupid i cant get anything right.
maybe i really shouldnt have gone to science, arts sees a better future.
now i'm stucked wahlao eh what if i get retained again ?!
i seriously need to seek solace in something man.

i'm going for meet the robinsons now and killer training later.
i feel fit today. (:
later.

2007-04-11T06:09:00.000-07:00

i'm feeling very confused and angsty now.
one moment i hear this, the other moment i hear that.
will you please make yourself coherent so that i can get a clearer picture of whats happening.
no point keeping me in suspense or in the dark.
i will eventually find out someday smoehow. i need someone who can be honest to me and NOT LIEEE.
its very annoying when you trust someone and he breaks the trust.
ANNOYANCE TO THE MAX MAX MAX.
oh and did i mention?
once you break my trust you will never ever get it back.period!
worst case, i will never talk to you again.
i dont know what to do, i'm trying to make things work out to the best
but it doesnt seem to work out,if i have to try try try
i will die trying.

trip to the parliment house was fun and we watched the real thing.
i'm gonna go there like again,its interesting
and ruth was acting retarded as usual,singing her westlife.
GET OVER THEM MAN. they're out of times !omg.
SA WON CJ as expected.
cjc ruggers are sore losers, they are man.

I'M NOT HAPPY.
who says i dont have a emo side ?
sarah i need you . ):

2007-04-10T06:16:00.000-07:00

i feel so proud of myself today !
i ran 10rounds the track today with nut,mellie and nikki.
didnt feel tired after the run cos it was at normal pace.
i wanna burn fats thats why. hahaha.
nut and mellie lapped us man. so fast.
and then i went trng 6k trng okay!
i completed it so today's total is like 10k worth of training feel as if i lost one kg today.
or no myabe i have alrdy lost 1kg. HEHEE.
got scolded by mr lee for not doing china studies goh fang fang la!
told us it was due on thurs. -_- haha.
then breaks were spend in the sc.
tell me why i love my classmates man.
they're simply too fun and cool.
SAJC VS CJC tmrw. RUGBY!
cant wait for the match and the learning journey i reckon it will be fun fun fun.

i feel neglected today.
ask me why.

RUGGERS !
UP AND ON ! (:

2007-04-09T05:23:00.000-07:00

tuesday is coming in like 4 hours time.
how time flies. i got through the day just like that.
we're having mock sap test next monday and we're the first class to do it.
wth cant get tips or anything. dorkkk.
and anyway we're also erm not ready to take the test? the titrating part is okay.
its the calculations that is the problem. i promised myself i will attempt the questions today which is later at night.
i dont wanna die man! college is so killing me/us/everybody.
i mean its fun to have nice classmates but its not nice to have heavy subjects.
at certain times i really feel like i should just drop college and move on somewhere which is less stressful, but i've gone so far to get a place there. all the more i shouldnt right.
i dont think i'm a poly person anyway. i will be like a social misfit there. lol.
school was fun during the breaks today. nikki and ruth the scandalous pair.
ruth confessed her undying love for mellie but there's no reciprocal for that.
like how anthony in the shakespear's play confessed his love for cleopatra.
YAY SEE. I KNOW MY TEXT !
TOO BAD RUTHHH. then she was msging again so me being me, tease her la.
"ruth are you msging your boyfriend ?""do you have a boyfriend?"
HEHEHEEE. ruth dont tease me again okay i'll use it on you everytime you msg! (:
lit was fun cos nikki and ruth sat apart. domestic tiffs man.
MRS OKAY was kinda blur with whats happening but its all hilarious.
we're the cool class okay, beat that!
then i erm. skipped pw for today i feel bad but i'm gonna pon pe tmrw to go trng.
i havent gone for a long time and i cant train on wed. so that is bad man.
i needa train train train. gill and my aim :DD
casey and tanya are in the same camp HAHA HELLO ARE YOU TWO GETTING ALONG WELL THERE.

hokay training tmrw i cant wait to see all the swimmers! and of course my gifts!

chinese studies, gp, chem.
shoot me-

2007-04-08T06:20:00.000-07:00

its 8th of april today and it marks my 4th year anniversary with
G G G G G GILLY WILLY LILY XINNNNNN !
and also not forgetting its her BIRDY DAY today! <33
today is totally gillian's day cos i spent my day with her.
total funn-ness yo! agree G?
shopping and shopping and made G happy happy.
she got her top and her bag.
not dorothy perkins' bag but some bag from MEL in tangs.
she was ranting after she saw someone carry the bag that she wanted haha gillian GET OVER IT LAAA.
so, we went into all the shops to sshop for clothes.
and i've drawn out my shopping list and gillian is gonna shop with me again next week.
so looking forward to it and bet she is la she'll be getting her fondue treat.
we'll also be looking forward to 21st april!
weikang's gonna being us to his hometown to let us do our shopping.YAY.
cheap cheap stamp stamp chop chop ! (:
then i saw this bag but its the only piece there and its dirty.
seriously if it wasnt dirty i would have bought it straightaway
and now i have to settle for another one. eeeyerrrr.
and i hope dorothy perkins will still have that handie i want! cross fingers!
so basically today is highhhhh day cos we doing what we like.
and gillian is damn lame. and i know what she wants to say.
"i'm NOT I CAN WALK OKAY!"
whatever la G. hahaha.
then she told me bout this song in initial D and i told her i didnt watch it.
so you know what she said ?
" you didnt watch it you CLOCK IT !"
wahlao ehh damn lame please i almost died in the bus. hahaha.
one more
ME :" i bet shar also cant stand you right. too lame alrdy"
G: "no la she dont stand me she SIT on ME."
so - - - - - - - G !

and the both of us are so dead now, we havent done our work yet.
we have to burn midnight oil together alrdy.
its been 4 good years with you girl!
really love the times we had,like talking crap and all.
although your lameness kills me at certain times,i still love you all the same!
yay shopping trip with you again shopper!
and i hope you had enjoyed your day or no ! OUR DAY !<33

love you many many X infinity worhzxZxz.

hokay need to get back to work now.

2007-04-05T06:01:00.000-07:00

its the last day of school for the week !!
feels so heavenly cos its the lonnnggggg weekendddd !
day has been long long and long.
even longer for benny, to the extend that i have to smuggle in sandwich for her to eat during class. all our timetable's fault.haha.
chinese was good today cos mdm huey had to leave early for doctor's appointment.
wass soo happy till she threw some worksheets for us to do.
wahlao eh, i really hate chinese la, i copied everything.
chinese is so not my thing now la maybe i should start flipping the chinese dictionary and learn some proverbs or something.
and we heard some good news!
mdm wong is retiring in june so we wont get her for math in term 3
say HORAYYY to that! HAHAH.
everybody was damn happy to hear that man, like no more her = good math results.
gp got better cos i made new friends there and miss zhou told me i can move back to main stream alrdy! WAH DAMN HAPPY.
she said my essay was damn good and i didnt deserve to be in that class.
wahahhaa. but erm. i'm not moving back i decided not to cos there's nerissa, jernna.
china scholar arent that bad either!they look up to me alot.
feel important in class hahaha. so china is not that bad alrdy !
and there's a presentation for me to do on globalisation.
which is due in three weeks time, i'm doing it alone okay.
and PI to be handed in on monday.
HOW TO GO OUT SIAAAAA !
long weekend like no weekend like that sacrifice for gilly homework dyan and (:
pooor me laaa. heh :D
i sprained my lil finger during pe today thanks to india scholar mohit.
and it hurts like crap now.

oh and i msged the girls out for chat session tonight.
none can make it, disappointing man
bwah
!@#%^#%^#% only bestfriend and scandal can make it.
what it this man. some complain we're not that close anymore
now got stuff also dont wanna turn up and some never reply.

school and trainings are tiring. i have one 4 hours of sleep a day.
making me annoyed easily and tired.
books and tutorials can kill and its silently killing me.
things get better when you know you have friends who care.
classmates, iloveyouall !
thanks for making school less draggy (:

and since its easter, i had hot cross bun today.
felt so kindergarden-ish.
which then again leds to me this;
hot cross buns, hot cross buns,
one a penny two a penny,
hot cross buns.

sounds familiar?
<33

2007-04-04T07:02:00.000-07:00

chinese is annoying and the teacher is just as annoying.
was so annoyed by both today man.
training was ehh slack tmrw also quite slackk.
so this post is dedicated to those who are flying off tmrw!

HELLO ALL HAVE A SAFE TRIP AND BEAT YOUR PBs.
have fun there although i'm not going.
no coming to my room and having random slipouts and games.
i hope yawl wont get kidnapped by the people there.
hehee.
till tue do i see you people! <333

2007-04-03T05:47:00.000-07:00

day has been bad bad bad.
i'm soooo accident prone today.
twisted my ankle when i was on my way to china.
i wasnt paying much attention to the surroundings cos i was thinking of somethings.
then OUCHHHH. good job well done.
lessons were practically boring but one thing to be happy about is i finally got the shell thingy. like finally.
it was soon cse we werent very excited about it cos we didnt complete our tutorial.
and who knows the teacher didnt even touch on the tutorial.
total waste of time trying to complete it one hour before lesson.heh.
all of us, nikki,mellie,ruth gohfangfang we were looking forward to tauhuay.
that made me happy! (:
so it was laughing time for us at tauhuay shop because ruth was acting bimbo.
and i hope she and adele makes the bball team, then only will we get our free sakae treatttt! HEHEEE.
training today was bitchh. lil but tiring because all were sprint sets.
ALL SPRINT SETS NO LONG DIST OR ANYTHING.
JUST SPRINTS.
i think i died at the IM set, 1.45 round.
it was literally touch and go sprint and die. heh.
28times 50 sprints. WOAHHH. main stroke.
died again. i felt light on the water today prolly cos i lost weight? (I HOPE!)
so i thought i could swim fast today who knows the timings were all like poooo.
like when i've just started swimming.
so we were joking about stuff and stuff esp sarah chia.
i will remember what you did to me today kay.
when i said stop it sarah kick slower. i'm drowning behind you.
you kicked harder. wahh you goood damn goood. haha.
just when i wanted to climb out of the pool to change.
TADAHHHH! major calf cramp calf cramp calf cramp
MAJORRRRRRR.i was tearing la and my screams attracted alot of unwanted attention.
hahaha. so, i staggered my way home.
twisted left foot and cramped right calf. how to walk tmrw ?
i need tambu to piggy back me man.
so friends, if you see this, please be nice to me tmrw or drop me a msg.
i felt that i lost my muscles i also dont know why, felt really useless tho.
then jiaolian said i had no muscles in the first place.
that joke was so not funny, i think he's keeping something from us again.
wah ssa really suckxzxzxzx to the maximumxzxzxzx.
i hope asean never comes so that things will not change, those major dicks of the century.
been emo the whole day.
and i want to sleep.

issac pang! HAHA. hello you top polo player.
best of luck for the finals will go down to support if possible!
this is nothing bad but your name is here!
so be happyyy. (:

CASEY TAN!
gym-ed today eh hardworking boy hehee.
i think i just makde you pissed or something.
so i'm sorry and really i am (:

PS// polly and nikki managed to fool me. wahlao eh.haha.

2007-04-01T02:42:00.000-07:00

its sunday today and monday tomorrow.
say YAY to new school weeek. i miss school.
HAHAH LIKE WHAT A JOKE.
i miss my friends more like it.
so the weekeends was spend with darling sharon and friends.
talked bout playing hard to get, we two are the best man.
bitches arent we ?!hahaha.
sunday morning was basicaly just lazing around and more bitching.
we had the famous bar chor mee and daniel showed us the fish he caught.
some "FLAT FISH" i dont know by the name of what but still it looks disgusting.
and they wanted to cook it for dinner. OMGG thank god i'm home alrdy!
bar chor mee made me sleep again, what to do weekdays are tiring.
weekends are for recovering (:
and there will be no monday blues tomorrow. (I HOPE)

since its 1st april today,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY EVAN !
with the many love in the world. <33

why is april's fool on a sunday ?rwarr.

2007-03-30T22:54:00.000-07:00

i'm talking to the two gays online now. and its damn funny.
two gays by the name of casey and james.
ames- says:
btw
james- says:
im joking la
james- says:
so calm down.
pearlyne (bit) chee ! KITTENS. HAHAHA. says:
haha i'm already very calm please.
james- says:

supercalifragilisticexpialidocious says:
hahaha
supercalifragilisticexpialidocious says:
nice emotion
james- says:
emoticon la dear
james- says:
haha
supercalifragilisticexpialidocious says:
samaa
james- says:
speaking good engrish campaing plrease
supercalifragilisticexpialidocious says:
yaa. my ernglrand veri powderfull
pearlyne (bit) chee ! KITTENS. HAHAHA. says:
hahaha ! i is happy you two is happy to rightx!
supercalifragilisticexpialidocious says:
we all ish happy
supercalifragilisticexpialidocious says:
hophop
supercalifragilisticexpialidocious says:
hahaha
james- says:
pearlyne you jsut wrecked it la
james- says:
haha
james- says:
kidding kidding
supercalifragilisticexpialidocious says:
wah so mean
supercalifragilisticexpialidocious says:
haah
james- says:
casey why are you at home?
james- says:
pearlyne why are you home?
james- says:
its saturday leh guys
supercalifragilisticexpialidocious says:
why are you home
pearlyne (bit) chee ! KITTENS. HAHAHA. says:
and why are you at home ?
supercalifragilisticexpialidocious says:
im going dancing later
supercalifragilisticexpialidocious says:
haha
pearlyne (bit) chee ! KITTENS. HAHAHA. says:
see i told you james is alwasy eman to me
james- says:
im going out later haha
pearlyne (bit) chee ! KITTENS. HAHAHA. says:
asshole worhx
james- says:
hahaha
supercalifragilisticexpialidocious says:
same frequency pearlynn
supercalifragilisticexpialidocious says:
haahah
supercalifragilisticexpialidocious says:
e
james- says:
okay lorx. sorriex
james- says:
eh casey what dance
supercalifragilisticexpialidocious says:
kiss my feet
supercalifragilisticexpialidocious says:
dont ask
supercalifragilisticexpialidocious says:
lol
james- says:
classical
james- says:
ballroom?
pearlyne (bit) chee ! KITTENS. HAHAHA. says:
hahaha BALLROOM
pearlyne (bit) chee ! KITTENS. HAHAHA. says:
HAHA> LAUGH !
supercalifragilisticexpialidocious says:
haha
supercalifragilisticexpialidocious says:
lol
supercalifragilisticexpialidocious says:
church thingy la
supercalifragilisticexpialidocious says:
hahaha
supercalifragilisticexpialidocious says:
im going do the tango and salsa too
supercalifragilisticexpialidocious says:
hahaha
supercalifragilisticexpialidocious says:
how raunchy. haha. jkjk
pearlyne (bit) chee ! KITTENS. HAHAHA. says:
wahsehh.
supercalifragilisticexpialidocious says:
james jealous liao
supercalifragilisticexpialidocious says:
hahaah
james- says:
no la
james- says:
excited only
supercalifragilisticexpialidocious says:
yaya papaya
supercalifragilisticexpialidocious says:
hahahah
supercalifragilisticexpialidocious says:
lol
supercalifragilisticexpialidocious says:
i go dance with jean arrr
supercalifragilisticexpialidocious says:
lol
pearlyne (bit) chee ! KITTENS. HAHAHA. says:
HAHAHAHHAHAHA
james- says:
eh pearlyne does mooks sound cool anot haha
james- says:
okay lor
pearlyne (bit) chee ! KITTENS. HAHAHA. says:
james falls and dies
pearlyne (bit) chee ! KITTENS. HAHAHA. says:
LOL
james- says:
no la
james- says:
my chances slim
james- says:
so im not expectant
james- says:
sad la
supercalifragilisticexpialidocious says:
hahaha. james heartburn ahh
james- says:
but what to do
supercalifragilisticexpialidocious says:
haahha
supercalifragilisticexpialidocious says:
lol. who ask u go aus
supercalifragilisticexpialidocious says:
goondusamy
supercalifragilisticexpialidocious says:
haha
james- says:
lol
james- says:
i regret
james- says:
but then again
james- says:
i would have died taking o's la
pearlyne (bit) chee ! KITTENS. HAHAHA. says:
ya lor. o's is nothing la james
james- says:
probably be doing business in ngee ann
pearlyne (bit) chee ! KITTENS. HAHAHA. says:
hahaha
james- says:
or dsa somewhere lor
supercalifragilisticexpialidocious says:
hahaha
supercalifragilisticexpialidocious says:
dsa
supercalifragilisticexpialidocious says:
hahaha
james- says:
my tennis dont think can make it
supercalifragilisticexpialidocious says:
through?
james- says:
soccer maybe can
supercalifragilisticexpialidocious says:
oh yeah
supercalifragilisticexpialidocious says:
soccer
supercalifragilisticexpialidocious says:
lol
supercalifragilisticexpialidocious says:
i hear they're hiring waterboys in rj
supercalifragilisticexpialidocious says:
JOKE
james- says:
but if you didnt bust your knee you whould have gotten into sajc la btw.
pearlyne (bit) chee ! KITTENS. HAHAHA. says:
you dsa putting on weight cca la
pearlyne (bit) chee ! KITTENS. HAHAHA. says:
HAHAHAH
supercalifragilisticexpialidocious says:
haha
supercalifragilisticexpialidocious says:
yeah
james- says:
im too cool for waterboy
supercalifragilisticexpialidocious says:
i busted it twice
supercalifragilisticexpialidocious says:
lol
supercalifragilisticexpialidocious says:
did u know?
james- says:
walau
james- says:
the both of you tag teaming me sia
pearlyne (bit) chee ! KITTENS. HAHAHA. says:
haha i didnt know !
supercalifragilisticexpialidocious says:
lol.
supercalifragilisticexpialidocious says:
yeah same knee
supercalifragilisticexpialidocious says:
different ligament
supercalifragilisticexpialidocious says:
lol
pearlyne (bit) chee ! KITTENS. HAHAHA. says:
hahah poor boy.
pearlyne (bit) chee ! KITTENS. HAHAHA. says:
is jean online ?
pearlyne (bit) chee ! KITTENS. HAHAHA. says:
HAHAH
supercalifragilisticexpialidocious says:
haha. eh james crutches give u nice triceps
supercalifragilisticexpialidocious says:
if ure interested
supercalifragilisticexpialidocious says:
haha
supercalifragilisticexpialidocious says:
nope
supercalifragilisticexpialidocious says:
lol
james- says:
lol
pearlyne (bit) chee ! KITTENS. HAHAHA. says:
haha he angry with us alrdy
james- says:
i dont want to be like soooo muscular la
james- says:
i not angry la
pearlyne (bit) chee ! KITTENS. HAHAHA. says:
hahaha. are you talking to chloe noww ?
james- says:
i cutting my wrists with plastic spoon
pearlyne (bit) chee ! KITTENS. HAHAHA. says:
HAHAHA. siaoXZxXZXZXXZ
supercalifragilisticexpialidocious says:
whos chloe
supercalifragilisticexpialidocious says:
hahaah
supercalifragilisticexpialidocious says:
wah 2 time ah
supercalifragilisticexpialidocious says:
haha
james- says:
my ogod friend la
supercalifragilisticexpialidocious says:
haha
james- says:
ask pearlyne
james- says:
lol
james- says:
casey you signed in on your other msn rofl
james- says:
holy shaved his head sia
supercalifragilisticexpialidocious says:
lol
supercalifragilisticexpialidocious says:
haha
james- says:
jean lol
supercalifragilisticexpialidocious says:
HAHA
pearlyne (bit) chee ! KITTENS. HAHAHA. says:
hahha.
supercalifragilisticexpialidocious says:
almost
supercalifragilisticexpialidocious says:
hahha
james- says:
alamak
james- says:
haha
james- says:
im not gonna talk to her la
james- says:
haha
supercalifragilisticexpialidocious says:
hahaha
supercalifragilisticexpialidocious says:
that what u say now.
supercalifragilisticexpialidocious says:
what till she comes online
pearlyne (bit) chee ! KITTENS. HAHAHA. says:
HER is ?
supercalifragilisticexpialidocious says:
jean
supercalifragilisticexpialidocious says:
hahah
james- says:
she was online for about 3 seconds rofl
james- says:
i wont talk to her la
pearlyne (bit) chee ! KITTENS. HAHAHA. says:
not gonna talk to her ? are you sue?
supercalifragilisticexpialidocious says:
who jean?
james- says:
she like damn angry with me or smth
pearlyne (bit) chee ! KITTENS. HAHAHA. says:
dont regret huh james.
james- says:
eh
pearlyne (bit) chee ! KITTENS. HAHAHA. says:
and dont whine to us that you miss her and how hot she is
james- says:
everyone like confused sia hahaha
pearlyne (bit) chee ! KITTENS. HAHAHA. says:
hahaaha
pearlyne (bit) chee ! KITTENS. HAHAHA. says:
ya jean
pearlyne (bit) chee ! KITTENS. HAHAHA. says:
hahah
james- says:
okay
supercalifragilisticexpialidocious says:
hahaha
james- says:
unclepumpkin you bastard lol
james- says:
im not so stupid la okay
supercalifragilisticexpialidocious says:
HAHA
supercalifragilisticexpialidocious says:
lol
james- says:
lol
james- says:
omg casey i love you
james- says:
omgosh
james- says:
sory ah pearlyne. the gay vibe.
pearlyne (bit) chee ! KITTENS. HAHAHA. says:
hahahhaha.
pearlyne (bit) chee ! KITTENS. HAHAHA. says:
its okay.
pearlyne (bit) chee ! KITTENS. HAHAHA. says:
you two . sighhh
pearlyne (bit) chee ! KITTENS. HAHAHA. says:
what to do ?
pearlyne (bit) chee ! KITTENS. HAHAHA. says:
but casey didnt say he loves you.
pearlyne (bit) chee ! KITTENS. HAHAHA. says:
too bad
pearlyne (bit) chee ! KITTENS. HAHAHA. says:
lol
supercalifragilisticexpialidocious says:
hahaha
james- says:
casey. express your love.
james- says:
passion
james- says:
intimacy
supercalifragilisticexpialidocious says:
i love you la james
supercalifragilisticexpialidocious says:
hahaha
james- says:
amore.
james- says:
je' taime
pearlyne (bit) chee ! KITTENS. HAHAHA. says:
HAHAHA OMG, you two.
james- says:
sarang hae yo
james- says:
see pearlyne.
james- says:
we're at a level you'll never achieve.
james- says:
hahahaha
james- says:
no wait
pearlyne (bit) chee ! KITTENS. HAHAHA. says:
ohreally ?
james- says:
i HOPE you'll never achieve thats all
james- says:
hahaha
pearlyne (bit) chee ! KITTENS. HAHAHA. says:
you'll be surprised
pearlyne (bit) chee ! KITTENS. HAHAHA. says:
HAHAHAHA.
supercalifragilisticexpialidocious says:
HAHAH
pearlyne (bit) chee ! KITTENS. HAHAHA. says:
one day you will be surprised.
pearlyne (bit) chee ! KITTENS. HAHAHA. says:
and VERYYYYYY
supercalifragilisticexpialidocious says:
hahahah
pearlyne (bit) chee ! KITTENS. HAHAHA. says:
hahaha
supercalifragilisticexpialidocious says:
hahaha
supercalifragilisticexpialidocious says:
omgosh. james quite stunned now
supercalifragilisticexpialidocious says:
hahahajames- says:
hahaha
james- says:
okay
james- says:
casey i approve
james- says:
pearlyne
james- says:
i also approve.
james- says:
hahahaha
supercalifragilisticexpialidocious says:
lol
supercalifragilisticexpialidocious says:
then u get lonely how
supercalifragilisticexpialidocious says:
haha
supercalifragilisticexpialidocious says:
no jean (oops) no me. no pearlyne.
supercalifragilisticexpialidocious says:
haahha
pearlyne (bit) chee ! KITTENS. HAHAHA. says:
he can go be a monk if he wants
pearlyne (bit) chee ! KITTENS. HAHAHA. says:
hehee
james- says:
peng?
james- says:
lucy?
supercalifragilisticexpialidocious says:
oh yah
supercalifragilisticexpialidocious says:
ahahah
james- says:
elroi?
supercalifragilisticexpialidocious says:
oops
supercalifragilisticexpialidocious says:
lol
james- says:
hahaha
supercalifragilisticexpialidocious says:
u'll still miss us
james- says:
from sas i dont have alot of darlings leh
supercalifragilisticexpialidocious says:
hahaha
supercalifragilisticexpialidocious says:
lol
james- says:
got alot of obyfriends though hahaa
supercalifragilisticexpialidocious says:
yaya. hahaha.
pearlyne (bit) chee ! KITTENS. HAHAHA. says:
this is what sas does to boys.
pearlyne (bit) chee ! KITTENS. HAHAHA. says:
no i understand
pearlyne (bit) chee ! KITTENS. HAHAHA. says:
hahaha
pearlyne (bit) chee ! KITTENS. HAHAHA. says:
now*
james- says:
haha
james- says:
sji is worse btw.
supercalifragilisticexpialidocious says:
lol
james- says:
let casey explain
james- says:
hahhaa
supercalifragilisticexpialidocious says:
eh why me
supercalifragilisticexpialidocious says:
haha
james- says:
you were from sji what
james- says:
haha
pearlyne (bit) chee ! KITTENS. HAHAHA. says:
you were?! haha
james- says:
lalala
james- says:

james- says:

james- says:

james- says:

james- says:

supercalifragilisticexpialidocious says:
so what. hahaha
james- says:

james- says:

james- says:

james- says:
lol
pearlyne (bit) chee ! KITTENS. HAHAHA. says:
i didnt know
pearlyne (bit) chee ! KITTENS. HAHAHA. says:
hahaha
supercalifragilisticexpialidocious says:
haha. loooong ago
supercalifragilisticexpialidocious says:
lol
james- says:
why you want to know so much pearlyne
james- says:
im feeling insecure
james- says:
haha
pearlyne (bit) chee ! KITTENS. HAHAHA. says:
HAHAHAH.
james- says:
eh shit la
pearlyne (bit) chee ! KITTENS. HAHAHA. says:
cannot isit ! i'm stealing xcasey away from you
james- says:
my eye pain
james- says:
lol
supercalifragilisticexpialidocious says:
lol
supercalifragilisticexpialidocious says:
see la.
pearlyne (bit) chee ! KITTENS. HAHAHA. says:
LOL
supercalifragilisticexpialidocious says:
me and pearlyne too hot for you
supercalifragilisticexpialidocious says:
hahaha
supercalifragilisticexpialidocious says:
then eye pain
supercalifragilisticexpialidocious says:
lol
james- says:
maybe
supercalifragilisticexpialidocious says:
defintely
supercalifragilisticexpialidocious says:
haha
pearlyne (bit) chee ! KITTENS. HAHAHA. says:
haha. i also think so.
james- says:
hahaha
supercalifragilisticexpialidocious says:
haha
james- says:
i think i shall rest my eyes abit fir
james- says:
first
james- says:
like 10 mins
supercalifragilisticexpialidocious says:
haha
james- says:
invite me later or smth k
supercalifragilisticexpialidocious says:
yup
supercalifragilisticexpialidocious says:
byebye
james- says:
miss you both lolx.

and poof ! he went to rest.
look at the bolded parts
HAHAHAHA !
life concert was okay yesterday.
talked to my brother,abel teo about stuff. abel cheer up okay okay?
then blah, reached home bout 11
and my lil bro called M1 to fuck them up.
it was quite shocking to see him get that pissed HAHAH.
woke up abit late today and i'm meeting sharon later.
yeah baybehhh. catch up catch up
and i promised benny i'll do math tutorial and not give up.
then i'll get to see nikki's taitai look.
whee.
life's quite wonderful now.
how bout yours? (:

2007-03-28T08:08:00.000-07:00

say has been quite destroyed.
because we have the worst math teacher on earth and the kaypoiest teacher in sa.
thought things have changed for the better. but sadly no.
math teacher dao me when i aske dher to go through stuff again.
bet mellie and all have the same sentiments man.
on a brighter note,there's always casey to entertain me.
i talked to jillian today, hope she's better.
and i went causeway point with best friend.
had lots of laughter man. she really cracks me up.
so swensens baybehhh! thats the fun part man.
we were ordering ice cream. and she popped the earthquake thingy.
like you know swensens earthquake ice cream.
she called it tornado. OMG LAGUH ALL THE WAy.
she never fails to make me laugh.
love this bestfriend la lol.

on a brighter note, i've gotten all 241 photos.
we look hot baybeh!
sam you gotta meet us up really. at least to get the photos! <33

2007-03-27T06:16:00.000-07:00

life got better when i have nice teachers who are nice and willing to change our slots for lessons.
like we only end at 530 on mondays. but its gonna be damn packed.
tues will be quite slack. thurs is still pending .
hopefully mrs tan doesnt have h1 lit at our free slot then we can shift them up.
then HORAY! can go trng.
did i mention, going to gp class is like going to china.
i was feeling quite reluctant to go today tho.
so before i went i was telling the others "i'm going to china now"
and i told dyan i went china.
she couldnt get my joke la. what a stupid girl she is. HAHAHA.
then miss zhou talked to me again, this time i really told her how i felt la.
blah blah. yawl know the content. i will TRY to mingle with them
i TRY LA OKAY
and i'm gonna do all my tutorials properly so that i can be moved back to main stream.she's an understanding teacher G. stop saying that she sucks.
haha.
then i ranted to mr ng.we're getting addidas tracktop ! YAY TO THAT
sas vs acsi today for rubgy we lost tho.
but according to able, we peak at the right moments. SO GO TEAM SA!haha.
pledge taking today was erm cool ?never done something like that before.
i spent my time in the lib trying to learn math.
thanks to ruth,benny. i finally got partial fractions.
i have nice classmates. and i have a BBF NOW ! BEST BUTT FRIEND. and BEST BUS FRIEND.
hahaha. nikki and geraldine are BBFs too! BEST BREAST FRIEND, like BREASTIE.lol.

since life is like that,i will learn to accept it.
maybe like waht mr ng and bestfriend said.
"your chinese will improve when you mix with your gp mates"
ahwell. darrell, my tehpeng please!

G !thanks for the chocs kay. love you arog arog (:
and happy 18th val ! < 33

2007-03-26T05:13:00.000-07:00

today is bad bad and emo day. like literally it was.
my uniform wasnt in the right shape i dont know why
woke up and felt oily and fat.
folded my skit and i dont know why i just couldnt get it right.
alright shoes on, off to a long day in school.
something funny happened on the bus today.
we were at this particular stop think near bukit panjang.
this lady got on the bus she looked pregnant/plump.
primary school friend was sleeping and i nudged her whispered softly.
"EHEH LOOK AT THE LADY BESIDE ME. DO YOU THINK SHE'S PREGNANT?"
looks looks.
"AYE.i dont know leh she look plump or why not you try asking her."
obviously i did not ask la. how embarassing is it to ask a person?
what if she's not pregnant? i wanted to give up the seat.
BUT WHAT IF SHE'S NOT PREGNANT?!
in the end i just like sat down and i could sense that she kept looking at me.
that made me felt uneasy. in the end she got off at cjc's stop.
i hereby conclude that that woman is pregnant.
#^%$%(* ! i flet damn guilty okay. made her stand to long in the squeezy bus.
next time if i see someone who's uhmm.i dont know if i think she's pregnant, will not hestitate to give her my seat. felt so guilty after that.
wah then it started pouring heavily.
i dont know why its always monday mornings HEAVY RAIN.
cats and dogs and dogs and cats.
rained like animals. rawrrr.
and the best thing is whenever i dont have my umbrella with me, it rains.
whenever i bring it, not a single drop of rain will come down.
got off bus 142 outside school thank god there was priscilla (s16 classrep) she offered to share her umbrella with me.
i got semi wet. thank god if not for her,i would be totally wet and not semi wet.
assembled in the hall, and things started to go downhill.
really downhill. mrs lim kinda like chided the J1s againnotice the again
she always does that la and its annoying.
after that the best thing comes.
we got our timetable i really went wahbiang eh what kind of timetbale is this man?
let me break it down to yawl man
i end at 530 on mon, tue and thur ! WHAT THE PING PONG BALLS !
which means i cant go trng and i can only train twice a week.
then i must sacrifice my weekends for trainings also.
twice a week training is seriously not enough man. so now i have difficulty.
thought of changing to G's class but nonoo its only a one year solution and its not what i wanna take either.
her timtable rocks to the max i tell you.
so everyone was grumbling at the caf about their timetable(s) some rocked some really suck. like equally sucked like mine.
mine still suck more la huh.
felt down after all that
after that was gp banding/ this is the part that i totally broke down.
i'm the only loser from s16 that got dumped into some gp class with all the china scholars. CHINA SCHOLARS. they cant speak english for nuts.
and what its the lousy gp class. like why did i end up there?
i felt so unfair sat at one corner, i didnt want to talk to them.
i cant comprehend what they are saying because its either they say things in one chop one chop kind or they just mumbled their way through their speech.
i felt so miserable and the gp teacher came and talk to me and asked if i was alright.
she asked if i felt unfair cos i was dumped into that class. LIKE DUH OF COURSE I DO.
i started tearing as she continued and told me htis is only temporary if she sees that my lang is better than them i will be moved back to the normal stream.
LIKE DUH DUH DUH MY LANGUAGE IS OBVIOUSLY BETTER THAN THEM.
at least i speak fluently and not in one chop kind.
i want to appeal to the normal stream class.
and cos of the china scholars i have to go through the first intake topics again when the normal stream people are like moving on to the next module.
i just feel i dont deserve all this at all. not at all okay.
SUCKS LAAAAAA. cried in the caf wallowed in selfpity.
thanks for all the consoling kay people. esp benny dyan G lover tambu abel (:
but i think life still sucks.
the only lesson i enjoy now is lit and the teacher might shift our period up so that we will not end at 530 on three days.
me and mellie were planning and annoyed nikki. haha. we're gonna whine more to her tmrw. and plan the timtable, see where we can slot the periods in.
i'm keeping my fingers crossed for that. PLEASE. and i'm gonna talk to mr ng tmrw with benny. he saw my msg today and called me straightaway too bad i will only see him tmrw.
till the end of the day, i sitll feel unfair and miserableee. msging some people help abit. and talking bout it makes me emo and cryyy.
tmrw we have the opening season thingy. sports people taking TEAM SAJC pledge in front of the whole school. first time i'm doing this kinda thing. and i think its cool.
pe is last period tmrw. rocks. NOT.
hokay talked to james and compared bout school stuff.
YA LA YA LAA we both have work to do just that yours is homwwork and mine's tutorials.
i'll be recepttive to his advive go look at fomualas and examples.
hopefully some shit will go into my brain.
summation series just suck la.
and basically life sucks now.

okay end of whiny and emo entry.

2007-03-23T05:49:00.000-07:00

its friday ! ITS TGIF !
the week has been really really hectic.
school lecs till 4pm everyday, rush to tp for trng,go home,study,sleep.
days passed just like that man.
i wonder how long i can sustain with this life.
the no life-life. but the again, i feel very useful.
i didnt waste my time slacking !
darryll owes me tehpeng cos he ponned school today.
and i miss tlaking to ex xlassmates.
the only time i see them is when lecture ends and i go in they go out.
and only say hi and have short chats.
or i only see them during assembly.
this is pathetic.
i want the long talks i want the long long talks.
miss chloe, fay and my foo foo athena. hahaha.
new class has been fun also tho.
and there's ruth benny nikki to always help me in math.
thank god i have them.
then again, lit was fun new way of greeting mrs ho cos its friday today.
"THANK GOD ITS FRIDAY MRS HO" haha. cool right ?!
and then was tnrg was slack tho.
i injured my knee somehow and i might not be able to train.
and it pisses me off to think of it and the politics in the club.
i just talked to jiaolian today and i almost cried.
you're such a fake. i hate you.

ps // i cant get athony and cleopatra's scene one act one, anyone who can send it to my email yupp ? i'm sure you dont want me to get killed in the next tutorial (:

2007-03-21T06:40:00.000-07:00

talking to wanda made me feel so much better.
STUPID SSA AND THE MANAGEMENT ONE DAY I'LL JUST BURN DOWN YOUR OFFICE.
KILL YOU ASSHOLE AND ASSSHITS.
AND I WILL TAKE OVER THE MANAGEMENT.
SCREW YOU PEOPLE RAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !

jiaolian voice so frail today.
he sounds sad and it breaks my heart.
ha.

2007-03-19T06:27:00.000-07:00

its the first day of school today and it rained cats and dogs,dogs and cats, cats and dogs.
all of us were stranded at the JS busstop.
then we took 142 and this lady was having a toaly bitch fit and she called the school to complain that we're inconsiderate.
polly spotted another 142 behind us then i was like "then why is she having a bitchfit?!" wdh la.
i bet all the people in the bus share the same sentiments too.
then during discipline talk mr ng adressed the incident.
those who were on the bus will know la. it was quite funny tho.
but still, that woman is a bitch. totally bitchy.
slacked around as there was no lectures at all.
when time striked,it was time for our classes.
HAHAHAHAHA.
this is like the good news of the century
i've got all my fav people in the same same same class.
NIKKI, BENNY, JILLIAN, RUTH,MELISSA, and some people previously in nikki's class. (i know them cos we were in the same lit class.HEHE
SO HELLLOOOOOO CLASSMATES !
our class is so gonna.
and i'm in HOSE now. do the science fac cheer ! YAY.
training totally broke my shoulders today and my knees.
and my brain.
3k worth of breaststroke. WHAT THE BALLS.
and sprints.
tmrw's gonna be worst.
i saw the SETS. omg. 20times200 main and second main.
how to survive! and other sets.
rahhhh.
and i heard that we're gonan change coach soon.
guess what,
i'm gonna emo now.
later

2007-03-15T07:13:00.000-07:00

its thursday and four more days it'll be school trng and more school.
i'm so not prepared.
i went trng in the morning and it was super tiring okay.
like i'm aching now and suffering from lack of oxygen in the brains.
then its chilling at long john's with chia baby, didi and co.
and MUCSIC AND LYRICS again.
i was forced by chia to go watch la.
but it was worth la. laughing at the person dance and comparing legs.
chia is jealous of my legs cos they are damn damn shiny ! HEHEEHE
i went home, i wanted to skip and climb stairs but was damn tired.
i plopped on bed and the next thing i knew was that i woke up at 8pm for dinner and so some random stuff.
now here i am blogging.
i'm gonna like cycle to buy phone with professor peh tmrw morning. HAHAHA.
like madness. then its trng for me i guess.
i did pretty good times today but jiaolian said " your once a week trng isnt gonna help much you know"
"YA ! I KNOW" hahaha. i went chalet for the past three days.
he smiled at me. hahaha.
i promise i will train la. i hope the new timetable doesnt end sooooo super late.
ahwells.
i'm tired and i wanna sleep again.
laters!

2007-03-13T09:15:00.000-07:00

i'm blogging in the chalet now, its day two of chalet-ing.
and it has been fun so far. but eh, tiring because of the insufficient sleep !
then didi called me to tell me that he has been accepted in to SA !
HORAYYYYYY TO THAT ! i swear i was jumping when i heard the news.
cos that means he'll accompany me to training every day.EVERYDAY ! :D
i went for class chalet on the first day tho.
it was damn fun with the people and it gets even more exciting when we cam-whored.
like seriously have you seen three girls taking almost 300 hundred photos in like 45mins?!
three girls by the name of pearlyne, chloe and samantha.
seriously, AROG AROG OF PHOTOS AHHHHH ! HAHA.
neil' gonna have a hard time sending us all the photos. oopps.
drank quite alot, but i didnt get high or anything. my liquor skills are improving man.
the "I NEVER" games were funny and soon it got boring.
others watched some movie which made them scream like nobody's shit
my attempts so scare them failed, maybe i havent gotten the hands on it yet.
haha.
JONADAB made his video for us, 07A01, some photo slide for all of us.
then i realised i see very lil of me in the photos.
see, this is what happens when you dont mix with your class but i'm glad towards the end i mixed with them and had the time of my life.
all the wonderful people i will not forget.
some are posted to other schools, i hope their appeals will pass through.
but one thing i know that we're gonna be separated into diff class and streams.
in our big big hearts, we'll always remember each other, and the times we have had.
DISTANCE MAKES THE HEART FONDER.
LOVE YOU PEOPLE MAN A01!
on the other hadn the dsa people are overseas having their overseas training.
i'm missing them like shit. bahh.
back in my own chalet now, the girls are playing card games and some are not here.
but we're still having fun tho, and we're missing LIM XIAOHUI.
yes you see this ! WE ARE MISSING YOU OVER HERE ! :D
wild wild wet was okayyyyy. i expected more tho.
and the morning episode was damn funny. INSIDE STORY.
story of the TAMPON. HEHEHEHEEEEE
we ate super alot today and i'm gonna run and exercise.
burn the disgusting fats and everything BY JUNE BY JUNE.
EVERYTHING BY JUNEEEEEEE :DDDDD

2007-03-10T19:20:00.000-08:00

yesterday was a fun and happy day.
HAHAHAHA.
and YES !
my plan succeeded.
and today's gonna be even more exciting.
WHEEEEEE :D
and my brief convo with gary bout this stalker that wants to stalk me.
like OMG. stalk gillian dont stalk me ! HAHAH.
and you will find it disgusting cos i thought it was. LOL
so here goes :

(11:51 AM) pearlyne (bit): eheh where got stalker sia
(11:51 AM) pearlyne (bit): hahahaha
(11:51 AM) wouldyouliewithm: u haven found out who ah?
(11:52 AM) pearlyne (bit): NOO haha. like how would i know ?
(11:52 AM) wouldyouliewithm: okay then
(11:52 AM) wouldyouliewithm: its jus to let u noe
(11:52 AM) wouldyouliewithm: cos he was telling me how u looked in ur swimsuit
(11:52 AM) wouldyouliewithm: and i was lyk
(11:52 AM) wouldyouliewithm: yucks.
(11:52 AM) pearlyne (bit): WTHHHHHHH~
(11:52 AM) pearlyne (bit): how do i look in my siwm suit man ?
(11:52 AM) pearlyne (bit): OMG.
(11:53 AM) pearlyne (bit): disgusting
(11:53 AM) wouldyouliewithm: my yucks din referred to u in ur swimsuit
(11:53 AM) wouldyouliewithm: it referred to how he was telling me
(11:53 AM) wouldyouliewithm: so yeah
(11:53 AM) wouldyouliewithm: stop wearing tat white swimsuit
(11:53 AM) pearlyne (bit): OMG. aye. i dont have white swim suit !
(11:54 AM) pearlyne (bit): what did he say ?
(11:54 AM) wouldyouliewithm: not u meh
(11:54 AM) pearlyne (bit): so sick la.
(11:54 AM) wouldyouliewithm: he said u were the only one wearing a white swimsuit
(11:54 AM) wouldyouliewithm: and he noes ure pearlyne
(11:54 AM) pearlyne (bit): white cap la.
(11:54 AM) wouldyouliewithm: oh yeah
(11:54 AM) wouldyouliewithm: paiseh
(11:54 AM) pearlyne (bit): where got white swim suit.
(11:54 AM) wouldyouliewithm: i onli remembered sth white
(11:54 AM) wouldyouliewithm: haha
(11:54 AM) pearlyne (bit): i dont remember myself in white swimsuit
(11:54 AM) pearlyne (bit): LOL
(11:54 AM) pearlyne (bit): wth. scare me.
(11:54 AM) wouldyouliewithm: okok
(11:55 AM) wouldyouliewithm: yeah white cap
(11:55 AM) pearlyne (bit): haha. then what did he say ? you know i only know ray lim in the polo team.
(11:55 AM) pearlyne (bit): the rest are just anons to me.
(11:55 AM) pearlyne (bit): LOL
(11:55 AM) wouldyouliewithm: okay its one of the anons
(11:56 AM) pearlyne (bit): but what did he say bout me ? but actually last wed this polo boy came up and aske dwhether i was a korean .
(11:56 AM) pearlyne (bit): but i cant rememebr who
(11:56 AM) wouldyouliewithm: its was lyk last mth's stuff
(11:56 AM) wouldyouliewithm: hmm
(11:56 AM) wouldyouliewithm: he jus came up to me and said
(11:56 AM) wouldyouliewithm: 'u noe pearlyne? ur og de?
(11:57 AM) wouldyouliewithm: wa i tell u
(11:57 AM) wouldyouliewithm: she damn hot...
(11:57 AM) wouldyouliewithm: yeah
(11:57 AM) wouldyouliewithm: the rest i jus leave it up to ur imagination.
(11:57 AM) pearlyne (bit): SHOOOTS . omg i'm hot ? wrong thing to say man.
(11:57 AM) pearlyne (bit): whats his name sia ?
(11:57 AM) wouldyouliewithm: and there was sth abt hot body
(11:57 AM) pearlyne (bit): i got ans see who he is.
(11:58 AM) pearlyne (bit): and*
(11:58 AM) wouldyouliewithm: u WUN wan to see him
(11:58 AM) pearlyne (bit): please. i have disgusting body he prolly is referring to gillian
(11:58 AM) pearlyne (bit): gillian got nice legs and everything
(11:58 AM) pearlyne (bit): hahah
(11:58 AM) wouldyouliewithm: yeah
(11:58 AM) pearlyne (bit): just lemme see him.
(11:58 AM) pearlyne (bit): LOL
(11:58 AM) wouldyouliewithm: he only talked abt gillian
(11:58 AM) wouldyouliewithm: well
(11:58 AM) wouldyouliewithm: he was being a totally sicko la
Session Start: Sunday, March 11, 2007
• wouldyouliewithmeandjustforgettheworld. (garypeh@hotmail.com)
• pearlyne (bit) chee ! YOU SMILED ! (pearlynechee_89@hotmail.com)
(11:59 AM) pearlyne (bit): hahah. i also think so. he tlkaed bout gillian or me ? please let it be gillian
(11:59 AM) pearlyne (bit): hahah
(11:59 AM) pearlyne (bit): them weikang can bash that person up.
(11:59 AM) wouldyouliewithm: both
(11:59 AM) pearlyne (bit): LOL
(11:59 AM) wouldyouliewithm: haha
(11:59 AM) wouldyouliewithm: well
(12:00 PM) wouldyouliewithm: i'm a guy too so we do get such flushes at times
(12:00 PM) wouldyouliewithm: so i cant tell u who it is
(12:00 PM) wouldyouliewithm: cos it will be unfair to him
(12:00 PM) wouldyouliewithm: but yeah
(12:00 PM) wouldyouliewithm: its jus to let u noe kinda thing
(12:00 PM) pearlyne (bit): OMG. hahaha. nxt time just tell him dont fantasize can.
(12:01 PM) pearlyne (bit): disgusting
(12:01 PM) wouldyouliewithm: told him alr la
(12:01 PM) pearlyne (bit): hahah hokay hokay.
(12:01 PM) pearlyne (bit): hwe's not cute at allright ?
(12:01 PM) pearlyne (bit): he's*
(12:01 PM) wouldyouliewithm: i repeat:
(12:01 PM) wouldyouliewithm: u WUN wan to see him
(12:01 PM) wouldyouliewithm: haha
(12:02 PM) wouldyouliewithm: (:
(12:02 PM) pearlyne (bit): okay fine. not cute one. no wonder he thinks that i'm hot.
(12:02 PM) pearlyne (bit): LOL
(12:02 PM) wouldyouliewithm: haha
(12:02 PM) wouldyouliewithm: watch me roll my eyes
(12:02 PM) wouldyouliewithm: haha

disgusting right. OMG.

2007-03-09T19:03:00.000-08:00

so, i chose to change to science fac after much consultation from seniors and friends.
i hope i will get the combi and i hope i wont regret.
which means i will have to start mugging in the march holidays.
i'm serious and not kidding okay.
no more slacking because i'm missing out on alot alot of stuff.
if i do not start, i will most probably get retained or smthng.
heh.
NAG YESTERDAY WAS COOL COOL COOL! :DD
saw so many long missed people like
chriselle,christel,wandadada!,fel,yuxuan,haili !, nicholas ho! but no val koh.
ohmy.
but it was good exhchanging super high HI(s) and bye(s) and hugs.
caught up with them before each leave for their events.
then i saw new club members.
and i felt that our club has dropped standards.
or maybe not, queenstown branch has dropped their standards.
it has became the dumping grounds for chao beng bengs and chao lian lians alrdy.
i'm serious, when i stepped into sports school the first peopole i saw were them and then checked out who they were
OMG SO AH BENG AND AH LIAN. i hope they get out of the club.rah.
i saw many lil cute boys, the future of boys is in good hands man.
hahaha.
i spent my time talking to jiaolian, its been long since we talked yo.
like since 8 months ago we havent talked like yesterday.
he always makes me laugh and gives me motivation.
but the sad thing is he is retiring in 2 years time.
i bet if i break the news to everyone, all will breakdown man.
(ohno,i alrdy broke the news) lol.
then he said i havent been trng as much aas last time so be glad if i can hit my pb druing school nats.
i'm sad to hear that tho cos i need to dorp a few more secs to get top 3/4.
but then again, he said i still have time.
solutions to improving according to jiaolian.
1) i have skip,to improve my stamina and i have to do at least 1000 skips a day.wah.
2) do more stretch cords to improve my strength.
3) jog more
4) SWIMM MORE (attend every trng and treat it seriously)
5) do dips.
i'm gonna like do all those till my season.
do whatever it gets to improve la.
but i dont really wanna do stretchcords tho, cos it makes my shoulders big and arms too. oh no.
my shoulders and arms are damn big alrdy please.
i shall see what i can do. heh.
and we bitched bout uncle andy. HAHAHA.jiaolian can bitcho one okay!
saw chao jiaolian too and she actually remembers me. :D
AND AND AND
NIC TAN. HAHAHAHAHAH. long and very much missed nic tan.
still looking good as ever.
that smile just makes my day :D :D :D :D
last week for me to enjoy before everything sets on.
i cant wait for the chalet (:

2007-03-08T04:05:00.000-08:00

most of us pon-ed orientation today, or no for first half of the day.
i didnt go and erm i'm facing a problem now !
my school doesnt want to offer me my combi if i cannot get 15 ppl to form a class.
like what the hell. 15 is no small number know.
then mr ng ask me to take geo instead of chem.
which i so DO NOT WANT i have no interest in that
and if i really change it to geog, then i will be taking triple arts! NOT NICE.
so people , SHOULD I CHANGE TO SCIENCE FAC ?
which then i'll me taking H2 math, H2 chem, H2 lit.
then H1 would be either econs, china studies in eng or geog.
then i will be in the same class as ruth and nikki !
BUT ! the thing is i dont have amath history i'm afraid that i cant cope with H2 math.
and whether the school wanna offer me that combi is another thing.
if i really get that combi, i will have to go for tuition classes for math.
which then again i think lucas, my aunt,nikki,professor peh,nicole tennis etc can help me in.
but ! will i be able to understand and cope anot ? like swimming is taking up alot of time. plus i'm joining 18 and under polo's team.
and also dance. SO WHERE THE TIME.
i'm willing to work hard but will it all pay off not ?
working hard is one thing, getting the results is another thing.
then the lib will be like my fav hangout not the caf anymore.
no life no life no life.i dont wanna become a geek.
RAHHH. i'm puzzled, WHAT SHOULD I TAKE ! omggggg.
and its due tmrwwwww.
if only they offer me my desired combi. sigh.
today was fun with the people.
benny is leaving for london tmrw.
HAVE A SAFE JOURNEY BENNY!
BRING ME MY HOTCAKES KAY ?! HEHEHEE. LOVE YOU TONS!
and good luck to those swimming NAG. GO GO GO :D
and CHIA! stop saying that i'm balding okay and congrats on getting your scholarship!
say one more time and i curse that you lose your scholarship and pay 350 worth of school fees every month! HEHE

alright, off to read economists! :D

2007-03-07T05:32:00.000-08:00

orientation was boring today.
but i made new friends namely beatrice, marg, grace.
and alot la. but all chinese name i cant remember !
i can only remember ce yong and the VS guy. and the guy who said i looked like shot put-ter.
so angry. hahaha.
training made my happy happy happy.
all thanks so chia baby ! :DD

2007-03-06T02:56:00.000-08:00

WE PON-ED SCHOOL TODAY cos its POSTING DAY.
some cheated their parents saying there's no school today cos its jae posting.
gill and i went town at like 7.30 IN THE EARLY MORNING.
like wahh so early in town. do what !?
we had breakfast and caught up abit. havent talked to her for quite a long time.
like really talk you know. really talk.
caught the movie and i thought it was so not touching.
really not touching but benny cried. haha silly.
then before that i heard something really really funny.
but if the person sees this she would wanna kill me.
HEHEHE. but still..
STEFFIE GAN SHUSHAN farted in the gym last fri during trng !
HAHAHHA.
steffie i'm sorry but i cant help but to laugh.
still love you kay honeyy!
then chloe's call came in and guess what?
my phone actually fell out of my bag when she called.
and it opened. LIKE OPENED.
omg my phone ! ):
then told me her posting results, guess she's appealing out.
GOOD LUCK CHLOE. praying for you aight!
didi is appealing to come sa which i think he can cos cut off for our school this year is 8 for science and 10 for arts.
and he got 10 points what, why CJ ?
owells. i will fight fight fight for his entry.
then we can go training together. HEHEEEE.
then i'm in OG 14 like only yuyang is the same og as me.
which i soooo DO NOT LIKE.
i want DSA OG !
but then again i will leave early for all three days for training then friday i dont think i will be going.
i must rest for the night man.
then i went back to school and saw tanya. hello girl. :D
then i sat on the ground and started talking to dyan and all.
suddenly i felt myself shaking on the ground.
like EH WHAT HAPPENED TO ME? why am i spinning ?
then after that dyan started "EH I'M ROCKING LEH"
"ME ALSO!"
so in the end there was tremor in our school again.
there's eartquake in indonesia. why always places near toapayoh feel the tremor ?
there was early release for the J2s and all starting rejoicing.
yiwen told me they were posing and taking photos at the field and got scolded by some teacher.
plus they fooled around in front of the camera.
as in media corp came to our school cos we experienced tremor in our school.
catch sajc on news tonight ! haha!

YESTERDAY
it was the so called last day for PAE 07A01.
and i'm sure i will miss all of them.
like i'm already missing them as i'm typing this. and its badly.
i cant wait for our barbie-Q tho.
our last pe game was a blast. we won our game against S27 !
it was really a great game i swear.
then we proceeded for dinner at pasta mania and ben and jerry's at the cathay.
ben and jerry kept playing emo songs then carin started crying.
everyone was feeling sad i guess. like the thought of leaving and separating.
the feeling sucks. why do we have two intakes !
now i have to make new friends again.
not that i dont want, but its troublesome.
sigh, why do people come and go ?
I LOVE 07A01 ALOT.

oh, did i mention ?
I PASSED MY CHINESE WITH AN A !
second highest in class !
LIKE WAHH !PEARLYNE GET A FOR CHINESE.
when i told gillian she was totally. are you sure pearlyne chee ?
haha.
i bugged laoshi for my free treat cos i passed my test.
and he's getting engaged this sunday ! so cheers to that.
he says he cant stand me.
too bad, i like to disturb him.
i hope i get him for chinese for second intake.
not some old hag female teachers please.
Amen !

2007-03-03T18:48:00.000-08:00

A boy turned 17 yesterday and one is turning 17 tomorrow.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AYLMER AND EDMUND ! :DD
just one more year and you two can club legally ! haha!
supper with girls on friday was a great one.
like all the sensetive topics.
its really ROFL :D
and i finally saw michelle after like a gazillion years ?
she brought this friend and as usual,will get teased by me.
i'm sorry i dont mean it kay. haha.
training was quite slack because it was raining cats and dogs dogs and cats cats and dogs.
plus there was lightning and thunder.
so we were playing flipping games and i always lose.
eeyer i dont wanna play alrdy la.
the boys were doing fitness, who can do the most push ups.
joel is one hot shot on the way man.
WHY AM I SO OLDDD ! ):
monday and tues will be the last two days for the PAE students i hope i hope i hope all of them will stay.
then wed to fri will be orientation two which i think i wont really want to go.
or maybe i want, i'm inchoherent.
one thing for sure i will request to leave early to go trng.
because i have NAG on friday which i hope someone can replace me so that i dont have to swim the relay.
i dont wanna drag the whole team down.i'm really very slooooooooow now.
no bull.
i mean if its 4times50 metres i wont mind swimming for them i can still swim 50m.
but its
4x200 FREE
4X100 FREE
4X100 IM
wth.
somebody shoot me.
emily and eva are coming over on fri sat and sun.
NAG mah. which will be cool cos they're sleeping in !
YAY !
later.

2007-02-28T19:20:00.000-08:00

EDIT EDIT !
aaron tau say i never blog bout him.
so AARON I BLOGGED BOUT YOU ALRDY !
you never ask me to go out for the outing today.
and only gave me one pathetic piece of cookie.
then then then, say i seduce you with one eye.
wth.
seducing you will be the last thing i will do on the earth.
HAHAHA.
but but but.
you're still my bitch. LOVE !
you happy now ? hehe

EDIT//
so i'm home now stonning.
and trying to fight my runs wanted to go trng but cant and its cos of the sudden attack of stomaches.
i took a afternoon and i still feel tired.
i have a interesting cousin and she keeps buggin me to go and stay with her.
which i will, her house is how near school !
i can wake up a lil later. hehe i like.
and then she drew this super frog for me and suepr pig for herself.
cute stuff know.

THATS HER SUPERRR PIG.wahahaha.

MY SUPER FROG WITHOUT THE 'S'.
she drew this within like 3 mins ? amazing.
i will not be able to do something like that.
childish? she's only barely 14.
what to do ? (:
sometimes this kinda things add colours to our lives.
love you cousin. (:

i'm going for lit like in 10 minutes time.
the school's computers are damn laggy.
chinese was fun just now.
and there's class chalet during march holidays and it clashes with our chalet.
so i guess i will be chalet hopping for the three days.
people dont get pissed at me kay. haha :D
fayanne and chloe didnt come school today.
leave me alone sia. GOOOD YOU TWO DAMN GOOD.
and samantha low came today, chloe just cheated her feelings.
like she cheated greg's, mine, samantha's feelings.
haha.
all of us, well half of us pon H1 cos there's test some are suffering cos they're taking the test.
jonadab is playing some lego game and it seems to be pissing him off.
like erm. JUST STOP PLAYING LA RIGHT !
what for make yourself troubled because of one game.
i got no brains so i dont play that kinda games.
yesterday's party was fun with willy around and all the people.
there's one more on sunday but i cant go :-ccc

later`

2007-02-27T07:35:00.000-08:00

i so addicted to the song " into the ocean" !
like its played like over 20 songs on my pod.
then today i was trying to tell gill the song was nice then i forgot the title.
i went fallen into something. blah blah.
then gillian lee laugh and suan me again.
you goooood you damnnnn goooood.
today mr nah never come then er..i took chinese test.
like seriously, one day i will just drop to chinese B. HAHAHA. not funny lor.
kuang laoshi said "can you speak chinese to me ?"
me " i speak i dont do the test kay."
him "NO" then he laugh.righhhttt funny ah !
but i think i will pass the test although i tried to rememeber what i saw on the scholar, weikang's test paper. but then again, my memory failed me.
today was quite slack then the class went to the com lab.
they wanted to view this "GHOST VIDEO"
like how it fascinated kelvin. he's like watch alrdy then "woah" like got scared kind.
then rewind woah again and get scared. HAHAHA. damn silly.
so we went to first com lab it took damn long to load all got quite impatient.
then i went to the caf when the others went class and the next com lab.
suddenly i received a call from jiahui saying that the video has finally loaded.
i chionged from the caf to the third storey kay, in the end it was not scary at all.
i ran up just to see the pony tail. haha !
okay la, quite entertaining to see how all of us were anxious to get scared.
then off to bean's house to bake delicious cookies :DD
his mother said its nice !
must thank him for lending me his oven man.
so people are in for the treat tmrw.
and seriously bean, the cookies are not enough. ):
separated into different tins for the teachers and hurried down to meet miss lim.
gave me this fortune cookies and my fortune reads :
" YOUR SMILE BRINGS CHEERFULNESS TO OTHER PEOPLE, SMILE MORE"
miss lim says its true. :D
i will smile more but not the people i dont like. hehe.
i'm going trng tmrw and ben's ndae party guess its gonna be a long day again.
seriously, when was my day ever short ? heh (:

later'

2007-02-26T03:54:00.000-08:00

i think everyone should like clap for me or smthng today.
because I DIDNT PEARLFAY ANYTHING TODAY !
like wahhhhhh ! once in a million days i didnt pearlfay class or school.
HEHEEEEE.
i bet athena must be sad cos she failed to get her free meal from me today.
she's not getting one tmrw too. neyheh.
i realised the consequences of pearlfaying classes.
1) i dont have the complete set of notes
2) i dont catch anything that the lecturer is saying
3) i missed alot of class test
4) i missed classes with my class.
then i realised my class is a super duper fun batch to be with.
like we crack lame jokes, talk bout ahems.
and anything just under the sun.
i really regret not hanging out with them more during breaks.
so i have this resolution till jae results are out and that is to hangout with them during breaks and go for every lessons with them.
i need more bonding with them.
dsa people, i'm not pangseh-ing you for them.
its just that i feel the need to be closer to my class.
i'll see see yawl after school or some in between breaks !
then some will be leaving for other school.
people like chole, nic.
then some moving on to diff combi and stream.
people like FAY, ATHENA, blah blah.
i dont want them to leave ! shit, why do i always have regrets.
lit was fun with serene, her cupcakes, bubbles, blankets chocolate!
lectures were also fun cept that SICK SJI GUY BY THE NAME OF J was sitting behing me.
he's really damn sick.
he asked me whether i was from TKGS.
then jonadab answered " i'm from TKGS"
then he's like " OH SO YOU HAVE A VAGINA?"
so sick right ! what the pangsai man.
he keeps saying vagina and all. he's a sick son of a bitch man.
i hope neil doesnt become like him. total gross-ness.
talking to nic now and he just made my day. (:

i need to rush lit and chi compo.
i owe my chinese ct like three weeks of compo. and today he's like the one wearing sa uniform didnt hand in my work and didnt do the test.
so i promised him that i wil finish it and study for the test,
plus if i pass chinese test, he owes me a treat.
he's like the best chinese ct around i hope i get him for second intake !
i sound abit high today.
i'm actually very happy cos i have casted away hatred and realised how wonderful things are if i can just forget and not get bothered by stuff.
she's a nice girl i admit, letting go just feel so wonderful. (Amen)

okay. off to work ! :DD